Book
Eight
Chapter
Seventy-Five - Choices
Hoshith
arrives in seconds, landing hard as Vere
arrives. People are scattering in panic in the courtyard and
O'Niell and Prince Bran (who have followed) gape in awe at the
sight. Kourin practically leaps to the harness and begins
climbing, "tie yourselves on, fighting straps."
The two do,
and the dragon leaps into the air, no more than a wing-length off the ground when
the utter nothingness of between hits them
again. After three breaths, they arrive over the forest.
Hoshith lets
out a roar, loud and defiant. It is answered from the ground by
an answering call, much weaker, and from a hill nearby with a dull roar
and a whistling. A moderate-sized cannonball falls short of
Hoshith.
"Shards!" says
Kourin, and drops down quickly towards a clearing. Canareth is there.
The dragon
lands and moves towards her mate. She is remarkably
fast.
Vere's undoing
the straps that hold him to the dragon even before
Hoshith hits he ground. He slides off Hoshith's back and takes
off at a run towards the hill from which the cannon fired. He's
paying attention to the sights, sounds and smells around him, alert for
any sign of anyone else in the wood, but he's leaving Jovian and
Canareth to Kourin and Hoshith (and Robin, if she chooses). The
artillery is the threat, and they aren't safe until it's neutralized.
As Hoshith
swoops in, Robin closes her eyes briefly and calls upon her
heritage, bringing the blue fire of the Pattern up and to the front of
her mind. That is the last shell that will have the luck to get
anywhere near Hoshith, Canareth or anyone else in Robin’s
vicinity. (ie, she’s using her hearing to let her know when a
cannonball is on the way and will use probability manipulation to have
it fall somewhere else.)
Despite the
Queen’s speed, Robin unstraps herself as quickly as Vere and hits the
ground with two feet, running for Canareth. And hopefully,
Jovian.
Kourin and
Hoshith are behind her. The distance is too short for
Hoshith's speed to overcome Robin's size and agility.
Canareth is
bleeding. Jovian is strapped to him, in the fighting
straps. He's slumped over his partner's neck.
Vere notes
where Robin went when she left the dragon, and if she's
heading in the same direction he is he's flanking her and taking her
into account.
The sudden
pull between Vere in one direction and a potential Jovian in
another causes a shudder to pass through the girl. But she knows
that Vere knows what he is doing. And she has to confirm Jovian’s
state before she can start raining hell down on these bastards.
Robin’s
serious knife is out as she gently maneuvers over the injured Canareth
to where Jovian is slumped. A conflicted mess of worried croons,
encouraging chirrups and irritated/terrified hisses is unconsciously
pouring from the girl’s lips. And though her ears are still open
for cannonballs, Robin focuses on her brother and his soul-bonded.
Jovian seems
unhurt.
Canareth's
wing is broken at the first shoulder, probably from landing
hard. He's got a gaping wound in the second shoulder as well,
probably from cannonshot. Robin thinks he should be dead.
Jovian is manipulating probability madly to keep him alive, grasping
and weaving the fragile stuff of this shadow with abandon. It's a
tribute to his love and ability and desperation that he's made it this
long.
As soon as the
thought concerning Canareth’s state enters Robin’s mind,
she pushes it away firmly. Not on her watch, not on her world.
The Ranger
Goddess quickly clambers to beside the great bronze’s wounded second
shoulder and drops her cluttered hodge-podge pack beside herself.
Carefully, carefully so as not to disturb Jovian’s work, Robin gathers
her heritage so that things go well from there on in.
The moment she
starts to gather her power to herself, Robin can tell
something is very, very wrong. The stuff of shadows ebbs and
flows, sometimes having the consistency of a congealed liquid instead
of the moldable clay she is used to. It stings to open herself to
it, and the source of the problem is Jovian's working. She can
press on, but it seems quite likely to damage things further and faster.
As Robin
works, she calls upon the decades of non-human-oriented
medicine taught to her by the best in creation, her father.
Cannonball and other particles are easily found and removed.
Flasks of brandy emerge from the untracked contents of Robin’s pack and
are briskly applied to remove all infection and conveniently wash the
blood away from where Robin needs to see. Bleeding is treated and
bone reset as though given the best possible circumstances. Muscle is
sewn, hide is stitched, bedrolls as bandages, etc. etc.
If Canareth
was an animal, he'd've been put out of his misery
already. He's in agony, which is a problem in a projective
telepath. Robin thinks that Hoshith must be working on him, and
Kourin as well.
The physical
work is more straightforward. No one could possibly set that bone, but the
bleeding can be staunched. The dragon has lost
quite a bit, but it seems as if it can be staunched. It's at
least been slowed, but even if he lives it's unclear if he could even
walk, much less fly or go between again.
In addition,
if Robin thinks that she can help Jovian and not unbalance
his effort, she will do so with a gentle but strong swelling of
agreement about how probability should go in the near and very local
future.
What he's
doing seems to be all force and no technique, but that's all
she can tell.
Kourin
stumbles up, obviously also under immense mental strain.
She's sweating and it looks like she's been crying. She speaks
quickly and it's obviously an effort. "I'm keeping the others
away, we can only manage one like this. J'rim's keeping him here,
and Canareth will do anything J'rim wants, even if not dying is killing
them both!"
Robin looks at
the wound and the feels the whipsaw streamers of shadow
and notices
that they seem to be pulsing in time with each other. It
makes her feel slightly sick to her stomach, as if it was wrong, like
the black road was wrong.
Whitefaced,
Robin nods to Kourin; she’s heard and understands. A
couple of spastic gulps go through the girl as cold, cold dread wells
up through her heart. A Ranger’s duty. Her green eyes are
wet as she looks over at her struggling brother.
Robin looks
back to Kourin. One more thing. She wants to try one more
thing and then she’ll do her duty. Releasing her hold on the
twisting wrong stuff of Shadow, the Goddess places her bloody hands on
Canareth’s hide and leans her head against the suffering bronze.
For the first time in her life, she prays.
“Danu.
Please. A miracle... Please!” Closing her eyes, Robin
summons all that is wild, free, of the sky and alive within herself and
tries to pour it into Canareth; the first dragon she rode, the one
who’s wingbeats lifted her in such ecstasy into the stormy night that
she could not keep her seat, the laughing wise being that shares her
brother’s soul.
Kourin
speaks. Her eyes look ... different. Older?
It's hard to look at them. "A life for a life."
“Y-No!
NO!” Waves of revulsion and guilt add to Robin’s
nausea and her gorge rises as she stares at not-Kourin.
“No. Ask
for something else. Please!” The girl’s lips are clenched
and her face white. Storm surges of conflicting emotions crash
through her making her gestures sharp, aborted and strange as she
pleads.
"Wh..
What?" says Kourin. Her eyes are her own.
The curse
Robin snarls at Danu is grotesque and heartfelt but she makes
sure she doesn’t direct it anywhere near Kourin.
An enormous
sob rips through Robin and she leans her forehead against Canareth’s
suffering skin. “I’m sorry, Canareth. I’m sorry.” The
girl allows herself one sorrowful wail. Then she lifts
dread-filled liquid eyes to her brother.
“Jovian!
Stop it! Stop it now!” As she calls to him, Robin bounds to
Jovian’s side, all speed and grim determination.
Robin is
quickly beside Jovian, where he lies across Canareth's
neck. He breathes with the dragon, she notes. Jovian
doesn't even acknowledge her presence until she
touches him and then it is to swat her hand away.
"Shut UP will
you! I'm trying to save Canareth and you're INTERRUPTING!" His eyes are
also not his own. He seems mad.
“Jovian!
You’re killing this world! And Kourin and Hoshith
are still in it! L’tarn and Manarth too. M’corli, Antrith,
Peleth, T’lon, M'hall, V'laren, Avis, Siege, all of them! They’ll
all die if you keep this up, Jovian!” Robin pleads, tears in her
eyes.
Please, her
heart cries. Please, let her hero-brother see it. Let there
be enough of him to understand. To let it be willing...
Canareth
shudders and Jovian speaks, his voice a croak. "Can't
... Must ...
Canareth." The vast dragon slumps and so does Jovian.
Hoshith is
next to her mate, Kourin leaning against her dragon's leg.
Hoshith rises on her haunches and emits an eerie, high-pitched keening
sound.
“JOVE!”
Robin cries out in alarm. Her voice warbles into
strange arpeggios that dance through the tones of Hoshith’s
keening. She grabs her brother to herself desperately and screams
to him again without words, her fear formed into formless wail.
Vere bursts
into the clearing. Canareth lies slumped forward,
blood pooling from several wounds. It's clear that attempts to
doctor him have been made, expert emergency medical care has been
applied, but it looks as if they have failed. Robin cradles
Jovian and Kourin is by her side.
"Robin, let
him breathe!" Kourin says. She is crying, but
speaking. "Give him air. Oh by the shell, don't let me lose
them both!"
Robin loosens
her grip on her brother: her eyes wild, but she lets his
ladylove near him. The Ranger’s serious knife is out again and
Jovian is free of his straps in a few economical strokes.
“Hrrkkkk,
sskkkshii... I... Julian.” Robin fights to get words out.
“Send him to Julian.”
Vere is at
Robin's side in an instant. "Your trumps," he tells
Robin. "Contact your father. Take your brother to
him."
Kourin is at
her lover's side, laying the rider out on the
ground. She leans over his face and says. "Breathing.
He's alive!" Her eyes are bloodshot and it's not clear that she
won't pass out from the effort as well.
His eyes take
in Canareth, looking for any sign that the dragon still
lives.
Vere finds no
such sign, because there is none to be found.
Vere turns his
attention back to Robin and Jovian, not letting any
emotion show.
Robin shakes
her head to Vere, even as she’s pulling out her Trump
case. “K-k-kourin? You and Hoshith go to?” The girl
is a mess of blood and tears; pale and twitching. Her voice is
staccato and sharp but she’s holding it together. For now.
Vere
frowns. "Can Prince Julian pull a dragon through a trump?"
he wonders aloud.
Kourin turns
to Vere. "Who did this?"
"The ones who
attacked him are dead," he answers. "It appears
they were slain by two Witch Queens with whom I had some brief
conversation." His eyes are on Robin. "That does not mean
they cannot be questioned, however," he adds, his pronoun usage
unusually vague.
At that moment
a blast of wind from above heralds the arrival in this
space of a flight of dragons. They are flying overhead in a wide
circle and the odd bugle sounds very, very angry.
Vere glances
up, his lips compressing and his eyes narrowing, then he
returns his attention to Robin.
The Trump of
Julian is out as Robin looks up to see the angry
swarm. A momentary look of dread dashes through Robin’s eyes as
she anticipates the day getting even more interesting. Then eyes
narrow in cold thought as she correlates Kourin’s question with the
anger above her.
A quick shake
of her head. Jovian first.
She stares
into the cold clear image of her father - her mind awhirl, her self
torn and tortured, her mental voice a scream - and she Calls.
As she did in
the forest of the Unicorn, Robin reaches, reaches,
reaches, calling into the vast universe. She puts her self into
the call...and reaching the end of her ability to call, she falls
back, unsuccessful. While she is sure that he lives, she can also
tell that he is not receiving her call.
A
whimper/curse erupts from the girl. Lowering the card, she
looks over to Vere with sad eyes and shakes her head. Robin chews
her lip for a moment in thought, and then quickly shuffling through her
cards again.
“L-love?” she
murmurs to Vere. “Help. Need t-to be... sane.” That
last word is spoken with a despairing undertone as the Trump of her
king comes to the top of the pile.
Vere slips an
arm around her shoulder and pulls her to his side.
"I am here, my love," he murmurs. "Always with you." He
glances at the card and nods approval. "The King," he says into
her ear. "Yes, we shall call him, together."
A shuddering
breath goes through Robin as she curls into Vere, drawing
strength and steadiness from his warmth and his heartbeat.
“T-hank
you.” The girl’s lips twitch slightly but there’s no smile in her
at this point. Only the warm gratitude in her eyes for her
beloved.
She leans her
head against Vere’s shoulder, closes her eyes and draws several deep
breaths. As she does so, she lets the light of Vere’s presence
chase the doubts, horrors, self-recriminations and screams off into a
far corner of her mind. And focuses on getting Jovian the help he
needs. As well as getting him out of the place he’s damaged.
Then with a
steady hand, she lifts the Trump to her eyes, concentrates on speaking
in words, and - mindful of Vere’s voice - Calls to Random.
"Majesty?"
Vere holds her
silently, staring at Random's card, willing it to
move. He says nothing, but he concentrates on the vital
importance of the card, confidant that the emotion will come through to
Random.
Random's
presence enters her consciousness. His young-looking,
slight figure is sitting at a table or desk. "Yep, it's me.
Hey, whoops! What's wrong? Where are you and what happened
to it?" He gropes behind himself for something out of sight.
“We are in
Danu, Majesty. C-canareth has been killed.”
Robin fights back the wail and focuses. “Jovian... fought that
and now lies stricken. I’d like to get him... help.” ...out
of here, echoes her treacherous mind.
Vere speaks
up, still holding Robin in one arm. "Prince Huon is
invading, quite likely on his way to Rebma to obtain a sword of
power. He has brought rifles and cannon. Before we had a
chance to speak with him some of his men fired on and killed
Canareth. We fear for Jovian." Vere moves slightly, angling
himself Robin, and the card she holds so that Canareth, Jovian, and
Kourin are behind them, and in Random's line of sight.
A tick draws
at one side of Robin’s mouth. Gotta love Vere.
She would have gotten there... eventually... probably. But
Vere? Concise and complete. Love him.
"Huon?
In Danu? Damn, I thought he was messing with Meg,
not you. Um, OK, Vere, bring me through. Garrett, tell
Martin he's in charge." The king's hand reaches for Vere.
Robin’s eyes
widen in surprise and she gently presses back against
Vere; not quite rearing, but definitely a gesture in that vein.
This is soooo not what she expected. But her King has ordered and
so it must be. The girl turns her body to give Vere the room he
needs.
Vere blinks
once, then reaches to the king with his free hand, taking
his sovereign's hand in his and pulling him through the connection.
The King comes
through and takes in the scene, including the angry
flights of dragons above. "OK, anything to add to the
report? Is this place safe?" He reaches up and puts a hand
on his ear and grimaces as if in pain. "I'd like to see if I can
figure out what's going on here with the Jewel, but I don't really want
to find a cannonball with my name on it."
Robin tucks
away her Trumps hurriedly.
"The attackers
are dead," Vere answers. He turns to Kourin, "Ask
the other dragons and riders to do a visual check, please. Is
there anyone else on hills who could see us where we are? Any
warriors visible in the woods nearby? Do not approach them if
there are, just let us know."
Kourin nods,
and her eyes unfocus in the way of those speaking to
dragons. She is upset but functional.
He returns his
attention to the king. "We also have at least two
Witch Queens in the vicinity, powerful sorceresses with whom I am
theoretically at war right now. They are also enemies of Huon's
men, however, and they appear to be responsible for killing the men who
fired on Jovian and Canareth. I have already had a brief
conversation with them, so I think we can consider them at a temporary
truce status."
He glances at
Robin, then adds, "There's something wrong with the Pattern here.
I do not have sufficient experience to know what it is."
The dragons
fan out in a search pattern. Even from this distance
they're clearly angry.
“Forced
probability with brute strength. For Canareth to be
not-dead. Last check, shadow shreds were throbbing
together. M-majesty?” Robin presses herself back against
Vere. “There was prior insult. To the weather. That
way.” She points. “I... I was involved in both
incidentssss.” The hiss is unconscious as Robin fights against
nausea and shock, but she forces herself to keep using words because
diagnosticians need to know priors and witnesses.
Random
nods. "I heard about that. Mostly about Jovian,
though." He looks up at the sky and stares briefly at the
sun. "OK, here's the royal plan. Vere, I want you to
examine Jovian and see if he's taken any wounds. As careful as
you can, we may need to move him. Robin, talk to the dragon
people. Find out what they normally do in cases like this.
We'll ad lib based on what we know. I'll look at this place with
my trinket. OK? Ready, break!"
Random closes
his eyes and begins walking around. He avoids all
trees and obstacles,
and occasionally reaches out as if grabbing a hanging vine
or swinging rope.
Robin nods and
reluctantly eases away from Jovian. Gently, she
takes Kourin’s elbow and urges her away to let Vere do his stuff.
Vere's eyes
track Robin for a moment, then he forces his attention back
to Jovian. He kneels down next to his cousin and conducts a
thorough battlefield examination, just as he was taught by his father.
No physical
wounds at all. Passed out from exhaustion is the best
diagnosis available without more medical equipment than is at
hand. He seems safe and stable.
Once clear of
the immediate area, Robin’s head cocks as she lifts
pain-filled eyes to meet Hoshith’s. “S-sorry. Sooo
sooorrrryy,” she croons to Canareth’s mate.
Shifting her
gaze to take in both Queenrider and Gold, Robin shakes her head in
frustration, trying to get her words straight. “Kourin?
Hoshith? I... cannot promise the future. But I see you
stranded. And I will do everything in my power to make sure that
you guys get home. Truly.” There doesn’t seem to be enough
reassurance that Robin can give in the current circumstances but she
offers what she has.
“In the
meantime, how do we help J-Jovian? How do we honor
Canareth?” One bloody hand gestures to the enormous wall of
bronze beside her. “And... anger?” She points up to the
circling dragons above.
"If."
says Kourin, dropping into a sort of
recitation. "If a dragonless man survives the passing of
his dragon, he will leave the Weyr, to escape the memories of his
former life. Riders are cautioned to avoid contact with the
dragonless, as our presence is very painful to them. Dragonless
men can go anywhere, but most return to their childhood holds or
crafthalls." She blinks. "He will not be the same man when
he regains consciousness. It is no luck to survive your partner."
Robin’s head
bobs in an acknowledging nod as tears run down her face.
She refuses to hear the ‘if’ that started Kourin’s recital.
Jovian can’t... he just can’t give up. After all, he is the son
of a dragonless man. And now one himself...
dragonless immortal princes of Amber. A shudder runs through her
at the cost of her heritage.
And if the
dragoned are to avoid the dragonless, what does this mean to
Kourin? Another cost to both her and Jovian? Robin reaches
out a hand to clasp the Queenrider’s.
Her lips press
together. She seems glad of the handclasp, but
she's keeping a lot of emotion inside. It may not all be hers,
either.
Kourin takes a
deep breath, then another. "The wings are angry, but not out of control.
I don't know if they will hesitate if we see an
enemy."
Hoshith makes
a sad-sounding call, and it is answered by at least a
dozen of the dragons in the air. Their presence is no secret to
anyone in the valley. Or in the next.
Those green
eyes slide sky-ward to the flight. A malicious
malevolent green flashes through them momentarily. Almost defying
anyone to cross paths with the Dragons or Robin at this moment.
But then she catches sight of Random out of the corner of her eyes,
tugging at the strings of the world.
The girl snaps
her head quickly, shaking away the desire to bring... everything down
around their ears. Not fair. Not fair to stop Jovian from
destroying this horrid place, only to do it herself. And Vere,
bent over her brother. Kindness, concern, efficiency...
hope. No. No black insan... No. None of that right
now.
“Please,
Kkkkourin. They... protectors, not k-killers, right? Remind
them.” Robin’s eyes dart back and forth between Kourin and
Hoshith as she fights that same battle within herself.
"Dragons," she
says, using that teaching/recital voice she has, "need
humans because they have no sense of time. They do not plan or
reflect or hope. They know "now" and "not now" and "is" and "is
not", but they are cognitively different. Given that they bear
the brunt of the damage in fighting Thread, this is key to how we live
with them."
"When young
dragons train with new riders, most of the training is really for the riders.
I can only tell them things I can make them
understand. But I'll try, Robin."
Vere listens
to them speaking as he examines Jovian, but he gives no
sign that he hears, and he does not allow himself to physically respond
to the raw emotion in Robin's voice. Without moving from his
cousin's side he reaches out with one hand, and touches the cooling
body of the great dragon.
"Canareth?" he
whispers. "Are you here, partner of my cousin?"
Vere finds no
sign of life in the huge body, but shortly notices a
spirit, different from those he has seen before, near Jovian. It
seems reptilian in form, but is no larger than a small cat. It
does not speak.
Vere stretches
out his left hand to the spirit, with his right hand
still resting on Jovian. He raises his head and begins to sing,
his voice ringing with loss, love, and, towards the end of the song,
hope.
"The way is
wide, I cannot get o'er
And neither
have I wings to fly.
O go and get
me some little boat,
To carry o'er
my true friend and I.
A-down in the
meadows the other day
A-gath'ring
flow'rs both fine and gay
A-gath'ring
flowers, both red and blue,
I little
thought what death could do.
I put my hand
into one soft bush,
Thinking the
sweetest flow'r to find.
I prick'd my
finger to the bone
And left the
sweetest flow'r alone.
I lean'd my
back up against some oak,
Thinking it
was a trusty tree.
But first he
bended then he broke,
So did my fate
prove false to me.
Where the
heart is planted, O there it grows,
It buds and
blossoms like some rose;
It has a sweet
and pleasant smell,
No flow'r on
earth can it excel.
Must I be
bound, O and he go free!
Must I love
the thing that has parted from me!
Why must fate
act such a cruel part,
And take a
friend that is all my heart.
There is a
ship sailing on the sea,
She's loaded
deep as deep can be,
But not so
deep as in pain I am;
I care not if
I sink or swim.
The water is
wide, I cannot get over,
There's no
life nor love, nor aught at all,
My heart has
died, and left me behind,
There's no
answer more, to my saddest call.
Oh, come my
heart, fly back to me,
Wrap your
wings about my soul,
We are one in
heart, we are one is mind,
Return my
love, and let us be whole.
Where the
heart is torn, O the soul it bleeds.
It cannot
heal, when in half it lies,
So come by
heart, fly back to me,
And as one
we'll sail the eternal skies."
As Robin is
nodding her understanding to Kourin, the sound of Vere’s
voice drifts to her ears, making her blond head cock. There she
remains still, her eyes first glistening and then tears pour down her
cheeks. Tears she makes no effort to stop or wipe away.
But as she
cries, the paleness leaves Robin’s face; being replaced with the normal
pink blotchiness of the girl’s complexion at such times.
Steadiness comes to Robin’s posture and her breathing and the jangled,
ragged twitchiness that was contorting her earlier smoothes out in both
body and mind.
Random comes
walking up. "OK, something is screwed up here, and
it's not just recent stuff. Order isn't all right here, and on
top of that something was interfering with my checking-outing of this
place, maybe your witches. I think the easiest thing to do is to
just get out and see if a few years away causes it to start fixing
itself, but that may not be possible. What do you all want to
do? What do you need to do here, specifically?”
Vere slowly
rises to his feet, still gazing down at Jovian. At
first it appears he does not hear the King speaking.
Robin snorts
inelegantly and swipes her face off with one sleeve,
leaving a charming mix of smeared blood and tears across her
cheeks. From somewhere the errant thought strikes her; Random
likes lists. So,
“My orders
are... “ the girl does her best not to hiccup, stutter or falter in
front of her King,
“to seek
Dragon-killing knowledge from the Priestesses,
and to learn
more of the weaknesses and strengths of Goddesses.
“My personal
agendae are...
to get Vere
out of this stoop... the war,
to not abandon
my Uncle’s wife,
to learn more
of my m-mother,” shit! “and her presence here,
and, most
recently, to not abandon my brother’s people.”
“I would also
like the opportunity to kick the ass of an Uncle who brought firearms
here on his way Amberward.”
Robin’s words
come to an abrupt halt as she reaches the end of her thoughts.
And she looks over at Vere, a little confusion flickering there.
Still not
looking away from Jovian Vere says quietly, "We cannot fight
him here without destroying the world. My goals are simple.
Save the world. Convince Huon to depart this world
immediately. End the foolish civil war."
Random blinks,
twice. "I have *got* to start reading the
memos. OK, if you want Huon gone, the best way is to get out of
his way and let him go. The world, we probably need some starry
redheaded wisdom on, but it will last for years if we don't screw it up
further." He turns to Vere. "Would it be possible to
evacuate the people you care about?" He holds up a hand. "I
know, sounds like retreating or losing, but what if it's a shadow of
the doom of Amber? What's worth saving here, if not the people?"
Vere raises
his head then, to look at Robin. His eyes have a
faraway look.
"I believe I
succeeded," he says. "But the binding will not last long. A
day perhaps. A season, if I succeeded beyond what I
expect." He shrugs slightly. "But perhaps no more
than a watch, if the binding was not firm enough. I have never
done such a thing before."
He lowers his
head one more, watching Jovian breathe. "They are one, for the
moment. Two souls, bound together in one body."
Kourin looks
at Jovian and then Vere. "What's a soul?"
Vere looks at
Random for a long moment, but does not answer his
question immediately. Instead he turns to Kourin and says, "Do
your people have any beliefs about what happens after death? Do
you believe that the individual simply ceases to be, or that some part
of her continues? A soul is the essence of a person, the
personality if you will, which can continue after the death of the
body, to be reborn, or to go on to another realm of existence. So
the priestesses of my mother's people teach, at any rate.
Canareth's soul had not yet departed, and I bound it to Jovian.
It should be...." he frowned slightly. "At least I think it
should be as though they were in constant mental communication, perhaps
even a merging of their personalities. I do not know for
certain. As I said, I have never done this before."
Kourin
nods. "Dead people are dead. That's all there is to
it. J'rim said you all had some funny beliefs." She doesn't
seem inclined to argue the point nor to concede it.
‘Doom of
Amber’? The King’s words rattle horribly around inside
of Robin’s mind. It’s being spoken aloud of now? By the
King? Sadness wells up inside the girl.
At the same
time, an incredible tenderness flows in the heady mix of Robin’s
emotions. Vere, her precious Vere -- what a miracle he is.
And what miracles he accomplishes. The eyes that Robin turns to
Vere are liquid green with love. And shadowed by haunts.
She’s silent
for a moment, fighting a lifetime’s training at hiding in the shadows
from eyes exactly like Random’s. Words and images flicker like
lightning through her thoughts; Brandom, the not-yet-known-as-King
falling through a chasm in the center of the Pattern, her father’s
voice “we can watch your back and keep you far away from Random.”
Robin’s hand unconsciously rises to rub a spot over her heart where
Random’s arrow might or might not have passed through her body.
But then come
other fragments. Again her father’s voice, “a distorted
mirror.” Vere’s love-filled voice scented with greenery “visions
can be very confusing, and must be considered carefully”, Jovian’s
words wrapped in warmth “We’ll... sort it out... You don’t have
to be alone anymore.” And finally Random’s “...that I will defend
you and yours from every creature, with all my power.”
Robin darts a
glance to Random from under lowered brows. “I... uh,” she licks
her lips and tries again. “With less big voices....” No
that doesn’t make sense either. Damn words!
“Vere?
M-majesty? There’s bindings, well more like compositions
really... I’ve never done it on this scale... I’d need your help,
beloved. But, there'd have to be less of us here. Redheads
included. And, and, and,” Shit! she forces herself onward,
“it’d be good to evacuate... just in case.”
Crap. That didn’t come out well at all.
Random nods,
encouraging agreement. "Piano, it is. Steady
on the beat. What do you want to do and how can we help?"
His voice sounds remarkably steady and like cadence. He looks to
Vere and raises an eyebrow.
Vere meets the
king's eyes and nods, then turns to Robin. "This
is your battlefield, my beloved," he tells her. "I follow your
lead. Tell me what you need me to do."
“Piano...
beat.” Robin nods almost in time with the King. That
made sense to the girl. “I-I don’t know if it’s piano,
Majesty. Or the beat. I didn’t get a chance to Hear it
before it was all cacophony. And, and Jovian keeps tearing it.”
She looks over at her hero brother with sad loving rueful eyes.
Unconsciously, she scoots nearer to Vere.
Curling up
against her beloved, she looks up at him. “I-I knew, Vere.
Not to kill Huon here. I knew that, really. I intended to
drag him out of this Shadow. Kill him elsewhere. I know
there are too many battlefields. Too many marches. Too many
war anthems here. And another of us dying in this place is far,
far too big a chord for it to endure.” Her green eyes drift back
to Jovian with a wince. A maiming on the scale that Jovian has
endured is no small chord in itself.
“But Huon has
a large voice. And he can’t be here while I’m trying to...
compose-weave?” Robin struggles for the word before giving
up. “The other voices... instrumen... perfor... shit,” the
girl shakes her head, there’s no right word for it, but she struggles
on, There’s you... I’d need you here so I can Hear your...
youness. To reweave-retune? I guess.”
“The other big
voices - me I know. I can compensate. You, Majesty?
I-I don’t know. You’re very, very... heavy-loud. Can you
just... play-be background/support?” Robin knows he’s a
percussionist but still. “Redheads. No. I’d be too...
affected to... work well.”
“And Mother.” The girl
shakes her head. “No clue. Vere? I don’t have a clue
how she sings-weaves into this.”
Robin looks at the
two men and realizes that she’s drifting pretty badly. She
swallows and tries to focus on their questions.
“I-I need Huon
and Jovian gone from here. I need time to Hear this place; time
when I’m not under attack or negotiating or being a Goddess or
anything. I need to find out what is blocking the King’s
perception of the Order here. And I need to see if it is the same
thing that made me see... Black Road symptoms here. I need to
find out how Mother is woven into this place’s symphony. And,
and, and if I get those things, then I’ll need protection and time and
I-I might be able to heal this Shadow.”
Robin grimaces
at the end of her speech. So very much of what she is thinking is
outside of her vocabulary that she knows she sounds crazy.
Crazier.
Vere listens
to her with an intent gaze, and when she finished he gives
her a small smile and nods to show he followed her and
understood. He mouths the words, "Well done," but does not speak
them aloud.
A smile/tick
tugs at one side of Robin’s lips as she catches Vere’s
words. Love him! Love her man who can Hear!
Random
grins. "Someday you need to talk to Soren. He gets
unspeakably brilliant, too. So, if I understand it, I get Jovian
out of here, Vere negotiates a cease-fire with some people and maybe
steals some others away as a safety measure, and we let Huon go, and
help him go if possible. Then you do something and it gets fixed
or something. I'm not sure I have all the details, but that's the
Big, Big Picture. Right? What did I miss? My part
seems easy. What about the dragons?"
"They should
go with the refugees," Vere answers. He turns to
look at Kourin. "You and yours should be away from here in case
things go wrong, and you will be able to act as guards for those who
are leaving."
Robin nods to
Vere. “Yes, yes. Refugees, not
hostages.” She clarifies to Random. Then looks over to
Kourin as well. It’s her choice. Refugee-guards would
probably be a good idea, but Robin-guards might be needed as
well. And dragon song is typically very, very good
indeed. But Vere is definitely a better stager than herself
so she’s willing to go with his recommendations.
He looks back
at the king. "Lord Worth is here with The Kiss,
Your Majesty. I'd suggest that once we have determined who will
leave and who will stay we trump someone from the family to come here
and lead them away. Solange, perhaps, if she is willing."
Squawk!
Robin’s reaction is immediate and negative and she grabs
Vere’s arm in alarm. “NO! NO! Not Solange!
Someone else!”
Her green
eye’s flare and her face twists in a snarl. All of Robin’s
feathers are up as she forces words past her hissing and
spitting, “Danu! Bitch-cunt!” Worse epithets
follow. “She’s got a breeding agenda, Vere! And she plays
dirty!”
Sadness flows over
the Ranger as she glances to the bronze corpse that was once her
brother’s soul-partner and a close friend of hers. Another curse
rips through her. “Solange shouldn’t face that.”
She seems
pretty firm on the point.
Random just
looks at her, confused. "Well, that's emphatic, if
not well understood on my part."
Vere
nods. "Very well, then, my love," he says calmly.
"Perhaps we should not discuss that aspect of the matter any further,
in this place."
Robin nods
mutely. Damn words; too little, too many. She
can’t ever get the mix right. But Vere’s tone of voice and his
careful considered words let her grasp another rhythm instead of her
own fury/panic.
“Wonder what
Mom’s deal was....” she murmurs sadly.
He turns once
more to his betrothed. "The question of your
mother, I think, we leave until you have had a chance to examine the
tapestry of this world. Is that your thought, as well?"
“Yep, no use
anticipating - it’s gonna be too far off the
charts.” She makes a worried little ticcing sound.
Random
nods. "Right, I got lost in the flood. What's next
on the agenda? Is it 'now we do what we said we'd do?' Who's
facilitating this meeting, anyway?"
Vere smiles, a
trifle grimly. "My original thought was that
however angry Huon might be at Bleys and Oberon, he would still most
likely follow the family protocols, and engage in conversation upon
meeting a new member of the family. And since he is a stranger in
my land, I intended to invoke the right of the host, and have him tell
me of himself first. Then, I thought, I might have a good chance
to convince him to depart my land speedily, since he had no reason to
wish war with Gerard and Julian. That was before...." and his
eyes go to the body of the great bronze dragon.
"Now," he
says, "Things have changed, and he owes blood-debt."
Robin looks up
at Vere, hearing his words - “my land” and “blood-debt”
- and his scotched plan - “family protocols” and “right of host.”
So very different from herself. And so very needed to balance out
her own idiocies. She nods.
“But he has to
pay elsewhere, right? No more kin-on-kin here.” There comes
the slight sound of Robin’s teeth grinding before she forces herself
on. “Jovian out with King first, evacuation plan with The Kiss
soon - dragons or no to be decided, lead by to be decided. Robin
to listen, listen, listen. Vere to... help.” She doesn’t
want to go into how just now. Her own words are starting to
tangle again. “Butt... how to vamoose Huon, claim blood debt,
pronto?”
Random
coughs. "Don't expect to do much more harm to him than you
could do to Caine or Gerard. Also, I generally frown on
Familicide, so even if you can, don't kill him. I don't want to
set a precedent for killing relatives just because they're obstreperous
bastards." Random grins. "Probably the most effective thing
you could do is help him find Bleys. Barring that, maybe just get
people out of his way. He's not interested in this place, he's
just pulled here."
Vere nods,
thoughtfully. "What about this?" he says, and while he
is turned to address the king his eyes are watching for Robin's
reactions. "You majesty takes Jovian back with you, where he can
get good care. If I may suggest, it might be wise to have Aunt
Fiona examine the soul binding I have created, as well. I think
it unwise for both Robin and myself to approach Huon, so I suggest she
return immediately to my mother and sister to discuss evacuation.
I should speak with the two witch queens, if they have not yet
left. They had just made the suggestion that I go to their
capital city to discuss terms of truce. I will suggest to them
that it makes more sense for me to seek to convince Huon to leave our
land quickly. If necessary, I can discuss eschatology with them."
"Kourin," he
says, turning back to her. "If you, or one of your
other fliers if you prefer, would be so kind as to fly me to Huon's
encampment, I would be grateful. I think the risk is small,
although I cannot say it is non-existent."
"How?
How long can we wait? We need to be with our partners
for a while."
Vere nods,
acknowledging her concern, and says, "I understand. We
will address that question momentarily."
He looks then
to Robin once more. "If things go badly with Huon,
I have trumps of my father and of Corwin. I can escape if it
comes to it."
Robin lets him
speak, gritting her teeth with storm clouds gathering.
“Gaah!
Ssssss! Veeeeeeereee! Love you, love you. But
situation urgent!” She’s shaking, trying to get the words
out. “World may last. Jove not. Me
not.”
“Majesty! If more talk needed - elsewhere, elsewhen. My
brother out NOW! Please!” The girl turns pleading eyes to
the King as she kneels down by Jove’s still form. A horrific
sense of time passing is flooding through her.
“Ppllleeaassse. Ve-eere,” she looks to her beloved for
support. “Jove in danger. Like Gerard. Must
le-eave. Understand?”
As she cradles
her brother in preparation to hand him to Random, Robin tries to soften
her next words. “Love? Sorry. Not going back.
No p-priestesses.” Robin spits the word. “Hate their
Goddess, Vere.” Those green eyes turn sorrowful. “Sorry,
beloved.”
Looking at
Random, Robin practically vibrates with conflicted emotions.
“Houn. FINE! Family.” Her mouth twists in
distaste. “Orders. Fuck.”
“Vere?
You call Bleys?” She taps her chest over the pouch pocketed
therein. “Find out where he is. Send Huon that-a-way.
But Vere, please love, understand risk. He harms you?
Nothing will save this world from me.” Promise, threat and
prediction; all in a fine Robin word-mess.
Random goes
over and picks up Jovian in a fireman's carry, as if he's a
ragdoll. Kourin looks very surprised. "OK, me and the big
guy are on our way."
"T-th-th.."
Robin decides to just settle for a nod of heartfelt
gratitude to her King as he takes her brother from her.
Random
pauses. "Um, Vere, you OK with this plan? I wouldn't
want to be the one who sent him to Bleys. Someone will get
mad. My plan, which does not have to be yours, is Operation
H*ll-Out-Of-Way. Or 'Path of Least Resistance'. People
generally like that one. There you go, that's your free advice
from your Dads' punk younger brother. Take it if it helps."
Vere nods his
head. "My thanks, your majesty," he says. "I
will consider your words."
A series of
worried clicks rattles off of Robin's tongue. Huon
landslide and the King says stand aside.
But behind the
Ranger's eyes, the flames of Garnath still burn. And the sound of
rifleshot echoing off Kolvir still rings in her ears. She's a
defender of Amber and has been since birth. It's just not...
possible for her to get out of the way of an army invading Amber.
Rebma. Whatever. Too close.
For her, Bleys
and Huon destroying one another -- somewhere else -- is the *best*
possible outcome she can imagine. However, as she can't bring
herself to even consider Card contact with that red-headed b*stard,
it'll be up to Vere to decide what to do.
Random pulls
out a trump and is gone in a rainbow coruscating flash of
light. The King and Jovian are gone, but Vere isn't sure he
actually used the card.