Book
Seven
Chapter
Sixty-Three - The Memorial
The
memorial service is held at sunset, two days
after Adonis' death. The location is an easy walk from the
Castle, in an area not far from Corwin's cenotaph and the proposed
tombs for Eric and Deirdre. It's overgrown and rocky, but there is a
freshly-cleared area in the center. Someone has smoothed the
ground there, and the rocks from it have been set outside it.
Julian waits
in the cleared area, dressed in his white armor and a black armband
signifying his mourning state. Jovian is with him, in his Calusan
flying leathers, wearing a similar armband.
Robin's Ranger
gear is clean, pressed and in order, as is black armband
that adorns her sleeve. Her blonde hair is actually combed and
glistening as it ruffles in the faint mountain breeze. Her tanned
face is smudge free and not a loose thread, snag or stain can be seen
on the girl. An entirely unnatural appearance to those who know
her. While Robin's mien is not the forbidding frost of the
earlier war memorial service, there is something in her green eyes that
is... far, far away. Despite being out of doors, Robin is as shut
down as she has ever been.
Canareth is
visible in the distance up the mountains, ready to spring
to the defense of the mourners if need be.
A pair of
rangers stand some way down the mountain, spears crossed as
if to bar entry. They ensure that only family members and those with
them join the memorial; no passers-by are welcome.
A few minutes
after Julian, Jovian, and Robin arrive with the rangers,
Benedict comes up the hill to join them. He is dressed in brown, with a
black mourning armband, and carrying his scythe-like blade. Lilly is
with him.
If not for the
sword at her hip, and the bright ruby ring on her hand,
Lilly might be mistaken for someone else. At that moment, she seems
more of a girl, unsure and emotional, then the woman most know her to
be. Her gaze meets only the ground and she speaks with no one.
Occasionally a hand wipes at a piece of unseen dust that has apparently
settled one her simple black dress, piped with red and adorned with
golden buttons. Long dark locks of hair spread down her back and across
her shoulders framing her face and perhaps hampering her vision. She
does not brush them aside however. For now she simply goes on trying to
hide within her own skin.
The Rangers
let them pass and they come up to greet the Juliani and
offer brief condolences.
Lilly and
Benedict. Good. Robin nods her thanks to them
politely, her eyes focusing a little on the two strangers.
Strangers she can deal with.
Not long after
that, Cambina arrives. She is already wearing black, but
she seems particularly sober today and has a black armband on atop her
long-sleeved blouse.
Robin respects
Cambina's sobriety. She doesn't feel that skippy
herself today.
And following
that, Brennan and Ambrose arrive. Brennan is
dressed in his typical reds and blacks, modulated by mourning-- the
reds are dark and very flat. He also wears the black armband of
mourning, and the only other adornment he has is the blood red ring of
the Order on the appropriate finger. It must be a trick of the
light that puts the look of silver at his temples as they arrive.
Brennan stops
with Ambrose after they're admitted for long enough for
people to
notice who he's brought with him, long enough to meet the
gaze of anyone who might stare. And, much as he might like to
greet Cambina first, he puts a light hand on Ambrose's shoulder and
indicates that they should go pay their respects to Julian and his
surviving children. Protocol and common decency demand it.
When Brennan
arrives, he pays his respects to Julian, Robin, and Jovian, in turn,
and then introduces his brother.
"Prince Julian, please accept my
sorrow for your loss. Robin. Jovian." For Julian and
Robin, Brennan depends on their body language to determine if he offers
a handclasp, an embrace, or nothing at all.
Julian arches
his eyebrows but accepts the introduction and Ambrose's
quiet condolences, offered to both Julian and his children. Jovian
starts to say something, but Julian lays a quiet hand on his son's arm
and Jovian lets it go.
Robin's eyes
focus from wherever on Brennan when he moves into her
field of vision. The corner of her mouth ticks gently, something
like a smile, but it's obvious that the Ranger is not up for hand-games
today.
"Brennan. Thank you for
coming." Even her voice is subdued, though nonetheless sincere.
But he knows
Jovian well enough that a handclasp, and another hand on
his elbow is the minimum. Depending on his demeanor, it might
turn into an embrace. "We will remember him with honor."
"Please let me present my
brother, Ambrose, here at King Random's request."
"Pleased to
make your acquaintance, Ambrose." Robin's eyes do not
flicker in any way. It's entirely possible that the Ranger
doesn't recognize Ambrose. Nor does she react to his name.
The only thing
to be noted is how different her greeting is from the 'Well met' with
which she first greeted both Brennan and Aisling. Of course, the
mood is slightly different this day.
A few minutes
after Brennan and Ambrose join the group, Merlin arrives
and makes his way to Julian and his children to offer condolences. He
is dressed in black and wears the black armband.
Brita arrives
in full Ranger Brita regalia - the brass metal buttons on
her formal red jacket gleaming. The black armband rides on her
right arm but is woven with green ivy. She approaches the Juliani
and bows formally to her Uncle and Cousins.
Robin nibbles
one side of her lip unconsciously as Brita
approaches. Most definitely not a stranger.
Robin returns
Brita's bow with a nod. "I'm glad you are well, Cousin," she
murmurs as she fights to maintain her distance and her demeanor.
Brita nods
back and says simply "Thank you," allowing Robin to maintain
her distance.
She then moves
towards the upward slope of the clearing and stands at military ease
awaiting the ceremony.
Brita stands
there and seems somewhat distracted initially - glancing around the
clearing but looking at the ground more than the people.
Eventually, her attention drifts to the mourners. She seems somewhat
curious, her head cocked to one side as she waits and watches.
She sees
Brennan and Ambrose arrive and a smile of greeting crosses her features
before she can control it. She gives a little wave.
Ambrose
catches her eye and nods as Brennan takes him over to meet
Julian. A brief smile crosses his face for a moment, erasing the
worried expression that he was wearing.
When the
brothers have finished their introductions, Ambrose takes his leave of
Brennan and walks over to join Brita at the edge of the clearing.
Solange and
Vere arrive shortly after Brita, walking arm in arm.
Vere is wearing an unadorned white robe with a black leather belt
inlayed with stylized running stags. On his head he wears a brown
leather band with elaborate knotwork and stylized ravens.
Solange is
wearing a long black skirt with boots and a black velvet
jacket buttoned up to her throat. She wears no jewelry.
Vere's eyes
sweep the clearing as they approach, seeking out Robin
first of all, then taking in everyone else who is there, and finally
returning to Robin once more.
Somewhere in
the remote circling of Robin's mind, a wind
whispers. She cocks her head momentarily and blinks - almost in
confusion. But as there is no one currently in front of her, the
girl remains where she is. In the distance, on the heights, far
away.
He leans
towards his sister and asks quietly, "Shall we summon Father
and Hannah now?"
She nods.
"Would you, please?" she asks as she looks around the
clearing. Although her outward demeanor is calm, there is a brooding
tension at the corners of her mouth that Vere knows is due to their
recent conversation concerning Gerard.
"Mother has my
trump of Father," Vere replies. "Give me yours,
and I will bring him through."
Once she hands
him the trump he holds it up and stares deeply into it,
summoning the essence of Gerard. "We have arrived, Father," he
says. "Come through." He holds out a hand.
Gerard passes
Hannah through and then rolls onto the flat ground that
was evidently cleared for his wheelchair himself.
Solange smiles
at Hannah and takes her hands in her own. "Hannah, would
you join us as we give our condolences to Uncle Julian and his family?"
Vere nods a
greeting to Hannah, and quietly falls in behind his
father's chair. He glances over at Robin once more, a slight
frown on his face, then he slowly looks around the clearing, not at any
of the family members who are gathered, but as though he were seeking
signs of someone or something else.
"I'd like
that, thank you," Hannah says with a very subdued smile and a
small sense of relief. Hannah is dressed all in black, buttoned
up all the way. Her black hair is tight on her head in a
bun. Obviously where she comes from this is something someone
might wear to a funeral, but she's a little unsure here.
Arriving at
the site, Celina recognizes Uncle Julian with a slow
nod. Celina nods more briefly to Jovian and the girl at his side,
a wife, a sister?
For a moment,
Robin's brow furrows slightly. Then she decides
that she *is* seeing what is in front of her eyes. Another
stranger. Good.
Robin returns
Celina's nod with one of her own, before circling back once more for
the high reaches.
The Seaward
cousin stands solemn and still and a bit apart: a black
reflection of Rebma's heritage come to honor Adonis. Celina is
wearing light black gown with no jewelry or accessories and no shoes.
Her hair is woven and braided to keep it neat. A black veil drapes over
her head, shoulders, and falls past her hips to her knees. Her face
under the veil is without makeup. In Seaward, honor to the dead is
given by emulating part of their departure, which is assumed to be
spartan and clean of mortal trappings.
Celina does
not ignore Merlin, but she is pleased to see him and doesn't want that
emotion to cloud the ritual. She nods to Merlin when their eyes meet.
When they are
done, Ambrose breaks away from his brother and comes to
speak with her. "Brita," he says. "How are you? Brennan said that you
were injured in the attack on Amber."
"Cousin
Ambrose," Brita's smile of welcome is wide, "I am Fine,
although...," she brings her hands forward from behind her back and
flexes the bare, reddened fingers a little, "it will take Time to Heal
completely." She quickly puts her hands behind her back again as she
glances briefly Brennan's way. "Of course, I should still have the
bandages on, but I have Something to do later that requires my Direct
Touch."
"The most
important work always does," Ambrose agrees. He glances at
his brother, then back at Brita. "I hope I'll be here to see it.
Brennan arranged my safe passage so that I could speak to King Random.
I'm hoping that I'll have a chance to stay and meet some of my other
relations afterwards."
Brita smiles
again. "I hope my Task will not take too Long and that you
do not Disappear back to Shadow Uxmali before we can Speak again."
From beyond
Ambrose, Brita can see her mother watching her.
"Cousin
Ambrose, you remember my Mother, don't you?" and Brita smiles a
greeting at her mother as she waves her over.
"Of course.
She's unforgettable, not unlike her daughter," Ambrose
replies with another smile at Brita.
Merlin comes
to join his sister after she has made her greeting to
Robin and Julian.
"Celina," he
says, "I have spoken with our father. He says he will be attending the
funeral, so we will see him soon. How are you, and how are things in
Xanadu?"
Vibrations
seem to fill the space between her brother and she. Almost
she hears them and she certainly feels them against her skin even under
her clothes. Celina wants to gather him up, some physical surety that
might comfort her and yet she certainly feels would perplex him.
She swallows hard and blinks back the yearning.
Somehow she
can so easily imagine this as a funeral for Merlin if the contest had a
slightly different source.
If Dara
succeeds there will probably not even be a body.
Celina shivers.
She smiles.
"Xanadu is bright and clean. It has a fast, fresh current." Her fingers
yet want to touch him, so she makes fists to imprison the need. "I am
so well, knowing that you are here and hale."
Then she
realizes that she hasn't done the polite thing. "And I certainly will
look for our father to honor the ritual with us."
"How are you,
Merlin?"
"I am well,"
he says, glancing at her clenched hands, then looking back
up at her face. "Less productive than I would have hoped, for it seems
that Folly is missing, and I have spent some time distracting Martin
from his worry about her. I believe he is making one last attempt to
contact her before he joins us."
In the moments
of their small exchange, Celina is distracted from
seeing Paige arrive. Once Celina realizes the widow is here, she
doesn't miss the smudges under Paige's eyes. Then Paige introduces the
twins. And-- the identify of the woman --Robin!
Celina studies
Robin anew.
As she
watches, Gerard's party comes through the line and Vere moves to
join Robin among the receivers. Merlin makes a hm noise as he does so,
clearly filing the interaction for later thought.
Looking past
Merlin, Celina can see Corwin and two companions coming up
the hill.
"And father
brings company." Celina squints. "Not Bill or Alice." Her
voice is steady, but her thoughts are a turbulent kind. War really
threatens friendships most through lack of information, Celina
realizes. She motions with a hand to Corwin as he nears as invitation
even though he will move to Julian first.
Corwin nods
briefly to Celina and Merlin as he joins the short line to
speak with Julian.
Celina notes
Robin's tears and becomes another kind of mirror, weeping
herself unnoticed. It isn't relief or tension but rather some sort of
balance.
"The gentleman
with our father is our cousin Reid. I do not know the
woman." Merlin observes the interactions among the group as they move
up to speak with Julian. "The woman appears to be Reid's
companion, not our father's."
"Ah," Celina
studies Reid. She smiles a bit. --From orphan to
overflowing with cousins. -- She sneaks a glance at Merlin and sighs.
Conner arrives
with Fiona on his arm. She is dressed in green, with a
black armband on her modestly-cut gown. She lets Conner escort her to
Julian to offer their condolences.
Conner is
dressed in black with accents of his usual greens though a
flat shade without shine. There is a bundle of cloth held close
to his body with his right arm and he escorts his mother on the
left. Instead of a grin, he wears a look of somber
reflection. He couldn't help but paraphrase a quote in his mind,
'To lose Adonis once could be considered unfortunate; to lose him twice
smacks of carelessness,' Conner sighs. Robin forgave him once was
he was powerless to save her brother. Perhaps she will do so
again.
"Uncle. Cousin."
Conner nods to each. "I am so sorry." Conner says no
more. There is nothing else really to say. Then he takes
the cloth out from under his arm and presents it to them.
It was a tradition from the
Navy. A burial at sea left no memorial, no gravestone to visit
and weep over. Whenever possible the flag from that day was taken
down from the mast and presented to the widow. The flag Conner
now offers had hung from the castle that day. It is folded with
care and precision into a tight triangle on which could be seen the
Unicorn's head on a field of green.
"Conner..."
Robin blinks a little, "Thank you."
There should
be more, but from the heights, it's hard to remember. So Robin
settles for a grateful glance and a nod.
Julian accepts
the flag. "Thank you, Captain." He tucks it under his
own arm, where it remains while he and his children receive all the
remaining condolences. He also accepts a brief whispered word from his
favorite sister before she leads her son away toward Brita and Ambrose.
Fiona murmurs
something to Conner, who is escorting her away from
Julian and turns to move toward Brita and Ambrose.
When she is
close enough, Brita gives her a big hug, although not using
her hands prevents her from lifting the short sorceress off the ground.
Fiona returns
the hug with enthusiasm. "Brita. How are your hands?" She
holds out her own, expecting her daughter to do the same so she can
inspect the burned appendages. As she does so, she adds, "And Ambrose.
How pleasant to see you--even if it is on such a sad occasion."
Ambrose smiles
at Fiona. "Always a pleasure to see you, aunt. Even, as
you say, on such a sad occasion."
Brita does
indeed hold out her hands, "I've been using some Aloe on
them, Mother. And Cousin Brennan did a good job of seeing to them
initially. They will be fine."
"Of course
they will," Fiona says, examining the damage. "Just be
careful with them until they are."
Conner cannot
suppress the doctor in him from taking a quick look at
Brita's hands. Conner is satisfied with what he sees and turns to
Ambrose in greeting.
"Yours is an
unexpected face this day, Cousin." Conner greets
him. "It is good of you to pay your respects."
"King Random
permitted me to attend. I'm to speak with him afterwards,"
Ambrose explains. "Brennan told me about the death, but I didn't know
our cousin, or hear the details of his passing. I'm not familiar with
the Amber rituals to mark a passing, either. Do you know what's going
to happen?"
Brita also
listens with half an ear although her attention has been
drawn to the King and Queen approaching the Juliani.
"There are so
few passings among our Family that there is no one ritual
applied." Conner replies. "In this case, we follow the
ritual that Julian's rangers observe. Stories and memories are
shared of the deceased and the story ends with the placing of a stone
upon the growing cairn. Those with no story simply place a stone
in silence."
"That would be
me, then," Ambrose says.
Fiona smiles
agreeably and says, "You will not be alone. Many of
Adonis' cousins never met him."
Paige walks
sedately toward the gathering relatives, fussing quietly
over the twins that accompany her and Bleys up the hill. She's dressed
in green so dark that it might be black, a simple dress girdled with a
black leather sword belt. Her hair has been cut to shoulder length,
well over half of the red locks gone. On her pale arm is a black
armband, at her waist hangs a short blade. She wears a veil that along
with makeup almost hides the dark circles under her eyes.
Bleys is in
subdued dark reds and oranges with the black armband of
mourning. The twins have donned white tunics that come to
mid-calf. Bleys probably had something to do with that, from the
slightly displeased look he has on his face.
She steers the
children toward their other grandfather but seems at
a loss for words other than to introduce them. "Leif, Brooke,
this is your Grandfather Julian, your Aunt Robin and Uncle Jovian."
Julian takes a
moment to examine the children as he greets them by name
and expresses the wish that he will come to know them better
soon. Jovian also takes a keen interest in the twins; he seems to
have a better idea of how to address them than his father.
Bleys also
offers his condolences to the group, offering Julian and
Jovian a clasp but choosing not to intrude on Robin's grief.
Distance eyes
discover Paige in front of them and Robin's hand lifts
slightly before dropping back to her side.
Then the Ranger's
gaze drifts to her niece and nephew. A far away green glimmers
there briefly and she cocks her head a little. "Hello.
Brooke. Leif."
Bleys does not
exist.
The children
are fascinated by their paternal relatives, and would
linger, but there is obviously a line forming behind them, so Julian
reluctantly lets them go on. As Bleys and Paige shepherd the children
away, Gerard rolls over with his children and Hannah in tow and offers
his condolences to the group.
Hannah offers
Julian a supportive smile and lets Gerard introduce
her. She offers her sympathies to Julian, Jovian and Robin,
before moving off to the side to stand alone.
A nod is given
to the stranger that accompanies Robin's other family,
but she can't muster more than that.
Solange has
already offered her condolences. She nods somberly at
Julian and his family and moves on.
Robin's mind
sweeps in for a closer pass as her uncle speaks and her
sister nods. "Thank you... both. For everything." she
murmurs quietly.
Vere has
fallen back as they approached Julian and his children, and he
waits until after Gerard and Solange have passed before moving
forward. He nods silently to Jovian and Julian, responding
briefly if they speak but otherwise remaining silent.
Then he pauses
to gaze into Robin's eyes. "No words," he whispers. "We do
not need words."
And he lets
his father and sister continue without him, stepping forward and turning,
standing beside and just slightly behind Robin. This
is his place, and this is where he will stay for the memorial.
As Robin lifts
from Gerard and Solange, her hovering gaze is drawn to
Vere's like the waterfall to the sea. The girl's breath leaves
her entirely and her throat is choked with all the things that she is
incapable of saying.
As He speaks,
Robin's eyes squeeze shut and tears begin to leak silently from the
corner of her eyes. The sound of His movements, the feel of His
warmth behind her! As she leans back against Vere, Robin is
finally and fully there. Tears of grief and exultation mix on her
cheeks as sorrow and joy mix in her expression.
When Robin's
eyes open once again, she can see all of the clearing, all of her
family, all of the world, with calm acceptance in the place of austere
withdrawal.
As Gerard
wheels himself away, the funeral party can see Corwin coming
up the hill with Reid, who has an unfamiliar woman in mourning garb on
his arm.
As they
approach Reid pulls Papillon a bit closer to his side, both
reassuring her that she isn't expected to interact much and at the same
time letting the others know that she's under his protection from
social attack.
At the head of the receiving
queue, he makes the appropriate consoling words and gestures to the
grieving parties. Meanwhile, in the back of his mind, he can't help but
thinking about one of his favorite paintings by a fellow art student in
Clervaux... "Immolation Emulation", in which a subject is
being licked with flames while standing before a similarly burning
building... an image that may have been inspired by the great fire of
Clervaux. So Reid is outwardly sympathetic, but inwardly disappointed
that he missed such an artistic inspiration as the burning of family
might have provided. He'll want to get description from Brita later...
After their
obligatory condolences, he moves them to the side, not necessarily
seeking anyone out, but making eye contact and nodding at those who
acknowledge his presence.
Corwin lets
Reid and Papillon precede him in the line. He offers brief
but clearly sincere condolences to his brother and their family.
With Vere at
her back, the urge to bristle and hiss is *far* far less
and manageable in this oh-so-public forum. Robin finds that she can
accept Corwin's condolences even if she may never be able to accept his
self.
When Julian
and his children turn their attention to Lucas, Corwin
makes his way over to Merlin and Celina.
Celina studies
her father and all things of his actions here. It is
past time she understand more about the elements that really make up
her origins. There is so little time remaining.
Corwin comes
over and greets his son with a warm clasp. His turn toward
Celina is slightly--not hesitant, but it's clear he's waiting for her
to initiate whatever physical contact there will be between them.
Celina's first
reaction is a nod. She greatly approves of Corwin's
restraint.
"Celina," he
says, sounding slightly relieved. "Merlin told me you were
out of Amber when the attack happened, but I'm pleased to see you
that you're well for myself."
Celina blinks
at the undertones in Corwin's voice and stifles her
prepared greeting. Surprised at the sudden feeling in her blood for
his, she reaches and raises his hand and bends enough to kiss it. She
says nothing else.
Corwin's hand
is comfortable in hers, and he does not easily relinquish
Celina once she has him.
Studying the
funeral place and purpose, well aware of Corwin's mood,
she stands silent and attentive to the ritual, but the deeper currents
roll dark and icy.
--as I cannot
keep her safe--
--see that you
are well--
--a danger to
both herself and Rebma--
--go and
return--
Celina pays
close attention to the ritual. It is for a man she never met, but it is
also for all of them. She feels a comfort in this moment that has not
been present before. There is a strong idea in her that Adonis' legend
has not ended if it inspires the blooming of her own destiny. If she
takes up the lesson in memory of him--Adonis will be a fertile genesis.
He is dead,
but she is listening very hard. She believes that the words spoken here
are going to point the way to tomorrow.
Lucas arrives,
moving with an almost stately slowness, perhaps because
Solace is on his arm and cannot hurry. Lucas is dressed in black,
the formal court mourning one might wear at the Court of Louis XVI
(although it is to be hoped that Solace's hair follows the later,
simpler fashions of that time - she would probably find black ostrich
feathers or a forest in mourning arranged in her hair rather a
trial). He departs from convention in the brooch that fastens his
cloak - it is a rich green.
He waits
quietly in line with his relatives to offer his condolences (and
those of his
mother) to Julian and his family, offers them with all due
sincerity and moves on, moving to Paige and her children, to whom he
also offers condolences, to the twins on their loss of a father and to
Paige... the condolences carry the undertone that he condoles with her
on the task she is faced with as much as the loss of her children's
father. The conventional offer of assistance seems sincerely made
("if there is anything I can do to help ... " expressed with infinite
delicacy).
Then he sees
Ambrose, standing with Brennan. Involuntarily his hand lifts
slightly and
is then forced down to his side. He is wearing black
gloves, but it is not difficult to imagine his knuckles are white
beneath the leather. He does not look at the group again, but his
eyes are flinty hard as he moves back to take his place with Solace.
Paige kisses
Solace on both cheeks. "You're looking better," she says,
seemingly pleased by that.
Lucas glances
at his wife, and then at Paige. He seems a little
less than convinced.
Looking to
Lucas she asks, "Are the children in Xanadu yet?" Her left
hand has settled comfortably on the jade hilt at her waist. "I hope to
make plans to move most of the household, soon."
"No," says
Lucas, who has given the faintest of nods at the sight of
the blade Paige bears. "The children are still in Amber.
They won't be going to Xanadu yet - at least, not until things there
are more settled. They'll be joining my Mother. As for your
own removal, the ship is still at your disposal, cos, if you prefer the
sea voyage." His eyebrows lift slightly.
"Long days out
of sight of land. You might find it ... relaxing."
He nods to
Brooke and Leif. "I grieve for your loss. My own father
died when I was much your ... age. I was fortunate in having had
the chance to know him for longer. But his loss was a heavy one."
The two
children look at him gravely. Leif looks him in the eyes,
briefly. "We did not know him. And grandmother told us he
was to die soon, anyway. His sister was dead already."
"He died and
was reborn every season, and the person he was was only a part of the
Godhood that is," Brooke adds. "But thank you for your concerns."
Bleys has gone
off to talk to Benedict.
"Your stoicism
does you credit," says Lucas. "And I am glad your
Grandmother has proved such a fount of excellent instruction. It
is to be hoped that my own children will benefit from the wisdom of
their own grandmothers similarly."
He moves
slightly to one side so Solace might speak to the children, while he
raises a slightly quizzical eyebrow towards Paige.
"On terms of
great intimacy, are they? But how delightful for you."
Paige's gaze
is always on the children and on the skies.
"Unfortunately I have no idea how intimate. They recite Arcadia's
history and their place in it by rote since the possession," she
explains. Her left hand is idly tracing the knotwork on the dao's
guard. "I can't protect them and I fear I can't keep them from their
father's legacy, not even long enough to know that they'll avoid his
fate."
"At this rate
of aging, I'd be more worried about progeria than any
paternal legacy," says Lucas drily. "As for protecting them ...
do you think they might be growing in order to protect you? At
all events - I realize this has been a busy two days - but have you or
your father given them much in the way of training yet? Or
started to prepare them for the Pattern? One hesitates, of course
... I'm not sure I'll ever be entirely comfortable with the thought of
Hope or Phillippe walking it. But then I profoundly hope never to
attract enemies against my blood of the magnitude of the twins'
grandmother.
"Although, it
must be said, Lady Vesper smarting under some supposed social slight is
formidable in her own right ... "
He speaks
lightly, but Paige might understand the gravity of the mood that
lies behind
what he says.
Lucas knew how
she hated funerals, even memorials such as these. They
had spoken of it during the Sundering and even before then. The
empathic parts of her were hurting and she couldn't mask it from the
children, let alone family that knew her. "It's not their grandmother I
fear at the moment, it's their great-grandmother," Paige admits.
"Hopefully they'll be more receptive to understanding their relations
after today." The tone is hopeful and despairing.
Lucas looks
around the somber crowd gathered on the hillside.
"Well," he
says thoughtfully, "they'll certainly know a dam' sight more of
them.
"Have any of
our stronger-armed cousinage pledged themselves to the twins'
protection yet? I mean, I'll do what I can, but I fear that their
design style and mine will probably clash. There's clearly going
to go overboard for green and though I won't deny it has its place,
sometimes it can be terribly last year."
The closest
thing Lucas has seen to a smile on Paige today curls the
corners of her lips, but it's gone as quickly as it appeared. "No, no
particular vows to serve," she answers.
"I suspect
that their paternal grandfather is going to have his hands
full. Their aunt and uncle, perhaps? And I would imagine,
given their father's ... ah ... devotions, there are a good few babes
in the woodwork still to emerge."
Paige nods
toward the three youngsters with Couth. "You need not
imagine," she answers. "Robin and Jovian? I think her dislike for me
and my father tempers her passion for protecting her nephew and
niece. =He= will probably decide to take it upon himself, my
feelings on the matter being nothing more than an adle-brained mother's
fancy." The sarcasm in her tone is evident. "To be honest, I don't
trust him, not when he's already a dragon in his head. How much easier
will it be for another to find purchase there?"
Paige takes
note of the King's approach, and looks back to her children.
And Lucas
looked to Solace to make sure she was not over-taxed.
While Lucas is
offering condolences to Paige, Martin arrives with
Llewella on his arm. He scans the group briefly and scowls at something
he sees, or more likely, doesn't see, as he escorts his aunt up to
Julian and his family.
Llewella is
dressed in Amberish garb; like her nephew, she wears the dark armband
of mourning, black against the green of her long gown. She offers her
condolences to Julian and the family, seeming slightly surprised to see
Vere among them. Martin, by contrast, seems mildly less unhappy with
Vere's presence there than he is with the general tenor of the
universe, and the clasp he offers Vere and Robin along with his
condolences is particularly warm.
A glimmer of
surprise runs through Robin's eyes but, perhaps that's not
such a bad thing. She returns Martin's hand clasp firmly.
Behind them,
Couth comes up the hill with three youngsters in
tow: Sage, Tatter, and Breeze. Breeze is moving slowly, with
Tatter and Sage supporting him. They all have the black armband on.
Each of them tells the group how terribly sorry they are for their
loss. Julian takes a long time examining the three of them, and Robin
can sense a flicker of power as he does so.
The youths are
all in awe of the Warden and Robin, and confused by Vere's
presence. Couth, who seems to have a better idea of which way the
wind is blowing, just expresses his condolence to the newcomer as if he
were another Ranger before shepherding the youths away.
Vere nods to
them gravely, without speaking.
There's no
mistaking the warmth, relief and worry in Robin's eyes as
she greets the Rangers. An actual smile leaks to her lips and
almost a twinkle within the tears for Couth's understanding.
Robin pays
particular attention to her father's talent. Time to start
learning just what it is that he does to protect them all.
Robin believes
that Julian is simply sensing any power in them; he
doesn't have time for more, even with the comparatively long time he
takes to reply to them.
Caine hurries
up the hill, ahead of what looks like the last party:
Random, Vialle, and Garrett. He is dressed in a naval officer's
uniform, with accents in green and a black armband. After
offering his condolences to the family, including a particularly warm
clasp for Julian and an approving glance at the flag under his
brother's arm, he moves on to allow the King and Queen their turn.
Robin is
polite with Caine but those near her can sense her recoiling
slightly from the Prince.
Random has
taken longer than Caine to arrive because of the difficulty
of escorting a blind woman up the hill. For all that she's obviously
worried about stumbling, Vialle seems pleased to be out of doors,
enjoying the wind and the sun and the sounds of nature. Random leads
her over to Julian and his family and leads her through the little
line, cueing her by using names and guiding her gently with one hand.
Julian is particularly gentle with her as well.
The King is
dressed simply, in dark orange and muted colors. His only adornment is
the Jewel of Judgement. Vialle wears a dark red gown which complements
her husband's colors. Both of them have the dark armband of mourning.
"Majesty,"
Vere replies softly in reply to Vialle's expression of
sympathy.
The sight of
Vialle enjoying the open air brings a certain lightening
to Robin and she is able to respond to the King and Queen with gentle
murmurs.
Garrett looks
around at all the relatives as he arrives in the
clearing, but he reacts to no one but Julian and his family.
After offering them brief words of condolence, he strides wordlessly
over to take what he assumes to be his proper place next to Martin and
waits silently for the service to start.
Uncharacteristically,
Brennan is standing alone and out of the way with
his arms folded across his chest when Random climbs up on the
rock. Too much to do and not enough time to do any of it in the
midst of or during the rituals, he'd contented himself with locating
people that he wanted to talk to. Lilly, as soon as possible;
Jovian, soon after; he scowled, evidently looking for one or more other
cousins, and failing to see them in attendance; Corwin; Benedict.
As Vialle and
Random pay their respects to Julian, the murmur of
chatter dies away in preparation for Random's speech.
Random nods to
Julian and climbs up on a rock. "We are all
assembled. I met Adonis Adonai on the day of Dad's funeral.
It was the day I became King and the day I knighted Adonis on the
battlefield. I never saw him alive again.
"He did not
acknowledge me at the edge of the abyss, he did not attend the
coronation, and he did not attend the memorial for Dad and Eric and
Deirdre. But he did something that none of us here can say we've
done, even if we would. The consequences are as yet still
unfolding, but now is the time to honor Adonis for who he was and what
he did. I have only one thing to add to his story, an
accolade. No higher accolade exists.
"He died for
the good of Amber."
Random pauses
to see how people react.
Brita
straightened as Random began to speak. She has taken on the
stance of a Ranger at attention. The only thing detracting from
the straight line of her back is a slight tilt of her head as she
listens to the story and the ones to follow.
Garrett
listens in solemn silence. At Random's last line, his
chin rises slightly and he stands even more at attention. His
pride in his homeland is evident.
Lucas stands
quietly, his arm around Solace - perhaps for comfort,
perhaps to offer her physical support - and listens attentively, his
expression one of grave interest.
Reid thinks to
himself, "Then he died in vain, for Amber is surely as
doomed now as it was when I last left."
Vere has an
arm around Robin, offering her both comfort and
support. He listens to Random's speech solemnly, with no change
of expression.
This is her
King. And this is the way it's going to be. And
because she understands why he says what he says, Robin keeps her face
solemn and nods.
But through
Vere's arm, he can feel the faint shiver that goes through the
girl. Her eyes close briefly as Robin leans into Vere a little
more, drawing the strength to stave off another of her black turmoils.
Already facing
in that general direction when Random began to speak,
Brennan did not shift his posture in any quantifiable way, except for a
small swivel of his head and eyes. Still, the change in focus and
attention is unmistakable. His nod was just as small.
Like Brennan,
Celina stands a still sentinel.
Paige's eyes
are as dead as they've been all morning, not focusing on
the King, nor anything on here in this Shadow. Not even a shadow of
Amber, but one that had been Amber. Heavy lids close and her head
shakes gently. No matter how noble Random's spartan words were, no
matter what anyone decided that he died for, it was Paige's stupidity,
her lack of focus, her fault that he had to make such a sacrifice. She
had stolen him from these people, from his children, as if she had lit
his pyre herself.
The Seaward
cousin drinks of this surrounding ocean of family. She
marvels at the things alike and tries to learn from the things
different. She notes how much she wants to believe in Uncle Random's
attitude. --Will he support her if she takes a similar path? By such
tiny signs does the great ocean speak of change. The worst of the storm
is still to come.--
Celina looks
back at where she has been and realizes she is standing where she needs
to be.
Hannah looks
over with some concern toward Paige and the twins, just
briefly, before turning her full attention back to Random.
Conner is
watching more for other peoples reactions than showing one of
his own. He is unmoved and uninspired by Random's words.
Some part of him is satisfied to hear Random speak the words a king
should say. The rest of him is disappointed that it was the King
who spoke and not Random.