Book
Seven
Chapter
Sixty-Four - Funeral
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looks over to his brother Julian and nods
once, briefly.
Julian steps
forward and speaks to the assembled company. "Today we honor my son
Adonis after the custom of the Rangers. There is no body to lay to rest
here on Kolvir, but we will assemble a cairn to mark his passing." He
turns to Jovian and Robin, and gestures to them.
Robin shoots a
glance to Vere, her face firming up. He has given
her the strong arm to launch from and this task is hers. Choices
regarding his own tasks are always his own.
She steps
forward to join her father and brother.
Jovian and
Julian move to the two ends of a rather large and somewhat
flat rock. It's perhaps four to four and a half feet long and two
or two and a half feet wide.
Though her own
strength is not that of her father or her brother, Robin
squats down and grasps a side of the stone.
They hoist the
thing into the air, not without some strain, and
together, they move the rock into the center of the clear area, where
they place it carefully, mindful of fingers and toes.
When the rock
is set in place, and the dust of its placing has settled a little,
Julian goes to the edge of the cleared area and places picks up a large
stone, about the size of a man's head. He says, "Adonis never wanted to
leave Arcadia, but he did so for those he loved. Let that memory
lighten grief." Then he places the stone in the center of the
flat rock.
"I stood with
my brother on the edge of the Void, and I recall his shout of pure joy
at seeing Her. I shall remember him as a man who was capable of purity.
Let that memory lighten grief." Jovian places a black rock atop the
large flat stone. When he does so, there is a roar from Canareth.
Robin chooses
a flat stone of rosy pink. Holding the slate to her
chest, Robin speaks to her father and brother. "When last I saw
Adonis he was laughing and playing. We were -- and remain --
truly brother and sister from that point."
Her green eyes
seek out Paige and the twins. The three young Rangers. "For
Adonis, family always came first. Let that memory lighten
grief." Robin places her stone like a bridge atop the rocks of
Julian and Jovian.
Vere steps
forward and selects a rock, seemingly at random.
Standing, he gazes at the cairn for a moment, as though searching for
something, then says, "He is a cousin I never met, a brother I shall
never know. But he has not gone from our hearts or our minds. He
will live, wildly and tenderly, in our memories, and in our actions
from this moment forth. As night precedes day, and winter
precedes summer, so does destruction precede creation. He lived
as he wished, and died as he chose. His sacrifice was not in
vain. Let that memory lighten grief."
He lays his
rock down gently, its corners making an almost perfect fit to the rock
Robin had placed, then returns to stand next to her.
Paige steps
forward, if not confidently, at least with purpose. Her
newly cut hair falls about her face as she looks down at the stone slab
before meeting the assembled eyes. "I met Adonis twice and knew him at
once without words," Paige began. Her normally rich round tones were
strained. "So I'll spare none for that. When we last spoke, mere
minutes before his sacrifice, my understanding of that man changed.
Where I had seen just a man, I saw a someone not concerned with just my
children, but those he left behind in Arcadia."
"He asked me
what I needed, explaining that in his divinity he was Everyman," she
continues. "I answered that before my needs were those of our children.
That they needed a father, a protector, but that nothing had shown me
that such a man existed within him. That others had told me him
incapable of the role."
"I was wrong," Paige finishes.
"He died so his children might live. Let their memories lighten
our grief," Paige hefts a stone and brings it gently to her lips. As
she leans to place it upon the slowly building cairn a tear marks the
stone.
The twins take
a single rock between them and move to the cairn. "Our
father lived according to his law and died according to it. Let that
memory lighten grief," Brooke says as Leif places the stone. Then they
retreat to Paige's side.
Bleys follows
the children to the cairn with a long oval stone that a
lesser man could not hope to carry. "We have learned to our cost that
family is all we have. Adonis loved his family, even unto death. Let
that memory lighten grief." He places the stone and takes up a position
on the other side of the twins.
Brennan steps
forward, a solemn air wrapped around him like a second
cloak. He looks up. He speaks quietly, with a heavy voice
that carries easily.
"I knew Daeon
as Kern. I knew him as Adonis. I knew him not in his other
names, but they were always with him. Daeon was many men, and
many things. Son and sibling, warrior and wanderer, lyricist and
lover. But two things he was, above others: a divinity of life,
and a father. Always, inseparably, both.
"When his time
came, he made his choice. He laid down those lives, a father's
right sacrifice that his children might live, and learn, and love in
safety and in freedom. Let this legacy lighten our grief."
Brennan stoops
to pick up a generously sized rock with a rich vein of red material
running through it, and places it on the growing structure.
Cambina places
a single stone on the slab and comes to stand by
Brennan, slipping a hand into his. Corwin, behind her, chooses a large
stone and places it gently on the slab without saying anything.
Celina pads
silently forward. She curls down like a wave greeting the
shore and retrieves a rock that nearly overpowers her hand in size. One
more step and she halts at the cairn. "I did not know Adonis. I don't
know his choices or his burden. I do think he has taught me something
powerful. Let that memory lighten grief." She sets the stone gently
down and steps back to her former place.
Merlin takes a
reasonably large stone and moves over to the
cairn. "Adonis was brave beyond Ygg, in a realm for which he
could not have been adequately prepared. Let that memory lighten our
grief." He places the stone on the cairn and returns to stand by his
father and sister.
Fiona takes a
stone that she probably shouldn't be able to lift and
brings it to the cairn. "He did not shy from danger. Let that memory
lighten grief."
Conner steps
forward and selects a stone with a jagged edge.
"When first I
met Adonis, he rent his own flesh rather than accept healing by
energies not his own. I thought he was a fool." Conner says
matter of factly.
"When last I
met Adonis, he took his children's doom upon himself and won for them a
reprieve." Conner pauses. "From self centered to
selfless. Let that memory lessen grief."
Conner places
his stone in an empty spot and withdraws.
Brita steps up
after her brother and pulls from her pocket a small
brownish-green stone that has been carved to look like an acorn.
She looks around at the assembled and smiles slightly, "God-Cousin
Daeon may Strike Me Down for this assessment, but ... He has Proved to
be a _True Warrior_. He Lived for what He Believed. He Fought for
what He Believed. He Died for what He Believed."
Ranger Brita
turns and bows slightly to the Juliani. She straightens and says in the
voice of a Goddess of Asgard, "Eternal will He Feast in the Halls Of
Valhalla and His Legacy will Walk the Nine Realms."
Brita then
moves to the cairn and places her stone on the pile as she says, "May
this Knowledge lighten Grief."
Ambrose
follows Brita up to the slab and places his own stone on it
wordlessly.
Reid steps up
and finds a stone with just the right weight, flat on the
bottom, more rounded on the top, as if other stones placed on it will
slide off. He carefully places it among the others before stepping back
into place, not making any distinct or recognizable vocalizations.
Papillon comes
with Reid and silently adds a comparatively small stone
to the cairn.
Caine adds a
large rock to the cairn. "He risked his life beyond Ygg so
that his fellows could return home. Let that memory lighten grief."
Llewella adds
a small rock to the cairn, and after placing it, takes a
pouch, which Celina recognizes as a funerary offering-pouch after the
Rebman custom, and nestles it among the stones of the growing cairn.
Solange takes
a deep breath and steps forward. She chooses a grey stone
that fits nicely into the palm of her hand. Gazing at it for a moment,
her fingers closed tightly around it, Solange contemplates what to say.
She's already
listened to her cousins paying their regards, their speeches filled
with uplifting things said about the deceased, all very correct and
appropriate. She has no such speech inside of her. In the only
interactions she had with the man, he was behaving irrationally: first,
lashing out at Aisling when she tried to heal him and then reopening
his own wound, and second watching him commit suicide. Everyone here
seems to think he did this Honorable Thing, that he needed to die to
save his children and in dying he achieved some Great Victory, but
Solange suspects that's a lie. The Dragon is still out there, and not
even Aunt Fiona is sure how to protect Paige's children. In Solange's
opinion, he would have been the better father by staying alive.
So here she
stands on the mountainside, a grey stone in her hand, everyone watching
and waiting for her to say the appropriate and correct things. Silent,
Solange places her stone on the cairn and walks back to stand by Gerard.
Gerard wheels
himself up to the cairn and places the large stone he has
across his lap on the edge of the slab. He looks at Julian, but doesn't
say anything.
Hannah simply
picks up the stone closest to her. She pulls
something from her pocket with her other hand and silently walks to
place her stone next to Solange's, and sets three feathers tied
together with twine on top of it. Just as silently, she returns
to her spot.
Lucas moves
forward. For once he is silent, his dark eyes gazing
at the cairn for a long, inscrutable moment.
Then he steps
forward and sets two stones, already weathered with green lichen, in
their place among the growing pile.
"Let memories
of him lighten grief," he says, and quietly retires.
Solace, with
him, adds another small stone to the pile.
Couth escorts
the three youngsters to the graveside. Each carries a
stone.
"He was kind
to me when he escorted me to the castle. Let that memory lighten
grief," Sage says, and places his.
"He was a
ranger among rangers. Let that memory lighten grief," Tatter, who was
clearly coached, tells the company, and places his.
Breeze
hesitates a moment, then abandons whatever speech he had prepared. "He
knew he was gonna die, and he took time to be kind to me. Let
that memory--lighten--grief." The boy chokes up and turns away, and
Couth takes the stone and places it.
"For the
rangers who cannot be here today to thank him. He saved a lot of our
people in the war. Let that memory lighten grief," Couth says, and
places his own rock. Then he rounds up the boys and takes them back to
their place.
Benedict can
only manage a small stone with the single hand he has
remaining to him. "Adonis fought bravely at the last battle. He earned
his knighthood by deeds of arms. Let that memory lighten grief," he
tells Julian.
Martin places
two stones. With the first, he says quietly, "For Folly."
Then he turns to look at Julian, Jovian, and Robin, and says, "When I
first met Adonis, he greeted me with trust and open arms, a rare thing
among our kinsmen. Let that memory lighten grief." Then he adds his own
stone and retires to his father's side.
After the
first couple of speakers, Garrett realizes his carefully
researched and practiced remarks will simply not fit the tone of this
service. So he improvises. He steps to his right, selects
an irregularly-shaped stone flecked with mica and moves to the
cairn. He says in a clear voice, "I did not know Adonis, but from
everything I've heard, he was much like this stone -
many-faceted. Strong as granite, with a spirit that sparkled like
mica. He must have had great love in his heart to make the
ultimate sacrifice for his children. Let that thought lighten
grief." He fits the stone carefully with the others and returns
to his spot, assuming a parade rest.
As Lilly steps
forward, a change overcomes her. The girl departs and
the woman reemerges. Within the course of a few steps, all confidence
is recalled. A good sized stone is chosen and swiftly retrieved. Once
at the mound she pauses for a moment, gazing around the crowd. When
last she speaks her voice is clear.
"A sacrifice
of blood is a powerful thing. As we traveled back from the Abyss, he
came to my aid. I had been confronted by a strange race. They asked
that we come forward to earn our the rite to travel through their
lands. We soon realized that a great sacrifice would be needed to
ensure safe passage. Daeon devised a plan and asked for my help. I
agreed and when the time came, I did not hesitate. I plunged my sword
into his side spilling his blood and bringing him to the edge of death;
exactly as he requested. The danger did not concern him. It was, as he
saw it, necessary. He never hesitated to do what must be done
regardless of the consequences."
Lilly places
the stone gently and odd smile coming to her face for the briefest of
moments. Looking up, she allows her gaze to fall on Julian for
the first time all day, "Let that memory lighten our grief." With a nod
she return quickly to her father's side.
After everyone
else has gone, Random picks up a stone and hands it to
Vialle, and then another. He takes the first back from his wife and
proceeds to the cairn. "I spoke before as King, and now I speak for
myself and for Vialle. I look at what you all have built here in honor
of Daeon and I can only think 'that boy sure has a lot of stones.' If I
were a preacher-man, I'd have a sermon on that topic with three
supporting paragraphs with three points in each, bracketed by an
opening and closing paragraph which told you what I was going to say
and then told you again what I had said. It would take about an hour,
unless I got rolling. As it is, you get this. That on this day, as many
of us as could came together despite our differences with each other
and with the deceased and we honored him. He was one of us, and, I've
learned, that's damn important. His choices have consequences; for him,
for us, for many worlds. Let that truth lighten grief."
Random turns
away and leads Vialle back to the edge of the cleared area.
Julian turns
to the assembled company and says, "Thank you for coming,
and for honoring Adonis. Let us go now, with our grief lightened by the
memories we have shared." Those who have attended Ranger funerals
recognize this as the end of the ceremony.