Book
Eight
Chapter
Eighty-Three - To the Winds
Shortly
all four of them are at the surface, near the window ledge where they
left the boat.
Avis hangs onto a rock and turns to Solange. "Forgive me for not
recognizing your divinity, Lady."
Solange shrugs and climbs onto the ledge.
Avis turns slightly to also address Robin. "How shall the people
face this challenge? Where shall we lead them?"
Solange also looks at Robin—the Isles are under Robin and Vere's sphere
of influence, not hers, and she's happy to keep it that way.
Robin hears something, like a bird in the distance. It says
"Away, away..." Perhaps she imagined it.
The girl cocks her head for a moment, listening to her imagination
before blinking at Avis. "Weeelll," she says scrambling up onto
the ledge and out of the water, "I suppose we think about it first."
Robin sounds amazed that *that* suggestion came out of *her* mouth. She
looks to her sister and her beloved with a raised eyebrow.
Solange smiles at Robin's surprised expression. "I'm happy to offer
opinions, but his is your bailiwick, not mine. I was just along for the
ride."
"Fair enough." Robin nods. Oh yeah, she understands people not
wanting in on this toss.
Vere pulls himself up onto the ledge next to his beloved. His
eyes go to the eastern wall, where a word had been scratched into the
stone not that long ago. "Rebma," he says quietly.
"Isn't that where you think Huon went? Won't they be preparing for war,
then?" Solange asks.
"That is a possibility," Vere acknowledges. "And the reason I
sent the Queen of Rebma a warning that Huon approached. Rebma is
not his ultimate target, however, merely a waystation along his
way." His eyes go to Avis. "I think it must be for the new
Lady of the Isles to determine where she wishes to lead her
people. We may make suggestions, but it is a true thing that we
shall not be dwelling among the people, wherever they are led."
He pauses,
then adds. "Avis, my sister, you must also consider how many of
the people of this world you wish to lead away. Those we leave
behind are doomed."
"And if you want them all to end up in the same place." Robin
adds with a mischevious grin.
"I am a vessel of the will of the Goddess," says Avis. "I pray
for mercy rather than justice and ask that she deliver her people from
doom. Those who are chosen will be the chosen of the children of
the Danu, and will be blessed amongst all the world."
"If you are to be the vessel of the will of the Goddess," Vere says
with an unusual touch of asperity in his voice, "Then it is time you
learn to begin deciding what Her will is without asking her mortal
incarnations. Having Robin and Solange to talk with physically is
unlikely to ever be repeated. Their mother told them to leave the
Isles immediately, and I intend that they should do so."
His eyes
travel to Robin, then Solange, and then back to Robin. "As soon
as we have returned to Mother's base, I want Solange to take Lord Worth
and the Kiss away. Robin, you have your own task. Before
this day is out, I want you to take the dragons and their riders back
home. A world of dragons is a good base from which to begin once
more your quest for a way to fight the Great Dragon."
His gaze goes
back to Avis. "And we must go to the meeting with the Witch
Queens and the rebels. Now, you have the message of the Goddess
that this world is doomed to give to them. All whom you chose to
save I will lead away, wherever you decide to take them."
Avis nods at this. If she heard his first statements, she didn't
respond or acknowledge them at all.
Solange looks back at Vere with softly amused surprise at his change of
tone--perhaps his urgency comes from a sense of upcoming doom that she
doesn't feel herself. She doesn't have a problem with the sudden show
of authority, but her eyes flick to Avis, curious how she will take it
in a place where the women are the ones that make the decisions.
Robin presses her lips together and nods. Cause that's the
way it is and anything else can wait for private time.
Avis looks from Vere to Robin and Solange. "A test of my
judgement in front of the goddesses. I have two choices, I
think. I can either accept all who would be saved, and thus
provide us with a greater people or I can accept those who have been
the most faithful to the will of the goddess, which is to say her
faithful peoples of the Isles. If you can save for us fewer than
all the faithful, then the decision is easy enough. How much time
is there to decide this? How much time do these poor isles our
home have left?"
Vere frowns slightly, and looks back into the slowly sinking temple.
"If none of our family do anything else to damage the fabric of this
reality, then I do not think the destruction is imminent. But the
longer we delay, the greater the chance of the world
unravelling." He looks to Robin and Solange for confirmation.
Solange gives him a supportive nod.
Robin tips a shoulder, the answer is yes-ish. "The longer *we*
are here," she gestures to herself, Solange and Vere, "and the more
threats we react to, the worse it will get." Her voice is
matter-of-fact though not without regret.
"And how do we prevent this from happening again, in whatever new home
you bring us to?"
A brief smile flits across Vere's lips. "Find a way to keep the
members of our family from fighting each other in the new world, and
keep people such as the Chancellor from challenging them." He
becomes more serious. "Or, failing that, move to a world that is
firmly anchored to a source of reality. Near Rebma, if not within
it. Rebma's Pattern means that its reality cannot be destroyed, in the
way that the Isles are being destroyed."
"What exactly happened here?" Solange asks, curious. Her gaze travels
from Vere and settles on Robin.
"Here, here?" Robin nods to the flooded city. "Or here, here?"
She waves her arms in a wide circle indicating the whole world.
"Heeeereee,"
Robin does the whole-world-circle gesture again. "I was... being
chased. I had already been... c-captured once. And if I
let them do that again, Solange, I would have taken the world down with
me, right then and there. I... It was bad... I...
underground." She shudders.
"So after we
escaped, I... pulled at the air, the weather, afraid. Just
tearing. To throw them off our trail." Her eyes wander
off. "Probably Jove showed up somewhere about then, 'cause a tug
of war started." Robin's green eyes dart back to Solange.
"We didn't know who we were pulling against. And, I guess, both
of us just assumed the worse."
"Later, Jove
did... something with Time? that probably affected the overall mess
adversely." Robin sounds like she's not totally sure
what happened. "At least, that's when I noticed that the rain had
become Rain."
"Here," she
nods sadly at the flooded city, "Jovian... He was angry, protecting me,
full of pride. He... threw a lot of power at a
Prietess who was in the middle of a conjuring a weather effect.
What with things already being weak... sscccrrrriiiicchhh." Robin
makes a
tearing gesture with her hands. She shrugs at Solange with a
there-you-have-it expression. In her eyes lurks the shadow of
'technical explanations will have to wait until the Norm is no longer
with us.'
Solange winces and scrunches up her face. "Well..._theoretically_, if
one tore with...power...then said power should also be the glue to fix
it. I'm sure you've already tried this. What happened when you tried?"
Vere shakes his head slightly. "Random examined this world with
the Jewel of Judgement, and considered it so badly damaged that the
best thing to do would be to avoid touching it for a few years to see
if it recovered on its own. But he did not sound hopefull."
He pauses, then continues, "Robin and I hoped he was in error.
But what we were told by Ysabeau leads me to pessimism."
"I've been doing some Peeking and some Listening. To see if there
was anything I could do. I've never worked on this scale or in
this direction before... but I was kinda hopin'." she shrugs.
"However, it
wouldn't be easy. And it wouldn't be safe. And there's a...
not inconsequential chance that it could turn out reeeealllly badly..."
Robin scrunches her nose and sticks out her tongue.
"But at the
end of all things, it's Vere's world. And he gets to
decide." She looks over at her love.
Vere shakes his head. "If we attempt to repair the world and
fail, we risk destroying it and every one of its inhabitants. And
while I love this world, the fact is that the Children of Danu did not
originate here. Our people were led here from some other world
long ago. That being so, I find the thought that it might be
necessary to depart less distressing than it might be."
"I can see that." Robin allows. "Besides, my motives aren't
totally squeaky-clean with regards to... work on this world."
Solange sits back against the wall and lets Robin and Vere talk, her
thoughts drifting elsewhere.
Vere nods. "Indeed," he says. "And it would be an easy
thing for us to decide that we will make this attempt to save the
world, knowing that if we fail we can flee the results of our
failure. It is not so for the inhabitants. If we destroy
this world in our arrogance, they all shall perish. But if I lead
them hence, they survive, even though they lose the world of their
birth. If we do nothing, then, according to Ysabeau, the world
will perish on its own, and all its people. I think the choice is
clear."
Robin's smile is a little old and a little sad for her face as she
kisses Vere quickly on the cheek. "If it's clear to you, than
it's clear. LIke I said, you choose for this world and its
peoples."
"But Iiiiii...
probably won't be staying in Calusa once I get the guys settled."
Her eyes look aside. "That place was my father's answer to the
dragon. It didn't work and the results have maimed both a Prince
of Amber and his son. It was a good try though." She admits
with a fond smile.
Vere raises an eyebrow. "There is a story there I should like to
hear," he says. "But enough for now. We can discuss these
matters once we are back on Martin's boat and on our way from
here. I should like us to be on our way now."
She looks at him. "Yes. Yes you should hear that story,
Vere." She says seriously.
Then a smile
darts across her lips and the sadness in her eyes flows away to be
replaced by fondness and surety in her love. "Though I suspect
you'll figure it on your own pretty quick."
"Okay, let's
go." she adds standing up on the ledge and reaching for the raft - if
it's still there.
Solange takes a seat in the raft. She picks up an oar, ready to row
again.
Vere slips into the water next to the raft and begins to swim towards
the Bonne Chance III, watching for any obstructions that might hinder
or damage the raft and guiding them around them.
Robin sits down next to Solange and picks up the other oar. It’s
not exactly a foreign item in her hand, but she’s obviously not done a
whole lot of rowing.
After waiting
for Avis to get aboard (presuming she does), Robin trusts the Priestess
to keep her hearing off.
“Solange?” she
murmurs to her little sister, “Did you get what you need? Is
there anything I can help with?”
"Get what I need?" Solange repeats, then shrugs and looks away.
"Father warned me but I didn't listen. I idealized her in my head
instead and thought that... Well, anyway, it's my own fault. And in the
end it doesn't matter--she's dead." But it's apparent that it does
matter. Solange is not a good liar.
A sad sympathetic smile lines Robin’s lips. “I think I had it
easier,” she tells the water so that Solange can listen.
“Since I’m not
like my father at aaaalllll, I grew up thinking that I was kind of like
my mother.” A snort ripples through her. “Don’t know if any
of that’s true now, buuuuuuttt... if I am anything like my mother, then
no right thinking creature would EVER leave a child to be raised in my
care.”
That elicits a smile from Solange.
Robin’s nose bunches up, her tongue sticks out and a rueful chuckle
shakes her shoulders. “I’ve always felt that I owed my mother
thanks for that. For choosing Julian to be my parent.”
Those green
eyes dart over to her sister. “What could be better,
Solange? What in all this universe could possibly be better than
being raised by the men who raised us?”
"I've had a great foster parent, yeah," Solange agrees, though her tone
is still wistful.
"Robin...what
did you think about that talk of another sister?" she asks, changing
the subject somewhat.
“Dunno.” Robin sucks on a tooth in one side of her mouth, her
accent sliding towards Arden. “I’m tryin’ to decide if I should
go out, find the poor bitch and warn her before somethin’ uglier than
me takes a shot. Oooorrrrr, should I leave the poor bastard alone
reckoning that she might already know and want nothing to do with us.”
Memories of
Ossian and Reid’s trump conversation come back to her. As well as
a name the King mentioned. “Meg?” Was that it? She
shakes the thought away.
“But mostly, I’m thinking it
relieves a little of the breedin-count scare to know that Mom managed
three before it killed her.... doesn’t relieve it much though.
And I’m still not ever going to do it.” Her eyes narrow a little
as they dart to Avis. Hear that, Priestess-girl?
"That does change things. Before I knew there was a third, the pattern
there suggested I would die with the first kid. Now... I dunno. Too
much to think about right now.
“Exactly.” Robin nods. “That was my theory for myself
too. In fact, I told Vere that I’d rather live with him, than
leave him to raise our child alone.” A wry twist pulls at one
side of her mouth.
"So who's Meg?" Solange asks.
“Dunno.” Robin shrugs as she rows. “The King mentioned that
Huon was supposed to be messing with her instead of us. And a
while ago, I was talking with Ossian over those cards...” she wrinkles
her nose again and shudders, “and he mentioned that he and Reid were
off to snatch some poor here-to-unknown bastard into the family.
Soooo, I was thinking that those two incidents might be related,
but...” she shrugs again, “I’m not the most central communicator in the
family, so I’m really only guessing.”
"Hunh," Solange replies vaguely, processing the new information while
she rows. "There's also Hannah. Have you met her yet? Vere has--she's a
doctor and has been helping us with..."
Solange cuts
off abruptly, remembering that people in the Isles don't know about
Gerard's legs.
"...with a
family matter. She also doesn't know who her Amber parent is." Solange
pauses briefly, searching through her memory. "If I remember right, her
mortal father raised her and it's her Amber mother that left. Heh.
Sound familiar?"
She stops
rowing and turns to stare at Robin.
Robin immediately stops rowing as well, she’s done enough circling in
her life not to want to practice it in boats.
“Ummmm,
memorial... maybe? I can’t remember. I wasn’t tracking well
that day.” Robin shrugs ruefully. “Well, next time you see
her ask about – what was it? – Iron Eye. That’ll be a start... I
guess.” Robin looks somewhat... uncertain about it all.
"Right. I will," Solange replies distractedly. She starts rowing again,
lost in her own thoughts.
“Could you let me know what you find out?” Robin’s lips quirk
again. She knows she’s hard to get ahold of. Taking up her
oar she chugs away at the rowing, content to let her little sister
think.