Book
Five
Chapter
Forty-Eight - Second Breakfast
Robin looks
around the hallway, white teeth chewing on
her bottom delicately on her bottom lip. She figures she's done
better
this time, there's actually people passing to and fro in this
corridor.
And an amazing lack of dust and cobwebs.
The
Ranger's nostrils flare slightly, she can smell breakfast and she knows
it's
somewhere around here. But the air in this place! It's
either
absolutely still and stagnant or it's trailing in strange misleading
patterns
that end up in walls as far as the Ranger can tell.
Ah
well, nothing for it. Robin flags down a passing page.
"Excuse
me? Can you tell me where the Cinnamon Nook is?"
The
page, a young man of coffee complexion and tightly curled black hair,
stops
for a moment. He blinks his brown brown eyes a couple of times at
the
sword-bearing female Ranger. Robin can almost hear the gears
grinding
in his head as his expression changes from 'Duh!' to 'Royals, go
figure.'
Obviously the staff is starting to recognize Julian's perennially lost
daughter.
"It's the door directly behind you, Your Ladyship."
"Oh!
Thank you." Robin chuckles ruefully as she turns around toward
the
large cherry-wood double doors behind herself.
As
the girl opens sets her hand to one of the handles, she guesses she's
got
the place right, but the hour? Robin figures she's either early,
on
time or late. It'd be up to Jovian to let her know which.
As the door opens, Jovian is pouring his th-- uh,
fou--...well,
however manyth cup of klah from the second pot found to contain that
substance
in the history of Amber. He glances up and smiles, finishes pouring and
hands
the cup to Robin. "Try this," he urges with his first genuine smile of
the
morning.
It
is, as elsewhere noted, predominately cinnamon flavored, with a base
note
of chocolate and the barest hints of coffee. It is already mildly
sweetened,
and there's a creamer on the table. There are also two place settings,
a
carafe of cranberry juice, and a serving plate loaded with biscuits,
sausage
and bacon with appropriate accoutrements. Likewise a bowl of fruit,
though
that may have been here before.
"Hey, Jove." Robin greets her brother with a happy
grin
and a kiss on the cheek as she accepts the cup from him.
Second genuine smile of the day.
Holding the cup under her sensitive nose, the Ranger
sniffs
with eyes closed. As the steam from the cup curls up around her
cheeks,
the girl raises a curious eyebrow. Well, now. If it tastes
as
good as it smells...
Opening
sparkling eyes, she takes a sip from the cup. A look of delight
washes
over her face and she kicks back a huge slug. Robin laughs as she
wipes
off her klah-mustache. "Okay. This is *not* what I had in
the
cave that morning."
"Not close," Jovian chuckles. "It doesn't travel well -
especially
in the wet, extremes of temperature and Chaos." That he can joke about
traveling
in Chaos may be a good sign, or he may be sublimating hard. He's
Julian's
son, so it's hard to be sure.
He is at the place beside the head of the table. He
gestures
to the seat at the head, pours himself a cup of klah and sits without
waiting
for Robin to do so.
Robin plumps herself down into the head chair and looks
over
the spread. Nice! Setting down her nearly empty klah cup,
Robin
sets to work. Ignoring the flatware, Robin whips out her eatin'
knife
and splits a biscuit. With a lifetime's expertise, she snags more
than
a few strips of bacon along the flat of the knife and a sausage with
the
tip. In economical practiced moves, the whole mess is then
sandwiched
into the biscuit.
Third genuine smile - or maybe the first just never gave
ground
- for the zest with which she attacks life. He helps himself similarly,
pausing
for a little maple butter on the biscuit.
"How's our fine Danu this morning?" Jovian asks, with a
teasing
little grin.
A big white grin answers her brother. "Deep Green,"
she
croons happily, "He's... fine!" Robin's eyes flash. She
shakes
her head in amazement as she chuckles ruefully. "I tell you,
Jove.
I *had* to be dead not to notice *that* walking around the
Castle.
Oh my!"
The
girl is practically incandescent with happiness, love and fire.
The serious, duty-bound dragonrider has probably never met
his
sister's eyes with such joy as this. Learning she was lost on the Black
Road,
it became a wondrous thing to see her alive at all. But to see her
*this*
alive....
Robin wrinkles her nose playfully at her brother as she
takes
a big bite out of the biscuit-sandwich. If she's all twinkly-eyed
at
breakfast, it's only because Jovian decided to pull her ashes out of
the
fire back in Danu. So really, it's all his fault.
If there's one Troy ounce of wistfulness in there
somewhere,
it would take a particularly skilled refiner of souls to pick it out.
And
do Amberites really have souls, anyway?
"So he's going to be away, what? Two, three weeks?"
One shoulder shrugs casually as Robin swallows.
"Dunno.
We'll be in different places, so there's no knowing how things will
go.
That's why we had to get the important work done before he left."
The
girl's not thrilled by the prospect of the two of them splitting off
into
different shadows, but the important work *did* need to get done.
So
whether it's a day, a year or a century before she and Vere meet again,
they're
bound. Though Robin's well aware that she's going to get very...
cranky
if the her-time starts creeping past a month or so.
"I know what you mean," Jovian commiserates. "So much to
set
straight. I have trouble saying where to begin." It's not quite a
thousand
yard stare, but his smile slips into a wistful regard for a knee-high
patch
of the opposite wall.
A sympathetic pout pulls at Robin lips as she looks at her
brother,
the Calusan. She reaches out the hand not holding the biscuit and
pats
him gently on the hand, a gentle croon pushing through her lips.
"Ah,
Jove... Listen, I owe you more than one. Is there anything I can
do
to help?" _Even if it's just listen._
"Hey, quit it," he answers, holding the offered hand. "We
don't
count like that. If *they* want to," and by this he means the rest of
this
screwed up family, "then they can, but we don't, OK? You need, I'm
here.
Because I want to be."
A beautiful smile spreads across Robin's face. She
just
wanted to give her brother the out if he needed it, after all the
Ranger
suspects that she's more than a little high-maintenance.
"Thanks,
Jove. Me too." She chuckles, "I mean, I'm here for you
too.
And no, I don't 'count' on family." Meaning Dad and Jove.
And
maybe, maybe Gerard and his brood too. Time will tell.
And then Jovian sighs, knowing he's ducking the question.
"I
don't know if there's a lot you can help with, Robin. Some of it is me
doing
it to myself. Some of it's the nature of the beast...Kourin will get
used
to the idea of our lifespan or not and there's just so much I can do
about
it. And some of it I don't know what to do with - as screwed up as
flowers
sprouting fire," he concludes with a wan chuckle.
"Hmmmm." Robin takes another bite and chews
ruminatively.
"Well. From just recent experience, I know that it helps a whole
lot
just saying some of it out loud. Relieves some of the pressure,
the
icky overwhelming feeling of it." A wry grimace dances across her
face
as the girl remembers last night's hysterics. And Jovian's
wonderful
listeningness.
"And
if you – and Kourin, and of course, Hoshith and Canareth – want I can
talk
to Kourin, maybe. After all, I sometimes count as a girl
too.
I might be able to help."
Jovian chews on that thought and a bite of biscuit for a
moment,
settling on a safe answer. "Thanks, Robin. I'll let you know. She's
supposed
to meet me in an hour to go to the encampment. I'll see how she's doing
then...."
He trails off, evidently not looking forward to his afternoon very much.
"Ah Jove..." Robin squeezes his hand
sympathetically.
"Listen, girls are easy. Take her a present. Tell her you
were
wrong – no specifics mind you – just wrong in general. Tell her
you
love her and will do anything you can. That should at least get
her
talking again." A hopeful little smile lines Robin's lips.
It
hasn't escaped her attention that there are only two place settings
here.
"I'll do something to make her dragon happy, that usually
works,"
Jovian adds with a wan chuckle.
"Aw, Faranth shat a brick," he groans. "I almost forgot.
Ossian.
He needed to talk with me about a trump today."
Aside,
mentally, to Canareth: //Please ask Hoshith if she and her rider will
be
going down with us today. Tell her there's a bath and oiling in it for
her,
but she's got to help carry the oil.//
//They will.// He sounds worried.
//What's the trouble?// Jovian carefully schools his
expression,
keeping consternation out of the face he shows Robin.
//Last night. The weyr is unsettled over it.// the
dragon
explains.
//We'll have a wingleaders' conference today, make sure no
one's
getting crazy ideas. For now we keep cool and don't do anything sudden,
make
sure they know.//
//I have done so.//
As Jovian gets that I'm chatting with my bonded look,
Robin
sits back and consciously decides to turn the conversation away from
the
unhappy-jovian topics.
"As far as those flowers... some of that will be dealt
with
when we get the final diagnoses and treatment plan in on Heather
Vale."
Robin says matter-of-factly. "And I expect the rest will get
settled
when we make our final approach on Daeon." She shrugs, that one's
still
a little up in the air, but Robin has confidence in herself and her
father
in concert as Arden-managing masters.
"Got your work cut out down in Arden, huh? Well, it's good
to
be busy. Between reintegrating the veterans and tightening the border
with
Arcadia - how long is that border anyway?"
"It varies." There's another of those shrugs.
"With
the Warden back in residence, I suspect it's going to shrink pretty
rapidly.
We'll probably be looking at holding a long stretch. Course that
include
some winding. We'll see."
The
thought of the upcoming war brings a feral green gleam to Robin's
eyes.
After the Unicorn only knows how long of very, very carefully *not*
doing
anything, the Ranger is more than ready for some action.
"Dad's still planning on not taking sides, right? We're
just
interested in keeping the mess from spilling over?"
"No, no sides. That'd be messing with the natural
order
in Arcadia. Rather avoid that if we can. Too much going on
as
it is." Look innocent. Bite, chew, chew. No covert
missions
planned here, no sirree.
"Especially with Dad's intention to raise our new sibs
himself,"
Jovian replies with a Julianic eyebrow and quirk at the corner of his
mouth
- walking right through Robin's blank wall. "Which should make Calliste
all
happy. You're going to need to secure the *hell* out of that border,
little
bird," he adds, gesturing with his cranberry juice glass.
An evil grin reveals Robin's white teeth and her eyes
flicker
with green impish-ness. That's what her life is and she's looking
forward
to getting back to it.
He swallows contemplatively (a neat trick if you can do
it),
with a pondering distance in his eye. "By the way, have you thought
about
what we're supposed to do if Daeon doesn't *want* to come back with
Dad?"
"Uh, yeah.... I've thought about it." She looks
contemplatively
over at her brother, raising an eyebrow at the 'we're.' So,
Jovian
wants in on this one. Robin presses her lips together and nods to
herself
as she pours herself another cup of klah. Fair enough. Jove
knows
Daeon, fought beside him. She doesn't and didn't.
"Jove.
You and Dad got issues enough without me stirring up the mud.
I...
it's *really* important to me than that you two get along and
honestly?
I never want Dad to even suspect that his kids are ganging up on him
behind
his back." The girl swallows nervously, her eyes dropping to her
plate.
"But
yeah, if Dad's handling Daeon the way he's handled you... I'm not
sure...
He might be... a little off-track..." It costs Robin a lot to admit
that
she might think her beloved father may not entirely 100-percent correct.
"Don't know about that, kiddo. There is a similarity there
-
I gather Dad let each of us choose the life we wanted to lead early on,
and
each of us in turn chose the life our mothers preferred. And whether
he'll
admit it or not, I'm sure he resents our choices." Jovian covers an
uncomfortable
moment's pause by reaching for a biscuit. "But I've lived my outside
life
for fifty years - Daeon for a couple hundred anyway. And I've come back
to
the fold more or less willingly. Might make a difference."
He
looks a thoughtful question at Robin, then decides to voice it anyway.
"I
wonder where you'd have ended up in turn, if he hadn't let us go."
"What do you mean?" Robin's brows knit in
puzzlement,
though something nervous dances in her green eyes.
Jovian pauses to consider. "Daeon is Daeon. The more he
changes,
and all that rot. But Dad could have brought me home to Arden, taken on
my
early education. Maybe made as much of a Ranger out of me as he has
with
you. But I disappointed him. If I hadn't, maybe you would have had more
choices
before you. I'm not saying that's bad - you turned out pretty damn good
and
you're happy with your life. That's what matters."
Green eyes blink blink at Jovian. Then like sunlight
she
breaks into delighted laughter. "Oh, Jooo-ve! Aren't you
sweet?"
The
girl bounces up out of the chair and plops a big kiss on the crown of
her
brother's head. "Silly. Now you listen to me." Robin gives
Jovian's
chin a fond shake.
"Dad
didn't 'make me a Ranger', Jovian. I'm a Ranger because it is
truly
and really what I want to be. See, Jove -- I'm
Pattern-initiated.
I've been Pattern-initiated for decades. If I wanted to be
anything
else, *believe* me, I would be." In the green of her eyes flashes
–
for just a moment – the arrogance of Oberon's line. "All of
Shadow
is my playground, Jovian Shadow-flyer. And I have made my
choice.
It is Arden. And Prince Julian's rangers."
But Robin can't
maintain
it and breaks down into giggles. "So everybody else is just stuck
with
it."
"By
the way, just so you know -- Dad is hardly disappointed in you.
He's
so proud he's fit to burst. You should've been standing next to
him
when you were knighted." A big happy grin lights Robin's face as
she
returns to her seat.
"But
that's just what I mean." She grows contemplative. "I've got to
find
some way to get that across to Daeon too. That he loves both of you and
that
he desperately wants you both to live."
The eyebrow is distinctly filial, but at least this time
the
ironic quirk at the corner of Jovian's mouth is gone. He holds his
peace
for now.
She ruffles her shoulders sadly. "I'm not really
sure
what I'm going to do. I don't know Daeon at all. And a lot
depends
on whether Dad's there or not." She looks up at the bronze-rider.
"I
still trust Father absolutely. If he says conk the guy over the
head
and let's go. Then that's what I'm going to do. Buuuutttt,
if
Dad gives me room to maneuver, I'm hoping to see if there's something I
can
do to reach the uber-goal of the guy not dying. As opposed to
dragging
him back to this little paradise." She waves her hand at the room
and
the whole horrible Castle/Family that it implies.
The dragonman nods contemplatively. "I don't know if this
place
would kill him. I don't know whether he can evolve. But I hope you'll
keep
me posted, anything you find out about him. I won't get in your way
about
it, but I sort of need to know so I can keep the other Rubies out of
your
way too." He twiddles his new signet ring where she can see it, ruby
catching
the morning light, for emphasis. For some reason the idea doesn't seem
to
thrill him as much as it ought.
"This place would be horrible for him, Jove. And it
probably
*would* kill him. It's going to be a damn near thing with me and
I
gather that Daeon is even... wilder. People like us shouldn't be
kept
inside walls where civilized behavior makes the difference between life
and...
being manipulated into an ugly death." Robin tchs her tongue
disgustedly.
"Don't
worry, mon frere. I will definitely keep you posted. You're
family.
Though yeah, I'd appreciate it if you intermediate with your club
buddies."
She smiles wryly, then looks at Jovian more closely.
"Good," the veteran nods. "We'll share information - I
should
tell you, all of us who went to Chaos are concerned about where those
damn
fire-lillies came from. What they can do, and what can be done with
them.
It would mean a lot if you could keep me in the loop with anything you
find
out."
Robin nods distractedly as she tunes in more closely on
Jovian's
mood.
"Trouble
in the Red Room?" Concern hums through the girl's voice.
The wingleader actually winces at being found out. "What
gave
it away?"
He
takes a deep breath, composes his thoughts and feelings, but does
not meet Robin's gaze. "We spent some time this morning debriefing our
former
Chaosian spy. It was...an ugly time." It plainly hurts him to say even
that
much, though he holds his tone even.
"Awwwww." Robin fiddles with her knife against the
plate,
making little scritch-scritch noises. "Poor Aisling. It's
so
out of its element here." A sympathetic croon lifts out of the
girl.
She knows how it is to be thrown into an alien place where everything
is
so strange and so hostile.
"I... I wish there
was
some way we could make it feel more comfortable. Safe.
Welcome."
The Ranger shrugs her shoulders, she knows what she means but she's not
sure
how to achieve it.
It will not escape Robin's notice that every time she uses
the
pronoun 'it' to reference Aisling, the tension in Jovian ratchets up.
The
flinch of a man suppressing a pained reaction - like having a wound
sutured
without painkillers - is almost visible but not quite.
"Okay." Robin says in a small voice. And sets
the
knife carefully down on the plate. "That was wrong." She
looks
down and folds her hands into her lap.
She
sighs and looks over to Jovian with bbiiiigg green eyes. "How
'bout
I don't try to 'help' and just listen?" She smiles at her brother
with
a swell of warmth and support.
"It wasn't wrong," he manages with a sad smile. "We want
the
same thing. It's just...shit and crackdust, Robin, I'm having to watch
so
many people treat her like some kind of monster. Like an IT. I've known
a
lot of creatures less human than she is who never walked on more than
two
legs."
He
turns his face down and away, closing his eyes tight, jaw muscles
bunching. It just might occur to his sister that it's
hurting
him out of proportion to simple defense of an ally.
A soft croon of sympathy lifts out of the girl.
Gently,
so she doesn't startle her him, Robin slips from her chair. Like
a
light breath of forest air, she slides around behind Jovian. And
enfolds
her brother in hug that is warm, enfolding and alive.
The
girl rest her cheek on top of his head and just is there. His
sister
who loves him.
He leans into her, silent for a moment as tension slowly
drains
from him. "It was pretty fardling horrible," he admits in a small
voice.
"I wanted to stop it, but that would have been wrong. Still, they could
have
*tried* to keep some human decency about it." His eyes still haven't
opened,
but at least his fists have unclenched.
"So
now you know, too," he concludes after a pause, and by that he seems to
mean
more than what happened in the Red Room.
"Mmmm-hmmm." Robin confirms gently. She might
not
know the whole shape of it yet, but yeah, she's got the gist. The
girl
nuzzles the top of her brother's head sadly. Poor Jovian. A
sympathetic
croon fluffs his hair gently, and Robin's hug becomes a strong
accepting
squeeze.
"Only adds to the stress with Kourin too, though I'm not
sure
she's picked up on it. But that's such a mess anyway...shells, it is on
both
sides." He opens his eyes at last, to reach for his klah and have a
long
draught of the cooling brew. "Hell with it. I'm going off somewhere to
be
a crazy recluse. Want to come along? We could open a florist shop, sell
cut
firelillies to society ladies. Good way to thin the herd of
society
ladies...."
"MMMMmmmm. Barbecue." A deep chuckles accompanies
Robin's
contribution to the plan.
Jovian grins crookedly at his sister and the idea for a
moment,
then lets it go. "Too long a day already, I'm getting punchy. And it's
just
begun."
"Jove." Robin's voice is full of warmth and
confidence
as she loosens her hug, moving her hands up to the back of the
dragonrider's
neck. Strong fingers begin to rub Jovian's neck and
shoulders.
"You have a good heart, a strong soul and fine mind. Not to
mention
a hell of a bond-mate. You will find your way through this.
Even
if it seems all muddy and horrible right now."
She
smiles at him, absolute faith in him shining in her eyes.
"We'll do what we can with what we can control, little
bird,"
he smiles back. "Just like always. And what we can't control will keep
us
from getting bored." Jovian shakes his head, chuckling at
himself.
"Out of this whole cast of crazy characters, leave it to your brother
to
fall for the Chaosi spy."
Robin chuckles back, a twinkle in her eye. And drops
a
kiss on her brother's cheek. Then continues working on his
shoulders
and neck. Behind Jovian, she shakes her head with a little
laugh.
Robin herself has never been the 'control' type. Influence, yes,
but
control? Not even of herself. Loose, limber reactions -- *that's*
Robin's
style. And she hopes it will be able to help Jovian, now and in
the
times that come.
"So," he starts again after a few minutes. "Have you
talked
with anyone about a trump? I'll be catching up with Ossian, I can
mention
it to him if you haven't."
"Reid... I gave him my permission to make a sketch."
Robin
wrinkles her button nose at the thought, of the sketch not of Reid, as
she
finishes up with her brother's shoulders. Patting him lightly,
she
returns to her seat.
As
the Ranger drops into the chair, she folds her legs comfortably under
herself
and takes a slug of her lukewarm klah. "He and I are going to be
in
contact regarding the important, right-now Arden project. From
what
he said though, it takes serious time to make a full-out Trump. I
don't
think I'm going to be around enough for Ossian to manage. Unless
he's
a *lot* faster than Reid." Which, somehow, Robin doubts.
Jovian nods. "I gather Merlin had to make a sketch of
Aisling
to get us out of Chaos. Didn't seem to take a long...urrr...arbitrary
parcel
of non-time. Maybe I can get Reid to do an extra you, and Ossian to do
a
spare me."
A rueful – and sympathetic – chuckle shakes Robin at the
non-time.
Yep, she's been there too. And it was probably harder on her
brother
than her.
"As
long as it doesn't take too long, mon frere. I need to leave the
Castle.
Today. Hopefully before noon. Daeon and his flowers are
waiting.
So is the Reid business. Reintegration without Brita." She
ticks
her tongue at that.
"And...
and Prince Bleys already cornered me this morning. I've got to
get
out before any of the others get a read." Robin scrunches up her
nose
as though smelling something nasty and shudders dramatically.
"I presume Bleys wanted your first-hand account of Brita's
abduction,
but what's the Reid thing?"
"Well, yes. That's what Bleys *said* he
wanted.
And it might even have been in the top five things on his mind."
Robin
allows. "But you can bet your sweet bippy that's not all he went
away
with." The girl pulls an extremely sour pout.
"The
'Reid thing' is that Reid ran into some trouble the last time he was in
Arden.
Dad asked me to investigate the Green side of it. And to stay in
touch
with Reid regarding the paved side of it. So I will be."
Robin
smiles at her brother. _Love you, Jovian. But that's all I
can
say right now._
Her brother nods, mybe not satisfied, but accepting. "It
would
be good if you could mention to Reid, then, about making a sketch for
me
since he'll already be working on one. And I'll hook up with Ossian
before
I leave the Rock for the day."
Robin smiles her gratitude to her brother for not pushing
and
reaches over to pat his hand. "Thanks, Jove. When I
talk
with Reid again, I'll mention it." She nods her assurance that
she
won't 'forget.'
"Oh,
will you say hi to Ossian for me when you see him?" A fond smile
dashes over Robin's lips as she reaches for another biscuit.
"Sure, I'll do that," Jovian nods, smiling again, snagging
a
bit more bacon.
"Thanks, Jove." Robin grins happily. And with
quick
practiced gestures arranges another biscuit cum bacon for
herself.
"Oh! And please say good morning to Canareth for me."
Otherwise,
happy munching sounds and the occasional shared laugh with her brother
constitutes
the rest of Robin's second breakfast.