Book
Eight
Chapter
Seventy-Seven - Family Affairs
As
far as Vere and Robin can tell, no one has observed them entering
Ladystown.
Vere looks around, making certain they are unobserved. Then
he turns to Robin. "I say we just walk straight to the temple,
making no attempt to sneak. That should confuse anyone who sees
us. But I defer to your wisdom in these matters, my love."
Robin's expression shows that her usual elation at flying has been
somewhat dampened; both by recent events and the rain that falls around
them.
She licks her
lips as she considers Vere's statement. "I'm fine with
that. Just know that I'm not comfortable making any luck
considering we're sitting in another weak spot. You okay, though,
love?" Concern dances through her green eyes.
"Just ready for this to be done with," Vere answers grimly. He
walks to the edge of the roof they are on, and looks out over the
flooded city, making no effort to hide.
Robin nods her agreement and her understanding. After making a
brief check to make sure all her weapons are handy and in good shape,
the Goddess skips a couple of steps to catch up and then strides beside
him.
"From here, we swim," he says, lowering himself over the edge, and
beginning to swim towards the temple.
"Swim?" There is no disguising the unhappiness in Robin's
voice. But, after a quick look around fails to secure a land
route, the girl sighs, ruffles fiercely and then lowers herself over
the edge into the.... brrrrr, ick, yuck... water.
Striking out
with a strong, if somewhat under-practiced stroke, Robin follows her
love quickly.
Vere swims. The water seems deeper than the last time he was
here. The temple is, of course, partially roofless, and the water
comes up to what was once a high row of narrow windows. The
half-submerged city teems with aquatic life, feasting on insects swept
into the water by the ever-present rains.
As Vere and
Robin come around the side of one of the outbuildings, they see a light
coming from one of the windows of the temple. Curiously, none of
the other windows is lit at all.
As Vere was all about straightforward before, and Robin is all about
getting straightforward OUT of the water as soon as possible now, the
Ranger heads straight forward for the lit window with every intention
of pulling herself up onto whatever window ledge there is. She
probably isn't even aware of the murmured cussing that accompanies her
every stroke.
Vere swims with the ease and grace of someone who has been swimming for
as long as he has been walking. He swims alongside Robin to the
window, and the two of them pull themselves up into it in unison.
He stands in
the window of the temple, gazing within.
The room is not under water, not in the normal way. There is
water standing up to the walls, covering all of the windows except the
one which Robin and Vere are in. It's clearly been pushed aside
by powerful magic. The tall, thin room below is lit by some
source that neither Vere nor Robin can detect. Everything looks
wet.
The altar stone is still askew on the ground, next to a gaping hole
that once was hidden by it. The hole is still filled with water.
Next to both is a man. He's older, and of a medium build.
His hair is cropped short and he carries both a sword and a pistol at
his side. He looks up at Vere and Robin, and from where they
stand, it looks like he's offering a tentative smile. "I thought
you would come here. You're her children, aren't you? What
happened here?"
"Well... here I am again." Robin murmurs sadly under her
breath. The smile she gives Vere is wan as the blackness of the
watery hole seems to fill her eyes . Then she opens the window
and jumps to the floor.
"I am.
And I'm what happened here. You Huon?" Her voice is not
friendly at all, but at least she doesn't put hand to weapon.
Vere jumps down as well, landing beside her. His eyes travel the
room, taking in every detail, looking for anything out of place (and
half hoping, without actually trying to affect probability, that there
might me an ocarina lying about somewhere...). He says nothing
for the moment.
The drop is great, but not more than temporarily distracting to scions
of the Royal Family.
He nods. "I am your uncle, Huon son of Oberon, Exiled Prince of
Amber. Can you tell me how my sister died?"
"I am Robin, daughter of Ysabeau, Ranger of Arden. I have no
direct knowledge but those I trust say she died in childbirth."
The girl's lips press together. Let him make of that what he will.
And while
Robin is not ignoring Vere's presence at all, she also gives him room
to make whatever introductions he wishes or not to make.
"You did ill to bring your weapons to this land, Uncle," Vere
says. "Once I learned you were coming I had hoped to meet with
you quickly, to seek to avoid misunderstandings. But your cannon
have slain the bonded companion of our beloved cousin, the son of
Julian, and I do not know that can ever be forgiven."
He shakes his
head, and lets sorrow enter his voice. "Your name was not even
known to the grandchildren of Oberon, Uncle. Would that it had
not been brought to our knowledge with war and death."
Huon shrugs. "We do not, generally, tread lightly on the
earth. Is your cousin and his flying dragon squadron different
from my canonneers? Yet the people killed by either are no less
dead than those killed by a native rock slammed into a native skull."
He turns to
Robin. "How did the shadow break? What have you done to fix
it?"
Robin shrugs one shoulder with a wry twist to her mouth. It's
kind of hard to explain. Instead, the Ranger throws her second
best knife as hard and as best as she can at the shoulder joint of
Huon's gun-drawing arm.
Her booted
feet leap to follow the knife's course as she rushes forward and she
whips her serious knife out of it's sheath. (OOC - She's not
going for the kill, but she intends to truly f*ck Huon up.)
Vere is caught totally by surprise, and wastes a precious tenth of a
second processing this new development and considering responses and
consequences before he acts.
He charges
after Robin, shouting, "Oberon, Huon's in the trap! Spring it
now!"
He doesn't
draw a weapon, instead concentrating on reaching Huon as quickly as
possible and throwing himself at the man's legs, hoping to tangle him
up and take him to the ground.
The throw is long, but not out of the question, certainly not for
Robin. Robin's throw is a low, flat trajectory that would have
pierced Huon's eye, had his eye been in position to be pierced.
His sidestep is enough to send the blade flying past him and into the
wall of water lining the inside of the temple. It sticks for just
a moment, and then there is an awful cracking noise, as if lighting has
struck.
Vere sees Huon
make a chopping motion with his hand. And then--
The water, once
held high against the walls by magic, is collapsing like a wall castle
undermined and fired. Unless he is actually imagining it, Vere
thinks he sees blocks of water break as they hit the ground. Huon
dives into the water at his back.
Vere and Robin
are, by happenstance, directly in the middle, in the last dry spot as
the water collapses towards them.
It's about to
get wet in a hurry where they are.
With a snarl, Robin charges the oncoming waves, slipping into a long
flat dive at the critical moment. She takes a deep breath as she
aims for the spot where Huon cleaved the water. In her heart, she
tells herself over and over "Vere can swim. Vere can swim," and
concentrates on her own situation.
Like a Kingfisher diving for her dinner, Robin crashes into and through
the oncoming wave. The water moves so violently and throws her in
so many directions that Robin quickly loses sight of her quarry.
The water is probably pushing her upwards, but Robin isn't entirely
sure anymore.
Her lungs are
starting to burn from the effort to hold her breath. She's been
down longer than would be smart for a normal person. If she's
been swept under one of the completely submerged transepts, reaching
the top won't even help.
Vere starts to turn towards Robin, then blinks as she leaps into the
water. He drops to one knee, both hands on the floor, head down,
eyes closed, and braces himself for the impact of the water as it
strikes from all directions.
He takes a
deep breath and meditates upon what he has learned about Robin's
approach to diplomacy.
Vere is pummeled from all sides at once, taking as serious a strike as
any he's suffered in battle in this war. The water lifts and
tosses him, and in the dark he loses track of the direction he's being
tossed.
Vere may be
lost and low on breath and it may be mostly dark here, but he's pretty
sure the person swimming just above him is Robin.
Ooooohhhh, shit. Robin fights back the icy cold fingers of panic
that start creeping up her spine. Drowning. In the
dark. Almost as bad as being buried alive. Don't think
about it. Don't think about it.
Sheathing her
serious knife, Robin brings both her hands to bear on swimming.
Okay, stairwell and bbbbrrrr.... tomb already flooded. That means
the water will be flowing toward open air. Eventually.
Right? Right. (Better be right.) Shit, shit, shit.
The Ranger starts
swimming as strongly as she can in the direction of the currents,
hoping that, even though they may bump into airless solid things first,
eventually they'll lead her to air.
Robin begins to do so.
Vere swims up towards the person above him, taking the few moments
before he arrives to allow his place in the world to snap back into
focus. 'Lost' is not a condition that applies normally to Vere;
he lets his unconscious mind work out the problem of his exact position
as he swims.
Currents flowing so, and such, that means a wall... there.
Angled... so. Echoes of splashes of the water against the wall...
place the surface .... there. Mostly dark, but patterns of
lighter darkness... so, and so. Correlated with the known windows
and missing roof... so....
And as he
reaches the person above him the shattered temple takes its position in
his mind. He is ... here. The walls of the temple there,
there, and there. A clear way to the surface lies in any of those
directions... there.
North Transept, above the Tombs of the Lady for his mother's
predecessors. The bad news is that the transepts are lower, and
the current flows, if they are right, indicate that the exit back into
the nave is blocked. The transepts were, as Vere would have seen
as he swam towards them, completely underwater. Vere knows that
there's a small door between the sepulchres at what used to be ground
level. If it's not blocked, it's an option. Unless he can break
the roof out, somehow, or clear whatever is blocking the way to the
nave.
Vere swims beside Robin and reaches out, lightly touching her, waiting
to see if her reaction is panicked or murderous before he takes hold of
her and continues to the surface.
Robin gets lightly touched. She is very definitely running out of
air.
The water
seems--odd.
The Ranger jerks away from the touch, shaking and pale. After
all, who knows what might be lurking in these waters?
As she
struggles, a wisp of hair drifting in the currents strokes across her
cheek, leaving a familiar sensation in its wake. Vere! Yes,
Vere could definitely be lurking in these waters. Robin's relief
is so great that it's almost blinding. He's here with her in the
darkness, in the water, in the turmoil. She's not alone.
Fighting back the urge to clutch or hinder, Robin swims closer to her
love's warmth, trusting that he knows what he's doing.
Because for
her, she is seconds away from testing if the oddness in the water is
breathability.
Confidant that Robin has not given way to panic, Vere takes hold of her
tunic to help guide her as he swims. He had already calculated
their chances, based on his knowledge of the temple and his
observations of Robin's swimming ability and known reaction to being
closed in. Alone, he would have gone down, towards the
doorway. But with Robin, who most likely did not have his
capacity to hold his breath, and certainly not his experience with
swimming .... no. Too risky. Not to mention the possibility
of her panicking at the thought of swimming downwards, instead of
upwards.
Vere swims quickly
towards the exit to the nave. He has to trust that they could
reach it quickly, clear whatever blocked it, and pass through to the
nave, and a clear pathway to the surface, before Robin's air gives out.
His mind turns
towards the siren song of the Pattern, towards altering probability to
ensure that the obstruction is something easily removed....
No. He
cannot risk it. Not while there is still a chance to save Robin
without endangering the very existence of the Isles.
Grimly, he swims.
It's the choir screen, jammed against the roof by the water. If
it's this high, there must be an opening below and one of the two sides
is likely not completely covered, although Vere can't tell which one.
Vere can tell that Robin needs air now.
Robin is seeing flashes of red in her eyes.
[Note: References to Choir Screens are plentiful on-line, but the only
one with a weight listed was from a more modern period. The one
at the NY Met is 52' wide and 42' tall. The one in Hereford
Cathedral is 8 tons (or 'tonnes'). If it gets dislodged, look
out...]
Okay, Robin squeezes her eyes and shakes her head, it comes down to it.
She's going to pass
out very soon and then the water gets tested, will she nil she.
But before that, she has to decide. Tear at Vere's home like
Jovian did to survive. Or let herself drown in the hopes that
Vere can revive her afterward.
The dark part of
Robin's soul makes the latter choice seem deliciously apropos.
How romantic. How perfect for this temple that's haunted
her. Where she died the last time, buried in darkness under the
earth. So similar to now, buried in darkness under the
water. A Goddess sacrificed in the temple of Mothersport...
Dying in her love's arms... Seductive, sweet, dark.
And if it were just
her? There would be no more struggle and tears and fighting.
But it's not just
her.
Yesterday, she
stood beside her grieving father at Daeon's memorial. This
afternoon, she sent Jovian, broken, back with the King. Were she
to follow her brothers into the darkness... well, it would just kill
her father. To find his daughter and then lose her again within a
few weeks. Besides, despite the fact that Robin hates promises,
she did promise Julian she would survive. No matter what.
And then
there's Vere. Robin doubts that he would find her dying in his
arms 'romantic.' In fact, her poor beloved has had enough of that
kind of thing. Though Robin knows she's both hurt him and caused
him hurt by her actions. And most likely will again in the
future. He at least deserves the chance to chew her out.
And so, with the
red flashing in her eyes, Robin begins calling on her heritage.
On the blue fire in her veins and the Pattern in her soul. She
has to live.
Frustration sweeps through Vere, followed instantly by fury, which
turns immediately to a cold, fierce determination. He will not
risk Robin any further. They do not have time to swim beneath the
screen, or to swim to either side on a 50/50 chance of an opening.
The silver of his
uncle's Pattern leaps to his mind, and he sets his hand against the
choir screen. The surge of the falling water forced the massive
screen up here, but he informs the universe that it is resting
precariously on a tiny slab of stone, its immense weight poised so
delicately that a single push in the right place will send it crashing
away from them, and down to the floor of the temple. He wills it
to be so.
And then he
pushes. He counts on the current from the fall of so many tons of
stone to carry him and Robin along, and he counts on that current to
speed their movement through the opening and into the nave. Once
through, he plans to use all his strength and skill to fight free of
the current, never releasing his grip on his beloved, until they reach
the surface.
The universe seems disinclined to the reality Vere projects, but with
Robin's assistance, the screen shifts, sucking the pair into the open
transept and washing them against the pillars towards the small
knight's chapel at the rear. Robin and Vere find themselves
hanging onto the capital of a pillar near the wall, under an
overhanging bit of the remaining roof. They can see the rain fall
through the missing roof and hit the surface of the water in front of
them. The air, while wet with weeks of rain, is fresh and smells
of summer.
Robin clutches onto both the pillar and Vere for dear life, gasping
deeply. And shuddering. Which gives way to shaking.
Then sobbing. Followed by a low dark laugh and a wry shake of the
head. Capped with a quiet moan of shame. That in turn
trails into a croon of worry.
And Robin
looks over to Vere, her green eyes concerned and timid at the same time.
Vere pulls her to himself, holding her tightly, while his eyes watch
over her head and scan the surface of the water. He has not
forgotten for an instant that there may still be an angry uncle in the
vicinity.
"Breathe," he tells
her. "Breathe and be calm, my love. My heart. My
life. We are well for the moment."
His head moves back
and forth as he watches for any sign of movement, any swell of water,
anything that might indicate the presence of another person.
Robin nods and snuggles herself deeper into Vere's clasp, taking heart
from his tone, his words and his heartbeat. Definitely not her
best day, but he is right. They are alive and together. And
from the sounds of him, likely to remain that way.
The water is still agitated from the magic, pattern, and falling
rocks. Vere sees something shining between two rocks in the wall
by the eastern edge of the temple. He can't see what it is, but
it isn't something that was there before they went in to the temple.
Vere waits another long minute, then says quietly, "My love. Are
you recovered? I would have us move from here. If there is
danger, then I want us in a better position to meet it. If not,
then there is no reason not to find a more comfortable place to discuss
our next move."
His eyes remain on
the shining object, trying to make it out. Robin's knife,
perhaps, he thinks. Left as a warning, or a message? Or a
trap?
Looks very much like it could be a knife.
"I... can move, love," she says, even though she really doesn't want
to. "But, but can we go just as far as the roof? There's...
something I want to see if you can see in the sky." Robin shakes
her head in frustration, despite all of that, she's still thinking;
about too much, about too many things. Other than that, Robin
doesn't seem concerned about Huon at all.
Vere nods, and makes his way to the edge of the broken roof, drawing
Robin along with him to where they can see the sky above. Then he
tells Robin, "Bide a moment, I shall be right back."
With a strong,
quick stroke he crosses to where the gleaming object lies in the wall,
regarding it carefully from all angles once he arrives, and not yet
touching it.
Robin's knife is point-first between two large stones. It looks
like it has been used to lightly scratch a word in the stone beside it.
"Rebma"
Vere considers it for a long moments, and then he reaches out and pulls
the knife from between the stones. He waits, treading water, head
cocked slightly to one side, as though half expecting something to
happen.
Robin nods. But as she watches her love swim so expertly off into the
darkness, the girl's eyes roll a little. She shakes her head
again, then her whole self. Yeah, that's it - shakes herself, not
shudders. She gets her panting under control and stares up into
the open air, just drinking in the sweet summer air.
Dammit!
Dammit, dammit, dammit. Stupid temple. She's letting it get
to her again. As her green eyes drift back down into the
water-logged ruin, an ironic twitch tugs at the corner of her
lips. Stupid temple maybe. But the poor building can't seem
to catch a break from her.
To distract
herself from the darkness that she can still feel flowing from the
tomb, Robin begins to investigate the water as carefully as Vere is
investigating the... whatever off in the darkness. Something odd
about it... Robin sniffs, tastes, sees what she can see.
Robin tastes the water and it's salty and also somehow tasteless.
She leans over and sniffs at it. A wave pushes the water up and
it goes up her nose. Her intuition was right.
It's breathable.
Whaaa....?? Robin blinks in befuddlement.
Just a moment
ago, it all made sense. Dark sense, tragic sense, dangerous sense
yes, but sense. The legacy of the Black Road was closing in
around her. Her connection to the Isles, godhood and her mother
was coming into terrible focus. Uncles, armies and firearms were
haunting her yet again. Echoes of her father were lacing her
world with sorrow.
And... and then
she's got a snootful of breathable water. A bewildered chirrup
escapes her. "V-vere?"
"My love?" he responds questioningly from across the chamber. He
swims back to her, her knife held in one hand.
"Vere?" Robin's eyes hold puzzlement, and behind those green
glimmers the world is shifting and juggling around, assembling itself
into new patterns. But despite that, she smiles to see her
brilliant man swimming out of the darkness toward her.
"The water,
Vere. It's breathable."
Vere's eyebrow rises at this revelation.
A wry chuckle escapes Robin and she shakes her head ironically.
"Just a minute ago, this was all...." a vaguely waved arm scatters
droplets off into the depths of the temple, "me and my father.
Now... I'm getting Corwin-shapes everywhere I look. Why is that
happening?" Her brows furrow with curiosity.
Vere shakes his head, and hands her the knife. "Our uncle left
this for you," he says. "Along with a message. Rebma.
Whether it is a warning, or a request that we meet there, I do not
know."
He moves his hand
through the water curiously, feeling the texture of it. "Could he
have shifted this entire shadow closer to Rebma, to facilitate his
journey there?" he asks her.
"Oo, thanks. I kinda like this knife." Robin takes it and
vanishes it somewhere about her person.
"Ummmm," The
girl runs one wet hand through her hair as she thinks. Sheepish
eyes turn to Vere, "Sorry, love. I'm having real trouble tracking
but I'll try."
"First, you sure
Huon left the knife? Or the message? 'Cause the minute the
blade left my hand, it was like it had a mind of its own or
something. And I don't know if Huon was the architect of the
aquathaumetry in here or if he was just dispelling something that was
already in place. Though 'Rebma' would certainly explain some of
the Corwin-stuff I think I'm seeing," She admits.
"On the other hand,
this... building just weirds me out. I'm getting so many echoes,
possibilities, connections, potentialities and sh!t running through my
head that I may need some serious Occam's Razor work in there." A
soft smile is sent to her sweet, sweet man of reason and
not-having-one's-head-up-one's-ass.
"With regards to
'shifting' this shadow 'closer' to Rebma, I don't really think of
shadows that way, Vere. I don't know how the more technical
experts do it, but to me? - shadows aren't so much 'located in space
with distance between them.' Sure, I know that it takes motion to
move between them, whhhiiccchh would tend to have one thinking in terms
of distance, I'll admit. But honestly, I think the…
ways/connections/relationships between shadows are more like mindsets
than distances." Robin's struggling to put something almost
entirely
conceptual into words.
"Oh! You're a
meditator, my love. Think about how time and activity affect
mindset/outlook as compared to how they affect location/position.
See? Similar and easy to confuse."
"Now as to whether
Huon could blend Danu and Rebma to a closer relationship… I must admit
that I was toying with the idea of something similar with Danu and
Arden. Not right away, of course. Things are too… unsettled
in both places right now. But it *had* occurred to me to
investigate it sometime in the future."
"Could Huon have
done it now? Mmaaaayyybbeee." Robin allows.
Vere listens to her with a serious expression. "Shadow as aspect
of outlook," he says thoughtfully. "I shall have to consider
that. I am still just learning how to manipulate and travel
through shadow. But what you suggest is very interesting
indeed." He hesitates for a moment, then adds, "If Huon did do
it, then there is the interesting question of whether he did it only to
accelerate his travel plans, or
whether the fact that it would save us if we were caught underwater had
occurred to him."
"For now, we need
to decide what to do." He points toward one of the windows, a few
feet above water level. "I suggest we will be more comfortable
out of the water. Then we can discuss what we should do next."
He begins to swim
towards the window, watching to be certain that she follows.
“Okay,” Robin says some reluctantly. She looks around her once
more. If she leaves this place, she’ll only have to come back yet
again. But as she just told Vere, her mental state is... somewhat
less than reliable right now. First the guns, then Canareth and
Jovian, then the temple plus the additional thrill of an Uncle, then
almost drowning. Robin shakes her head sadly and starts swimming
after Vere.
Vere reaches the window and pulls himself up into it, then offers Robin
a hand. He sits on the stone of the window ledge, with his back
to the wall, and looks out over the drowned city, then back at Robin.
"How are you?" he
asks her.
Robin accepts Vere’s hand and pops up onto the window sill.
Despite the mess going on inside her, there is still some happiness to
be out of the whatever-water. Vere was definitely right about
that. With easy and unconscious grace, Robin settles herself,
checking her various sheaths, quiver, pack, etc.
At Vere’s question,
she looks up at him, blinks and sighs. “Not good. Pretty
rocky, in fact.” Because even though Robin wishes that she was as
strong and durable as Vere, she isn’t. And a Ranger who acts on
wishes instead of reality is often dead, quickly.
“You?”
"Working on insufficient information, which always annoys me," he
answers with a smile. He reaches out then, and touches one of her
hands with his. "But we are alive, and together, and thus, I am
well."
He looks back into
the temple and frowns slightly. "I am afraid that we do not have
a great deal of time to recover before we must act," he says.
"Will you be able to carry through?" His gaze returns to
her. "Consider the question, my love, and answer honestly.
I need to know what your needs are, before we can decide what to do
next."
“Okay,” Robin closes her eyes, almost in pain. She
shudders, draws her legs up and curls her arms around them, tightly
clinching into as small a position as possible. Dropping her head
onto her knees, Robin murmurs into her chest.
“What’s happening,
Vere, is that... I’m becoming Lost. I’m losing the ability to
differentiate between what’s outside myself... and what’s inside.
Dangerously self-focused. And overwhelmed at the same time.
The snootful of water helped, kept me here. But... my
intuition is already off, faulty. And soon - maybe already - my
perceptions will... become unreliable, too.” The girl’s face
crumples in misery.
“In order to
c-carry through, my love. I-I need to know - really know - that
I’m not alone. That I’m... not b-bad,” Robin smacks her forehead
against her knees in embarrassment. It sounds so childlike, but
it’s true and he did ask for honesty. “An-nd I need to - somehow
- stay in this world when my thoughts and perceptions keep dragging me
up my own ass!” She looks up at him, her green eyes filled with
anguished tears.
“But, I... I can’t
just trail behind you blindly, Vere. That gives me too much time
to think. And only makes the self-absorption worse.”
Vere moves to her, kneeling in front of her and taking her in his
embrace. "Never alone, my love," he says quietly. "Never
alone."
A choked sob rips through Robin and she clings to Vere
desperately. And Listens. Breath, heartbeat, Vere.
Keeping her eyes closed, Robin forces everything else, all the terrors
and insecurities, theoretical connections and over-dramatized events,
all of it, away. Slowly, slowly her breathing becomes more normal
and her clutch shifts to a hug.
“Love you,” she
murmurs, “love you, wonderful man.”
Vere holds her silently, leaving it for her to decide when she is
recovered enough to speak of the matters that they must speak of.
When Robin speaks again, her eyes are still closed and she still holds
on to Vere, but she lets reason speak through her instead of hysteria.
"Sorry, love.
I don't share your sense of urgency, but I'll try. Mid-to-long
term planning depends too much on the decision of the dragons and their
riders, so I don't want to go there."
"Short term?
That depends on what you feel you owe Rebma, my love. As for me,
I don't care at all." She sighs. "Though I suppose some
courtesy should be paid. While some of our watery cousins haven't
had the time of day for the troubles of Arden, Conner and Brennan
definitely did. Martin too, I guess. I suppose I can look
beyond my own backyard too."
She gazes up at
him. "That would imply - firstly, calling Aunt Llewella, " Robin
wrinkles her nose in distaste. The minute one gets the stoopid
Cards, one starts using them non-stop. Pfui! "to see if she's in
Rebma. I don't know if your... Docent? has arrived yet. But
the warning regarding aquatectural sorcery and underwater firearms and
artillery should probably be conveyed soonest."
"After that, we can
decide if we want to follow the army's trail through here to see if
that's where our Uncle scarpered to. If it is or not, decisions
to be made when army is found. Including whether to call
Bleys." That thought gets a full tongue-stick-out.
"Ooorrrr, on a
completely different track, since the way is not technically blocked
right now, I put together a light and go under the tomb."
Robin squeezes her eyes closed and shudders.
"Was that what you
were wanting, beloved?" The girl looks back up at Vere.
Vere tilts his head to one side, considering her words. "Rebma is
not my primary concern," he confesses. "I owed them the courtesy
of a warning, for their allowance to raise troops for the defense of my
mother's throne, which warning I have already sent via the priestess
and the tanist of the Children of Llyr. Once matters are resolved
here, then I should lead the Children back to Rebma, to aid in the
defense of their homeland." He looks back to the water inside the
temple. "If this remains as it is, then this is where that march
should begin."
"However." He
makes that word a statement, pausing before he continues.
"The Isles remain
at risk. It appears our uncle has left, and now might be the time
to see if the damage to the reality of this world can be
repaired. Once that is done, I intend to put an end to the
Chancellor's rebellion, once and for all."
"And there remains
the question of whether, and if so, when, we should try to raise your
mother."
"Huhn." A little fluff of breath escapes Robin as she changes the
tack of her thoughts.
"K. On that
path, I do kinda agree that it feels like my... vehemence and your
brilliant! gambit," Robin's eyes glimmer with admiration as she
looks up at Vere, "may have convinced Huon to leave. But I'd like
to confirm that before we start anything tooooo involved. And I
*would* like to get the 'By the way, they have guns' intel to Rebma."
"With regards to
repairing the Isles," Robin sighs, "Beloved? That's on the level of a
Walk. I need to be fed, rested, secure and sane before I try that
or… poof!" She makes a little exploding gesture with one hand.
"Talking with
Mom?" The girl's eyes travel around the inside of her head
evaluating what she finds there. Eventually she nods. "I
might be able to manage that. And it's probably a good idea to
get her input before I start messing with the nature of the Isles."
Vere nods. "It seems, then," he says, "That our first order of
business would be determining whether Huon is still in the Isles or
not. I confess myself unsure of how to determine that. Do
you know of any ways we can increase our degree of certainty?"
“Weeeellll, asking around is how we got our first leads, that might
work again. Ooorrrr, we - meaning you, my love - “ she smiles at
him “could try a reading with the partial Card we have. Maybe I
could try a scrying, though I’ve never been much good at that.
Too jittery.” Robin shrugs, she knows she’s always been on the
short end of the family ‘mystic senses’ stick.
Vere tilts his head to one side, considering the question. "A
full reading is not especially helpful with a simple yes or no question
such as 'Has Huon left this world,'" he says. "It becomes a case
of too much information. We should either attempt to rephrase the
question, perhaps in the form of, 'Is it safe for us to make our plans
without further consideration of Huon in the near future,' or else I
should do a simpler reading. The draw of a single card, perhaps."
He smiles.
"My interpretation of the cards has always been that they allow for the
piecing together of information, and utilize our natural and
unconscious control of reality as descendents of Oberon to, in a sense,
extend our perception of the nature of reality to reveal aspects of
that reality that might otherwise be hidden from us."
"That makes sense to me." Robin nods. She's always been a
great believer in the assemblage of unconscious knowledge. "And
probably quickest."
Drawing the pouch
from an interior pocket, she then hands it to Vere with a smile.
"I like that second question, brilliant one. Up to you about how
many cards."
Vere takes the cards and begins to shuffle them, while leaning back and
considering. "Now, how to phrase the question, exactly? Do
we only wish to know whether we can discount Huon in our plans, or
should we try to determine exactly what our next step should be, while
we are about it? Whether it would be wise to try to summon your
mother now, while we are here at her temple, or whether that would be
counterproductive at this time? Or whether now is the time to use
the trumps to contact a variety of our elders, informing them of what
we have learned, and asking their advice? And, possibly..." Vere
pauses, watching Robin carefully as he continues, "...whether now might
be a good time for you to consider returning to your father?"
Robin drops her eyes and stares away, moisture forming briefly in the
corner of one green eye. She presses her lips together, but hangs
on. Vere asked her to carry on, so.... "I still like that first
second question, love. ''Is it safe for us to make our plans without
further consideration of Huon in the near future?' The rest of it
is too much like asking the universe to make our decisions for
us. Which never
works out well."
Her voice grows
quieter. "A-and, if I am becoming too much of a burden or
distraction from your work, my love, I will continue on my own.
B-but I have not yet accomplished what my father sent me here
for. And I promised Kourin and her people that if they needed it,
I would see them home."
"My love," Vere says quietly. "I do not wish to send you away
from me. You are no burden. I worried that you were staying
here longer than you wished, merely to aid me in my tasks. If
your own tasks still keep you here, then I must confess that I am
pleased by that. I am not complete when I am not with you."
A muffled croon comes from Robin and she lifts eyes glowing with love
to Vere. "I am, without a doubt, the luckiest being in the entire
universe, my love." Her voice is warm with amazement. And
she gently kisses him with all her soul for a long moment.
Then reluctantly
lets Vere go, so that they can go about their business.
"So," his voice grows firmer. "No more talk of our separating at
this time. Let us continue with our immediate task."
Robin nods once firmly (but not in a Martin-esque way at all, no
sirree.) Inside her, warmth is finally cutting through the cold
darkness that has haunted her since she came to this place. And
steady winds are under her wings once more. An unconscious smile
hovers about her lips.
He finishes shuffling the cards, and holds them in one hand. "So,
we shall make the question, 'Is it safe for us to make our plans
without further consideration of Huon in the near future?' I
think I shall use a three card spread. One card for the past, and
the basis of the matter. One for the present, and the decision we
are now making. And one for the future, and what may come of our
decision."
He tilts his
head. "Any other thoughts, before I draw the cards, my most
beloved?"
"I don't know if it will make any difference but you might want to
include the two cards in your possession into the possible draws as
well." She shrugs. "Especially since they're both kind of
Huon related in a way."
"Clever," he answers with a smile. "And see, proof that even I
can forget such simple things, and need you to watch for my mistakes."
"Silly man." Robin bumps him fondly with her shoulder. "If
you were perfect, there'd be no room for me in your life."
Then she watches
her close-enough-to-perfect man work the Cards.
And then he adds the cards back into the deck, shuffles it again, and
deals.
"Foundation.
Present. Outcome."
The cards slide from his deck onto his impromptu table under the
overhanging remnants of the roof. In the dimness, Vere squints
down and sees the three cards.
Winter -- Maturity
The Eagle Reversed -- Thoughtlessness
The Smith Reversed -- Evil Effort
A female voice comes from behind Vere, speaking softly. "They
always speak, but they do not always answer."
Robin hears nothing.
The Ranger leans forward to peek quickly at the Cards and then almost
rears back, her nose wrinkled. “*That* doesn’t look good at
all.... “ Curious green eyes turn to Vere to see what he thinks.
"Indeed," Vere says quietly. "The difficult thing is learning to hear
what they are saying, without allowing one's expectations to cloud
one's perception." He falls silent, and cocks his head to one side
expectantly.
Robin blinks at Vere's cryptic statement. But when he cocks his head,
so like a dragonrider listening for that interior voice, the girl finds
herself smiling. And she closes her eyes and Listens too. Just in case.
Neither Vere nor Robin hears anything else.
Vere is silent for a moment, then smiles slightly and tells Robin,
"Someone spoke, making the observation that the cards do not always
answer the questions we ask. A good observation."
Robin raises an eyebrow but withholds any opinions on cryptic voices,
observations and Cards. *All* of that is Vere's specialty, not hers.
He looks down at the cards, then back at Robin. "I know you are not
overly familiar with them, my love, but you have heard what I have said
about them being a way for us to realize things we do not know that we
know. That being so, before I interpret them, I would be very
interested to hear what they say to you."
"Weeellll," Robin flushes slightly with embarrassment, "At first, I
thought that they might be chiding me for... you know, that Huon
excitement. But then, I thought there's no way that that could be based
on a Foundation of Maturity. So that's probably just more
head-up-her-own-ass thinking from Robin." She finishes in a wry
tone. "Annndd Voices and Veres say that the Cards might not be
answering the question, but saying other things. In which case.... the
combination of a raptor reversed in the Present and an artisan reversed
in the Outcome.... my love, that really worries me about my intentions
toward the Isles. *REALLY* worries me. Especially when in combination
with the earlier Cockatrice Reversed." There's a flash of white in the
darkness as Robin nibbles on her lip. "But hopefully, I'm still not
seeing far enough beyond my own horizon. What are you
seeing?"
He smiles thinly. "Much the same as you, I fear. This is not, in any
way, an encouraging reading." He taps the first card. "Winter," he
says. "A hard time, demanding dicipline and care. The old age of the
year." He tilts his head to one side, then appears to be quoting,
"'Like the fish, people wait for the thaw.' It has a less dire meaning,
that of Maturity, indicating the right time for action, and the
experience and understanding to take the right actions to cope with a
difficult situation. In this position, as the basis for the current
situation, I take it to indicate the Isles are in their Winter. You are
a creature of the Wild, my love, and you know the dangers of Winter.
Care must be taken to ensure there is a Spring - with lack of proper
planning and careful consideration the herd might not make it through
the end of the year. If we make the wrong decisions here, this could be
the end of the Isles, their final Winter, with no renewal."
He taps the second
card then. "The Eagle, reversed, in the position of the current
situation. The Eagle is the card of the mind's triumph, of the ability
to perceive all things and understand them, even as the soaring eagle
can watch the world unfold beneath it. But reversed, it is a warning of
heedless and thoughtless action, of the mind distracted and acting
without proper consideration. When it appears when one is considering a
risky endeavour, it is a dire warning indeed."
"Finally, in the
position of the outcome, we have the Smith, reversed." He taps the
final card. "Efforts expended for an evil outcome. It can mean the
Smith deliberately creates for destructive reasons, or it can indicate
well-meaning efforts gone agley. It could mean that there are powerful
forces opposing us, who will seek to undermine our efforts. However...."
He pauses then, and lifts his eyes to look into
hers. "However. I am afraid that I believe it means we are not capable
of doing this on our own. Our efforts will not be enough. If we seek to
save the Isles in the way we have been planning, the likelihood is that
we will destroy them."
"Oh, Verde, Vere." Robin squeezes her eyes shut. "I was hoping you'd
see something different. I-I-I..." she sighs, "I'm not sure I can face
him. I... hate him soooo very much. And to have him *that* close to me,
that intimate." Dry gulps go through the girl.
"No." Vere's voice is firm. He leans forward and strokes her cheek with
the tips of his fingers. "You will not be put in that situation. I will
let the Isles die before I see you forced to do anything that gives you
pain. I will kill them myself, before I allow you to be hurt again."
Wonder, awe and love combine in a warm fluff of sound that emerges from
Robin as she opens her eyes and looks into Vere's. Her man, *HER MAN* -
there are not enough words in this universe to describe the miracle
that is Vere. She croons warmly as she presses herself into his
embrace, kissing him deeply. And stays there, forever in the truth,
light and beauty that is the center of Vere.
Vere holds her tightly, letting everything but the reality of the two
of them slip from his mind.