Book
Six
Chapter
Fifty-Eight - The Enemy
Seeing
his sister leave the clearing in a
purposeful 'I'm going to Arcadia' manner, with a single wary glance
toward his father, Adonis leaves Luke and sprints after Ranger Robin,
catching her a short way up her path. He makes no attempt to conceal
his approach and she surely hears him coming.
Robin’s blonde
head cocks at the sounds from behind her. And she
stops. Slowly turning, the Ranger rests her left hand on the hilt
of her sword as she watches her brother approach. Beneath her
eyes, green waves flicker back and forth but her expression remains
wary.
As she turns,
Adonis slows to a walk and finally halts a couple of
yards away. His expression is hard to read, but it might be bashful.
He looks
pointedly at Robin's hand on sword but doesn't refer to it. "So you
will enter Arcadia." No one could mistake this statement for a question.
"Yep."
Robin keeps her hand where it is. She doesn't want
to -- and won't -- fight Adonis, but she wants the tool handy.
Subtly the Ranger tenses for Adonis' next gambit to keep her out of his
homeland.
His eyes shift
between her hands before returning to her face. "You are
still hurt; would you care for my company?"
A surprised
and rueful chirrup escapes from Robin. In her mind
her father's voice echoes 'who do you trust... with your very
soul?' While there are people that Robin trusts less than Adonis,
there aren't many. But she *is* still off archery duty, and she
*did* want a native guide to this place. But this guy?!
The Ranger's
eye narrow as her intuition battles with her reason. "You said we
will not walk together. You planning on turning me over to Mom
first chance you get? Or just plain sabotaging my mission?"
Adonis smiles
gently at the ironies before replying earnestly, "Robin,
I wish you every success in your mission. If I had wanted any of my
progeny born outside of Arcadia inside, I would have put them there
some time ago.
"I have not
changed my opinion on us working together. Since I first stated that
opinion, I have seen that within you that makes me feel we may one day
co-operate closely and successfully in the most dangerous of
endeavours, but that day is not today.
"I will be
honest in my priorities in this matter: I want to limit as far as
possible the damage to Arcadia and her people, both mythic and mortal;
I want you to emerge from Arcadia unscathed, if not unchanged; and I do
not want any more of *my* children in Arcadia than have been born to
it." He pauses before continuing delicately, "You may wondering why I
should be addressing you at all, given these circumstances?"
Thoughts
ripple behind Robin's eyes as she puzzles out Adonis'
speech. Someone else has a bad idiolect as far as she's
concerned. Sounds like the same stuff he spouted before, except
for the innie/outie kids bit -- which to be fair, she didn't raise
earlier either.
As far as him
talking to her... delaying her? But time's so screwed up that the
Ranger would bet that Adonis doesn't have any better of a read on
current events than she does. Okay, so she doesn't know why.
"Yep."
Adonis nods at
her admission; well it's hardly unexpected, is it?
"I find myself
pulled in two directions. I have duties that require my presence in
Amber, yet it would seem Mater should be informed of recent
developments. If someone were to convey to her a message from her son,
then there might be no need for me to be in Arcadia for as long
as...the duration of your mission. In return, if you are willing, I can
offer some guidance as to what you may expect, and that should enhance
your chances of success.
"And I want
you to be successful, Robin. I want that very much."
"You... want
to go to Amber? Alone?!?" Robin pales.
Oh, this is so bad. Unconsciously Robin's hand lifts from her
sword and she starts to pace, her hands fluttering as she thinks.
A wince crosses her face as she thinks of Jerod -- with Adonis in his
teeth. Hopefully, the Prince is still in Paris or wherever.
But there's still Martin. And Bleys. However, there's also
Jovian. And Brennan. And Folly. Paige, of course, is
its own unavoidable issue. Which brings in the Bleys eek
again. Enough of that! The girl turns her thoughts to other
currents.
The
Message. Adonis *can't* really think that Robin meeting Artemis
is *good* for her mission, can he? Deep Green! Weeeelll,
Robin has other ways of getting messages to people than walking right
up to them and saying 'Hi, take me hostage please.'
And she does
still seem to be a *little* out of her element here.
Robin cocks a
veeerrry wary eye at Adonis. "Tell you what. You say what
you want. I'll do what I want. I call Jovian and send you
to him. But..." Robin's eyes soften as a hint of pleading
comes into them. "Please, brother, stay near Jovian and... and
don't talk too much."
Her brother
smiles warmly at yet further ironies. "I can only echo your
own words: you must say what you think necessary; I must do as I
must. I would like to take your advice, but I understand Jovian has
commitments elsewhere." His smile turns a little bashful again, "May I
ask if the reason for your concern is that you feel some persons may
take my behaviour amiss?"
"Oh,
yeah." Robin seems pretty certain about that, though she
can't help returning Adonis' ironic smile. "And... well, I can't
say anything without prejudicing you further, but Amber isn't safe for
someone... uhh. Dung."
Robin drops
her eyes to the forest floor and her face gets sad. Then
thoughtful. When she lifts her eyes again to Adonis, there's
maybe a glimmer of hope there.
"Listen,
Adonis. Can you live for a little while without pride?"
Quickly she adds. "If I do too?"
When she looks
up, she sees something she's not seen before, Adonis'
smile is one of friendship; he must actually like what he's seeing.
Then he drops his head and watches his foot scuffing the ground. "Oh I
can live entirely without pride." He looks up again with complete
sincerity, "Really, that is not an issue for me."
He steps
closer, turning slightly sideways and lowering his head and his voice,
as if conferring a really well kept secret, "One of the ironies here is
that the main danger for us is that each of us are invading an alien
culture." His eyebrow rises in an interrogative. "I would very much
appreciate your advice if you will accept mine."
The Ranger's
blonde head nods rapidly. "Noticed that one, too"
she agrees with a rueful smile. After all, it would *really*
*suck* if both of them failed and got themselves killed or worse, just
out of pride. And advice is a good start. If they can't
team up.
"Okay.
Shoot."
"One strategy
I have been considering is to enter the castle incognito
and prowl the corridors in secret until I find what I am looking for
and bring it back to Arcadia. This would allow me to avoid antagonizing
the indigenous population and above all King Random need never know,
but what do you think?" He frowns in perplexity.
"Eeek!"
Robin shakes her head as rapidly as she was nodding it
before. "Oh, no! No, mon frere, don't try that."
Her brother's
eyebrow rises at the non-Thari phrase but he seems to get
the gist of the meaning.
"We... uh, had
a little incident recently involving incognito and
prowling shapeshifters, so the Castle is on full alert for that.
And Arcadians as well, due to the Heather Vale incident. You'd
trigger both set of alarms if you tried to sneak in. And while
I'll bet that you can be real sneaky if you want -- right now a gnat
isn't getting inside the Castle without being spied on and analyzed to
within an inch of its life."
"I see! Yes,
when you put it like that, my idea does seem a little
silly." Adonis doesn't seem even slightly put out. "And ill-mannered,
too; surely the King, who has his mandate to rule direct from the
Unicorn herself, has every right to know who enters his home. So what
strategy would you recommend?"
"Uh,
Adonis? King Random is... well, that is, I don't think he's
actually going to be the problem. He's..." Robin has
trouble finding the words, almost as though once she puts feelings and
intuitions into the structure of language, she's surprised by the
result, "... reasonable. Perhaps one of the most reasonable of
all of our Aunts and Uncles."
The Ranger's
green eyes drift off into a memory of the Coronation. "I... don't
think he'd ask anything of you that you didn't want to give. And
he... perhaps better than any of us has a tolerance for your...
nature. He would probably be one of your best allies in
Amber. If you can talk to him, I'd think you'd do better than
otherwise. But you'll need some help for that.
"Really.
My best advice is to get yourself an advocate as soon as you hit the
Castle. Best candidates would be probably come from your fellow
Knight-Commanders; Jovian's the best choice, but yeah, he might
be busy. Brennan's got a good political head on his shoulders,
has some sympathy for... accidents of love and knows how to handle the
hostile parent issue. But I don't know if he's back from his
little trip yet. Lily? She's still a bit nervous concerning
you, so she wouldn't be one of my top choices. I don't know about
Marius. I wouldn't recommend Aisling -- it's like yourself, too
far on the fringe to make a good advocate."
Adonis
shudders, "No, I wouldn't recommend Aisling either, but Lily,
now... mmm!" He shakes off his musing, "Very well, an advocate...now, I
suppose you will proceed in the same manner in Arcadia?"
"Uh. I
hadn't really given it much thought." Robin blushes,
foresight is not one of her favorite hobbies. And then has to
laugh.
"I guess I was
thinking pretty much along the same paths you were. Except not so
much sneaking. Get in, get the job done, get out.
"But see, my
primary concern is that I can't let myself be taken hostage. I'm
*way* too big a handle on Dad. And we both know how far he'll go
to protect his children. I... just can't... won't," Robin makes a
swallowing sound half-way between a gag and a gulp, "don't want that to
happen again. Ever!"
"I see!"
muses, Adonis, "How strange! I have been worrying to a certain
extent the same for myself, in Amber." He pauses, thinking deeply.
Robin sniggers
ruefully. Oh, yeah -- two of what are possibly the
*worst* diplomats of their generation are about to enter each other's
lands. And the top thing on both of their minds? How to get
back out! Yep, there's way too much symmetry to ignore.
But she lets
Adonis herd his own thoughts around without interference.
After some
time..."Robin, I cannot see why Mater would take you
hostage. Among other things, she would know that this would not
please me. But there may now be other agencies active within
Arcadia who might wish to coerce Pater through his children, most
obviously Mater's sister, who may not consider my feelings.
"However, I
would be very surprised if you could maintain your presence a secret
from Mater. I cannot see how you can accomplish your task without
speaking to at least one person. If that person wishes you well, and I
see no reason why they should not, she or he will offer a prayer on
your behalf to an aspect of Mater. If not, then the prayer will not be
on your behalf."
He turns
toward his sister, wearing a frank expression, "But regardless of
intent, Mater hears all prayers in her name in Arcadia, as indeed do I;
furthermore, she can manifest at any locus...um...place and time, where
her name is spoken. She will rarely do so in the manner she chose at
Heather Vale (it was her particular concern for my welfare that drove
her to that extreme) but nonetheless, at a moment's notice, she can
just 'be' anywhere she needs to be, within Arcadia. In fact, she very
much *is* Arcadia, and the land may be viewed as her own body.
"Considering
the circumstances, it seems likely that the two of you will meet. But
this need not be a bad thing, as she is one of the few entities who
speak Thari, though I can name a few others.
"I feel you
should go with your heart as to your mode of operation, tempered by
your head, which I hold in higher opinion than perhaps you do, but be
prepared to declare yourself openly if challenged by anyone, as your
personal link to Pater and myself may prove your best defense, for both
of us are highly respected within Arcadia.
"Actually, I
regard the dangers toward you in Arcadia to lie in a very different
direction."
"I, uh.
It's hard, Adonis." Robin sighs. "Part of me
totally understands what your Mom did at Heather Vale. I know *I*
would get real extreme if I thought my injured child was being held
against his will. But... I don't know if I'm ever going to be
able to heal the land. And a Ranger died there. I'm still
kind of... well, I'm just not sure I'm going to be able to stay nice
around Artemis after that," Robin finishes sadly.
Adonis nods
agreement, "I understand, and I have already mentioned to
her that the incident has made things more difficult. All I can suggest
is that you try to be polite and remember that her fears are very much
the same as yours. She will see you for a creature of emotion too, and
no one can criticize you as long as you try your best."
"I understand
what you're saying about the Land and Prayer and stuff,
though. I've been in places like that before... it's why I was
thinking of staying fast -- in order to present a moving target."
Robin grimaces. Boy, does that not sound like a good plan when
said aloud. Robin ruffles her shoulders and lets them fall with a
sigh.
Her brother
also grimaces in perfect time with her body language: Diana
and Artemis are both renowned for their archery.
"So,
okay. If we both agree that Callista is a big 'avoid' and I
move your Mother to the 'maybe' category... what are the dangers I'm
not seeing?" The girl cocks her head, her green eyes thoughtful.
Robin sees
Adonis visibly flinch at his aunt's name, only to relax at
the terminal mispronunciation.
"Well I have
played down any possible threat from Mater, so firstly I must emphasize
that about her -- I may be wrong; I retain that right. I would not
expect to be but I know Mater has a darker side and desperation may
enhance this side of her personality - it has in me, as we have seen. I
merely assert that I think it unavoidable the two of you will meet and
you should plan accordingly."
Robin
nods. Places of portent can be that way and perhaps she
should think of something beyond 'run away, run away.'
"Secondly, you
should not underestimate your own 'darker' side. Arcadia
is a place of mythic portent and spiritual test. If you succumb to your
darker impulses, then you will find Arcadia a place of darkness. Be
aware of the darkness in your own soul and be on guard against it."
He places a
firm, strong hand on Robin's shoulder, as if supporting her. His
dark, dark eyes bore in to hers. "Be warned! Arcadia will test you in
this. Our darker sides are crucial aspects of our identities; we cannot
function without them. However, it is vital for both you and Arcadia
that the light and love, which I know is within your soul, should
master the darkness, as it did a short while ago when I confessed my
guilt before our father."
Robin jumps a
little when Adonis touches her, but holds herself
steady. The small war that flashes through her seems to almost
perfectly underline her brother's words.
"Be slow to
wield your magics; it will draw attention to you. Be *very*
slow to draw your blade. There are many thousands in Arcadia who I
consider my children but you are most likely to encounter those who are
the fruit of my loins. To slay them would mean you are slaying your
nieces and nephews, Pater's grandchildren, and would make a mockery of
your mission. If you find yourself tested, fall back on manners - good
manners are Gold in Arcadia, and a fair tongue will win you friends in
the unlikeliest of circumstances."
Through the
Ranger's mind flows the memories of Corwin and Bleys'
armies pouring through Arden. And herself, held back from
conflict with the Princes. Ooop! Yep, that's one she
overlooked and good advice from her brother.
But
manners? From herself?!? Dung...
"Beware the
passing of time; particularly beware the turning of the
seasons. Listen to your instincts and be not too proud to run with your
mission undone. You should not be in Arcadia in ultima extrema..." He
gropes for some phrase in Thari, "...at the end.
Robin nods
firmly. She's fully charged with her family's
heritage. Her dying there is a bad thing for any place.
"Finally, I
come to the point which I myself do not comprehend." Adonis
sighs deeply. "Robin, what can you tell me about your mother?"
"Hunh?"
*That* came out of nowhere for Robin. The girl
bites her lip a little as she thinks about in what sense 'mother' would
be important in Arcadia.
"Why?"
Robin blushes as she hears how abrupt her answer sounds even to her own
ears. "I mean, that's not an easy question to answer. And what
the answer is for... well, changes it." The Ranger shrugs a
little with an embarrassed smile. Maternal parentage is... just
not that straightforward for some.
Adonis
searches her face intently, as if looking carefully for
something very valuable, or very dangerous. Then he drops his head to
think for a minute. When he speaks, it is slowly, as if searching for
the right words to describe a very difficult concept.
"I think you
know Pater fairly well but it may still surprise you to learn that he
and I are considerably alike in many traits." He glances up to see if
she agrees.
"I...
uh. Well frankly, Adonis, I don't know you -- and your
homeland -- well enough to be making a lot of comparisons. But
I'm willing to accept that you feel you have much in common with
Dad. Which, in my view, is a good thing." Robin finishes
with a little 'there you have it' smile and shrug.
"Pater,
perhaps by nature, but certainly by experience, is adept at
detecting dangers; things to be feared. In the same way, I am suited,
by inclination and rearing, to detect connections, relationships. But
just as Pater may sometimes see dangers that are not real, similarly I
may occasionally see connections that do not truly exist."
While Robin
truly doubts that Julian sees dangers that are not real,
just occasionally ones that do not manifest, she nods at the rest of
Adonis' statements. She herself likes to play with blendings and
contrasts. And Adonis certainly seems to share her joy for
absolutely *soaring* to conclusions based almost entirely on inference
and guesswork.
Heck,
everybody needs a hobby and this seems to be one they both enjoy.
Robin has to fight... well, she loses and the rueful chuckle goes
through her frame and a sympathetic twinkle dances in her eye.
He breathes in
deeply; this is the difficult bit. "I have... noticed
certain... traits about you that strike a familiarity: despite our
differences, which are real. I feel we are... attuned in a sense
I do not understand. I do not know if you have felt this too but I feel
our current conversation stems from this.
"I confess,
after our first meeting, I was skeptical of our having a blood
relationship of a close degree; you will recall I said as much at the
time. Pater has since confirmed his paternity and I apologize
unreservedly for doubting our relationship, but Pater's words at the
time reminded me that each of is made from two parts, a father and a
mother.
"My aunt
seemed to treat the two of us as, in some way... equivalent. I confess
I allowed this to irk me at the time but it also confused me. She
seemed to treat you as if you were an... Arcadian.
"Mater told me
before I left Arcadia that anyone connected to either of us would be
drawn to Arcadia. I confess I did not appreciate her meaning at the
time but it is now becoming clearer. And here you are, entering
Arcadia, despite my best efforts, which if you will pardon only a
little pride, are not inconsiderable.
"Please do not
take this amiss for it is not meant as an insult, but I have already
remarked to Pater on certain... parallels between you and my female
relations." Adonis is very wary when he says this; he's clearly unsure
of his reaction.
"Robin, mine
is the right to be wrong, but I feel it is at least possible that
Arcadian blood may run in your veins. You are clearly of Amber heritage
through Pater but I know nothing of your mother; hence my question."
"Oh, well,
uh..." Robin snaps her mouth shut before anything even
less intelligent comes out.
Turning away
from Adonis, the girl bites her lip worriedly. In her mind's eye
is her father making sure that Jovian was a part of that conversation
in the caves of Danu. Robin's brow furrows unhappily as she looks
sideways over at Adonis,. Just 'cause she and the Arcadian have
their... differences, as he so eloquently pointed out, does that
mean... oh, dung.
Robin turns
back to her brother with almost no clue as to how to approach this
subject. "Look Adonis, I... Verde! You said that everyone
is made from two parts -- a mother and a father. And I can
*totally* understand why you feel that way and why blood is so
important to you. Can you understand that there are people for
whom... that might not be true? Who are not made up of just two
parts or for whom blood is less important than choice?"
The Ranger ruffles her shoulders in sad
confusion. That didn't sound right, too abstract and not
answering the question. Robin tries again, her voice a quiet
whisper, barely the faintest burble of a stream.
"Adonis.
I... have almost no knowledge as to my parentage. The *only*
thing I can say for certain is that I am a descendant of the former
King of Amber. And most likely a close one. Other than
that... pffft!" The girl gestures helplessly. "And after
what I saw on the Black Road... what I know can be done with sorcery or
technology... I can't even guarantee that there were two people
involved in my conception.
"My earliest
memories are of Arden. And Dad. And... others." Robin
turns from that subject. The rest of it is painful enough without
bringing up Rattle. "Back then, no one ever talked with me about
where I came from. And I never investigated. How I came to
be just... wasn't important to who I was. It didn't matter.
What I *chose* was. And I chose Arden. And Julian."
"What you
heard..." the girl's voice dampens to a sad murmur "was your father
confirming that *choice.* He and I have chosen that he is my
father. And we're committed to it. I... I am talking to you
now, because I am equally committed to you as my brother. And I
am not *EVER* giving up on that. Not even if you call me not your
sister again." Robin's eyes are wet with green tears by the time
she finishes but underneath there is a flare of stubborn resolution.
Long before
the end of Robin's gushing admission, her brother's
expression is one of terminal bewilderment. After she finishes, he
closes his mouth, looks away, looks back, starts to say something,
stops, scratches his head, and finally asks, "So Pater is your
*adoptive* father?"
"Probably...
Really, Adonis, I don't know anything about my
parents." Robin ruffles sadly. "Though there seems to be
some mounting evidence that my *mother* was of Amber. But..." she
shrugs.
"And if your
next question is 'how can we be so much alike, when we're no...
given...'" the girl chokes off her statement. She doesn't like
even thinking that they're not siblings. "I don't know,
Adonis. I really don't. But I believe as strongly as you do
that we are... really frighteningly similar in a lot of ways."
Adonis licks
his lips and somehow manages to stop looking stupid by an
effort of pure self-control, he is a son of his father after all.
Instead he takes on the expression of a man hurriedly recalculating a
very difficult equation after someone has pointed out a fundamental
flaw in his arithmetic.
"I see! Yes!
Really, I should not be surprised. This phenomenon is common enough in
Arcadia; I have several thousands of adoptive children myself and I
have long suspected Pater would also adopt, given certain
circumstances." He gives vent to an ironic chuckle. "Before we met, I
had heard some rangers talk of you and from their words I had
conjectured that you might even be my daughter." He smiles ruefully
over at Robin. "Is it not rich?"
The Ranger
shrugs. It's not beyond the realm of possibility, but
still... a little flare of rebellion runs up Robin's spine -- she is
*Julian's* daughter, not anybody else's. That's what they were *just*
talking about.
"Fear not! I
doubt this is the case and, even if it were, I would have
little right to call you 'daughter' at this time. But yet, as you say,
the similarities are frightening. Your *mother* was of Amber, you say?
Then any Arcadian blood must come through your father. Mmm!"
Adonis shrugs,
"It makes no difference to my warning. I appreciate the strength of your
'choice'. Pater and I love each other because I am his
son but neither of us have any choice in our relationship; you,
however, he has *chosen* to love - a positive act, as I am sure you
will agree, and I feel it is reciprocated in full. There is a power in
that you may draw on.
"But please do
not believe that merely because you have chosen to cleave to Pater that this
negates your 'natural' connections. If you recognize
they are there, you will be prepared; if not, you may be surprised at
their strength. If my guess as to your bloodline is true, then at the
very least it will...'intensify' your experience in Arcadia." He shakes
his head wearily. "I do not pretend to understand all this."
"I..."
Robin stops and thiiiinnnnkkks about it. Memories of
Dannan drift across her mind. "Uh, yeah. Okay, you're right
on that one. Just because I might belittle any other possible
connections doesn't mean they can't pop up and whap me over the head,"
she admits ruefully.
Then she
notices her brother's mood. "Awww, Adonis." The Ranger
places a tender hand on her brother's upper arm. "Understanding
isn't really necessary for love and *you* are still the brother of my
heart." Robin's eyes glow with sympathy and sincerity.
Please Unicorn, let him see. She smiles tremulously at him, still
somewhat skittish that he's going to reject her again because she
doesn't fit all nicely into the Arcadian paradigm.
He raises his
head, a warm smile answering hers. "Oh, you need not
worry on that score; I have had long experience in loving without
understanding." His eyes, drift off slightly, as if he's listening to
some distant music, then they drift back to meet the ranger's eyes,
eyebrow rising in interrogative. "Perhaps we should make this a
formality, yes?"
"Hunh?"
The Ranger looks confused.
He half turns
and shuffles his feet until brother and sister front each
other full-face before enunciating formally in his stuffiest and most
pompous tone, "Robin, as Pater has chosen you for his daughter and you
have reciprocated, know then that I, Adonis Adonai, reciprocate your
choice in full. You are the sister of my heart; this I choose. And you
will remain so in addition to any other relationship that may later
become established between us." His eyes are large and very dark, so
dark the pupil is barely discernable from the iris.
Robin's eyes
twinkle with a myriad of emotions. She represses the
urge to burst out giggling at Adonis' tone. Instead she chooses
to let gratitude and relief flow through her in a warm pulse.
That Adonis understood and valued not only her choice but the place
choice held in her life was... very, very sweet. The least she
could do was value and understand not only his formalities but the
place they held in his life.
Thus she
intones in her best 'I'm serious about this' voice, for all the Green
to hear at this place on the border between Arden and Arcadia.
"And I, Robin of Arden, daughter of Julian of Amber, do now name Adonis
Adonai, the brother of my heart, and he will remain so in addition to
any other relationships that may later come my way."
Hmmm.
That didn't quite sound *quite* right, but at least she tried.
Adonis'
pomposity vanishes in a laugh of pure delight. "Oh, very good,"
he gurgles, "*fair* words indeed! I foretell all Arcadia will love the
Maid of Arden." He raises his voice and shouts joyously as he whirls
around, his aspect full upon him, "May these trees bear witness to our
declaration! May the birds and the beasts spread the word!"
At that, Robin
does burst into a brief bout of giggles. Laughter
shared with Adonis and the trees and the birds and the beasts.
His mirth
quietens to a grateful, if slightly sad, smile as he turns
back. "Thank you, Robin! For letting me play the part of Big Brother. I
had not realized how much I miss it."
"Well."
Robin drops a quick kiss on Adonis' cheek. "You are
definitely playing. But there's no part, Big Brother.
Though I have to warn you, I tend to fall on the bratty end of the Kid
Sister spectrum." She wrinkles her nose at him, her eyes
twinkling mischievously.
He smiles
back; his eyes shine rather than twinkle. A hand comes up to
touch where the kiss fell but falls again quickly.
"There is so
much I could still say to you but I sense time comes
between us for the nonce. Let me see, what is there still of
importance? Um...oh yes, I have not yet given you my message for
Mater..." He thinks for a minute, plenty of time for Robin to slip in a
comment if she wishes.
The Ranger
just waits for it.
"I do not lay
upon you a charge, or even a request, that you seek her
out, for I am confident that you and she will meet, unless she does not
wish it or another agency intervenes..." He pauses a moment, as if a
worrying thought occurs to him, but then his face clears..., "If you
meet, please introduce yourself, giving your name and stating your
connection to Pater and myself. By all means advance your mission by
request but also convey to her my love and devotion, along with
intelligence pertaining to her mother and her sisters, and the latter's
stated commitment to a negotiated settlement.
"Advise her
that, having conferred *discretely* with Pater and yourself as to
method, I am about the duty she laid on me. If she should express doubt
as to any of this, please tell her...tell her...that her son still
recalls the taste; she will know the reference. Can you remember all
that?"
"Yep."
Robin nods matter-of-factly. A good memory for
messages is de riguer for the mostly illiterate Rangers of Arden.
"If we run into one another, I'll pass it along. And if we
don't... I'll see if I can figure out at least a semi-secure way to get
the message through." A small flat smile crosses Robin's lips.
Adonis smiles,
nodding knowingly. If it's possible, he's sure she can
find a way.
"Lessee.
Last minute details about Amber... if you can't get
ahold of Jovian or Brennan, your next best bets would be... Folly, I
guess. But go straight to her, don't go through Martin.
Vere, but like Jovian, he could be really busy." There's no way
to hide the flare that goes through Robin at the mention of Vere's
name, so she doesn't try. "Aaaannnddd.... Reid, I think. If
he's in town."
"People to
avoid at all costs are Prince Jerod, Prince Martin and Prince
Caine. These are the ones most likely to take fatal or, at least,
very serious exception to your ways, mon frere. Unfortunately,
the other big danger to you -- Prince Bleys -- well... there's just not
anyway you're going to be able to avoid that one, Adonis. He's
Paige's father and a master warrior, highly skilled in the Family
Gifts, master manipulator. I... can't give you any advice on how
to deal with him because I *suck* at it myself." An rueful shrug
ruffles through Robin's shoulders.
"I have
already spoken to Caine and Martin, and I have been told the
former may have been responsible for saving my life. You must
understand that I cannot allow myself to be prejudiced against them,
but I shall bear your words in mind should I cross their paths."
Robin shrugs
to indicate that they don't have to have the same friends.
"As to
Bleys...I have some experience with fathers and manipulation,
but I gratefully accept your words of wisdom and shall not ignore
them." The way Adonis uses the plural of 'father' might indicate he
includes his own or it might not; he definitely means more than one,
though (and he gives no sign that he might deplore the limitations of
Thari as a language). "Do you have any other advice, sister?"
"Ooonnne other
thing." Robin looks really embarrassed. The
ironical similarities are piling way too high on this one, but she
feels that she should at least mention it. "It... might be a good
idea if you stretched to maybe, at least a loincloth, mon frere.
If you can, think of it as not so much hiding or changing your
selfness, but as shielding some of the more delicate eyes of Amber
from... the full glory of your Aspect." The girl can't *quite*
get that out with a straight face, for all that she's sincere about the
sentiment.
"Ah! Yes!" Her
brother taps a finger on his lips as an aid to thought
(well every little helps). "When my presence is generally required in
places less wild than the woods, I customarily wear a simple white
tunic, approximately mid-thigh length, cotton. Sometimes with a green
trim." He seems slightly embarrassed. "I don't suppose you might know
where such may be acquired at short notice?"
"Hmmmm...
I think I might have a nightrobe that could
serve..." Robin puts her pack down on the forest floor and
rummages through it as she calls upon her heritage.
Adonis looks
down on her as she scrabbles through her pack, sensing the
movement of arcane forces about her.
Smushed up
down in the bottom of Robin's pack is a sleeveless tunic of
white wool with a trim of woven green yarn. It is the perfect
size to cover the smaller Robin to mid-calf and the larger Adonis to
mid-thigh. And since it was cut loosely for a somewhat rounded
woman, when Robin holds it up, it looks like it might not even bind
over Adonis' shoulders.
A wry smile
darts across Robin's face as she hands
the tunic to her brother.
"Thank you,
Robin! Both for the advice and the garment. Mmm! It would
seem this leaves me in your debt. I think there are two more things I
might conceivably give you at a moment's notice."
The Ranger
shakes her blonde head. "Jovian says we don't 'count'
family. And I agree with him. There's no debt, mon
frere. Still, I'll listen to your things."
Adonis
acknowledges her grace with a nod.
"The first is
a name. Entering Arcadia as you will, directly in to the
Wild Wood, you are very likely to encounter centaurs. They are fierce,
proud and typically patrol the borders. You may not encounter them
first but I deem them more likely than any other.
"Be not too
affronted if they seem hostile, particularly in these times. They're loyalty is
unquestionable. There are a few, a very few, among
them who speak Thari, having learned it from their father, who learned
it from his.
"Chiron is
their chieftain, a peer among equals and a physician whom many deem
wise. He and his people know me as 'Pholus'. Though fierce, they will
be slow to harm you if you if you mention these names."
"Chiron.
Pholus." Robin nods. And thinks a little
about Adonis' earlier wince, his statements concerning his mother, and
the power of Names.
"Chiron is no
god and he will not hear you speak...unless his powers
have grown greatly since last we met. It is possible, but unlikely -
always assuming he lives." He seems suddenly struck by a thought that
he clearly does not like but after a moment he shakes it off and
continues...
"Which matter
brings me to the second. You are now aware that the Gods of Arcadia
hear the prayers of the faithful. It occurs to me that this may serve
us should other forms of communication prove unreliable." He studies
Robin's face carefully, measuring her response.
"Hunh?"
Robin seems baffled.
"I know you
have Pater's card, but this has failed you before in
matters concerning my maternal relations." He takes a deep breath. "I
am not suggesting that you should not look first to Pater's card, or
Jovian's, should you need to speak to someone outside Arcadia, but
perhaps we should be prepared should their function be prohibited?"
"Are... you
suggesting that I *pray* to you in Arcadia? And that
you'll hear me in Amber if I do?" Robin's expression is of one
trying to be polite and open-minded at the same time dealing with a
heady mix of skepticism and distaste.
"I feel the
word 'pray' is an unnecessarily emotive word. I assure you
this is *not* worship. Let us say that, should you call my name, and
*if* you truly believe the brother of your heart returns your love in
full, then perhaps I will hear you, even in Amber.
"Obviously, an
immediate response would be out of the question, but at the very least
I should be able to alert Pater. Neither do I deny that perhaps this
too may become blocked by someone aware of the possibility. But it is a
*possible* alternative, and, if we can make contact, it may surprise
both sides of our family."
He drops his
head and a note of apology enters his voice, "Of course, I shall
understand completely if you find the very suggestion
distasteful. I am only raising the matter out of concern to offer
as many avenues to you as possible."
"I... calling
your name with the power of love in my heart is not a
problem, Adonis." Robin grins sheepishly. "I do things like
that all the time. It's just... well, like you said, if there's
no prayer or worship involved it's not an issue. Don't worry
about it."
She nudges him
gently with a closed fist on the upper arm. The Ranger is still
cautious around her so-strange brother, otherwise he would've been
treated to a full friendly thump.
"I'm just not
sure it will work. It didn't the last few times I tried it.
Course I wasn't in Arcadia at the time."
"You called
upon me?" Her brother is clearly very surprised she should
have even bothered, then he thinks. (He seems not to have noticed the
'punch' at all.)
"No,
no." Robin hurries to correct the misunderstanding.
"It was Father I called upon. With all the power of my heart and
from places of power. And it didn't work...." she trails off
sadly. "That's why I'm kind of skeptical about 'calling' in
general."
Adonis nods in
a 'now I understand' sort of manner. "You must
understand that, while my powers are meager indeed compared to Pater's,
or perhaps even to yours, nonetheless they exist but are of a different
order. If you call my name, and you really believe...," he shrugs in a
'who knows' gesture, "...perhaps one day you may even hear my response?"
Then he looks
up, reaching with his left hand to cup her cheek and
gently pull her face closer to his. He speaks fiercely, intensely.
[If Robin
permits this, they wind up less than a foot apart. There's no
threat intended in the gesture but with the intensity of his gaze, it
might be intimidating.]
The Ranger
shivers a little at his touch, but doesn't seem to mind
it. In fact, she cups her hand over Adonis'. But as the god
begins to pull her toward him, Robin starts to flutter uncomfortably
and her eyes turn from Adonis'.
"But you must
*believe*..."
"Adonis...
please... I... don't know you well enough. Please,
don't move me around. Don't trap me." Robin's shivers move
toward actual shudders, almost as though she were fighting back a
natural instinct in an attempt to stay friendly, stay civilized.
The instinct of a wild falcon with it's wings pinioned.
Suddenly the
intensity is gone. His hand falls, reluctantly, to his
side.
"Of course!
Entrapment is not my intention; quite the opposite. Please forget I
said anything at all."
"Oh!
No... silly man." Robin says softly and fondly as she
kisses him on the cheek again. "It's not the words. I hear
and understand those. They're fine. It's this." She
takes his chin gently and then pulls his face first one way, then the
other. "And this." She hugs him fiercely but forces his
head to her chest in a fine imitation of Adonis' earlier hug. And
then quickly releases him.
He lets her
pull his face as she wishes; he feels no threat in her
actions. Neither does he flinch from her embrace. Indeed, a brief spasm
in his muscles, easily felt by his sister, reveals he has to refrain
from returning it.
"We... don't
touch each other that way. At home. Unless we
know one another very well. It's... confining. *Physically*
confining." The girl's eyes are soft and pleading, hoping her
wild brother will understand.
"I see...I
think I see!" He looks down and away and then back again,
but as his eyes meet hers, the dark flames seem quiescent, almost
deliberately hidden. "Yes, it was foolish of me to press you so closely
so soon."
He smiles
politely, retreating in to formality. "I was trying to touch your soul,
but of course such intimacy is not the 'done thing' in Amber, and I
should not have intruded without your permission. I knew this of
course, but perhaps I allowed myself to get a little 'carried away'. I
ask you to forgive the breach of etiquette."
"Thank
you." A sad lop-sided smile lifts one corner of Robin's
lips. "Please, just give me a little time, mon frere. Our
first two meetings... hurt. And I'm still a little
skittish. I love you, but I'm... just not ready to be grabbed by
you, yet. Give me time and I'll come to gauntlet. Just not
right now. K?"
"I know I hurt
you too..." Robin trails off.
This last
brings a dismissive wave, very reminiscent of his father; any
pain Robin has caused is clearly inconsequential. "I do not wish to
dismiss your feelings, Robin, but I believe I hurt Pater far more than
you. By comparison to you both, any pain *I* might have suffered is no
more than a prickle.
"There is a
saying in the City, sister; trite but true - 'Love Hurts!' We
cannot be close to the ones we love without causing them some pain, and
vice-versa, of course. You will come to understand that in time. But a
certain amount of pain helps remind us that we are alive...," at this
point he breaks in to a broad smile, "...and it is not as if our loved
ones do not also bring great joy, and this you have brought me in this
place." He gestures to include their immediate environs.
"Me
too." Robin beams. "I mean, you've made me happy too."
"Uh... I better get
going..." she says reluctantly. "Best to leave on a high note."
"Take care of
yourself, mon frere." She hugs him for real this time. "And
thank you for... well, everything."
Adonis returns
her embrace, but taking care not to overdo things this
time round.
Which seems to
work well as, after an initial quiver, Robin calms down
to a nice warm clinch.
"And I must
also thank you; I am sure your advice will prove seminary -
advocate and king, mmm! Pater said told me it would do us both good to
negotiate."
He lets her go
and steps back, eyeing her appraisingly. "Geia taksiodi! Fare you well,
Robin! My prayers go with you!"
"Au revoir,
Adonis. May the wind never be at your back."
Robin lifts her hand in farewell, scoops up her pack and scoots,
thinking that maybe having Adonis' prayers around may not be such a bad
thing, considering where she's going.
Adonis waves
cheerily to his sister, before turning and walking quickly
back up the path.