Book
Four - The Masquerade
Part
Ten
The Huntress
seems to have alighted in the frame of an otherwise empty
conversational nook. She leans against the gilt doorway, but her
interest isn't on the Grand Hall beyond nor on the shadowed room of
burgundy behind her. Instead, her face is turned toward one of
the ornate bird cages arranged in a nearby niche.
Her bright eyes side-look at the exotic creature contained therein, and
her full lips are pursed. The bright bird inside is also
side-looking at the girl and a quiet exchange of whistles seems to be
going on. Whether they are actually communicating, who knows?
When Conner approaches to ask for a dance, Robin politely demurs. Body
language though -- she sure tootin' appreciates being lumped in with
'all his female relatives.' Oh yes, she does. Thanks ever
so. Ba-Bye.
If you think Conner is being that obvious about it or
indeed acting like he's just checking you off his list, you do him a
disservice. In any case, Conner doesn't back off that easily.
"Would you care to walk the gardens then?" Conner asks. "I
would speak with you if you would with me."
"Why would you want to talk to me?" Robin raises a
brow, obviously not understanding. Maybe not so much hostile, as
just not seeing the basis for common ground with the 'Rebman.'
"Because I haven't had the chance to get to know
you." Conner replies. "And this may be the last time
in a long while that I'll get the chance." His body language
suggests nothing more than
friendly curiosity and a tinge of disappointment.
"Hunh." Robin's breath gusts out of her and her
brows furrow momentarily in thought. "Ooookaaay," She
allows, "but I
don't want to talk about Brita. Deal?" The Huntress has
arched an eyebrow, and not moved from where she stands oh so casually
leaning. And it's obvious that she doesn't intend to move until
she gets a promise from the blue dragon before her.
Conner blinks. "Deal." He smiles. "I
wasn't planning on it anyway. Though I did want to talk about
Heather Vale." He comments as they begin to walk out to the
gardens. "Or rather apologize for it."
Robin strolls along beside Conner, her movements more free
than they were a moment ago, though a certain social inertia seems to
have
gripped her. She's finding it difficult to break out of patterns
that
she set by months (?) – dammit, just how long *was* she here, anyway –
of
withdrawal.
The mention of Heather Vale, though, has definitely attracted her
attention. "Apologize?" The Huntress looks over to Conner
with some confusion in
her eyes.
"For losing your brother." Conner explains. "I
know intellectually that we were just completely overpowered."
Conner
turns to her. "Emotionally, I keep thinking there was something
we
should have been able to do."
"Conner." A grim chuckle escapes the Huntress as she
shakes her head.
"It's my understanding that my brother," she pronounces the word
awkwardly – Daeon is a stranger to her, "desired to leave. And
indeed, fought for the right to defy Prince Julian's orders. You
were in the no-win place." A sad sympathetic smile crosses the
girl's lips as she meets Conner's eyes.
"Had you been able to do something more, you would have been holding a
Knight-whatever and a prince of Amber against his will. Trust
me. Only badness comes from *that.* As it is, you freed a
close friend, and helped my people escape a rather gruesome end.
No apologies needed." Robin smiles quietly.
"Thank you for that." Conner nods. "I knew all that of
course but some things you just can't believe until someone else says
it." He smiles back then frowns again slightly.
"Artemis still
worries me though. I've never encountered that kind of power before. It
was
quite humbling."
Robin nods with understanding at Conner's smile. It
occurs to her that she was on the other end of a conversation much like
this just yesterday. Of course, for that talk the apologizee was
a *much* more gracious person than her. A shame that.
At the mention of Artemis, though, the Ranger's green eyes freeze,
though the chill is not aimed at Conner. "Brief me."
Then the girl shakes her head, and some warmth creeps back into her
eyes. "I mean," she gives a little embarrassed laugh, "if you
would be so kind as
to give me your perspective on a certain vegetative bitch who's about
to
have tres beaucoup badness dumped on her." The half-smile on
Robin's lips... maybe it's not such a good thing. More of a
gleeful malevolence, really.
"May that look always be directed at an enemy."
Conner chuckles though the laugh doesn't quite reach his eyes.
"Anyway, there
is not too much to tell. Artemis is essentially a primal force
and
I mean primal in several ways." Conner replies. "She basically
brought
her own reality with her to Heather Vale. All the spontaneous and
expanded plant growth was her influence. It almost seemed like
the plants were attacking us but I think that was just the illusion of
the grasses and vines growing so swiftly around us. Every male
except for Vista and myself were..." Conner hunts for the right
word, "mesmerized? Paralyzed?"
Conner
shrugs. "In any case rendered powerless by her beauty. Even
I had to
concentrate to not just stare at her. She can also
change her shape, swiftly and effortlessly. I only saw her
change into a gigantic bear but I feel sure that's not the end of her
bag of tricks." Conner looks down. "I take it Julian is
preparing to declare war on our favorite goddess?" He asks.
The Huntress is silent as she edges her way through the
crowd at the door to the patio, not an ignoring silence, just a 'wait a
moment' silence. Once out onto the air of the patio, a spring
comes into Robin's step and it's almost as if the glow from her skin
becomes a little brighter. But that's probably just the contrast
of the dark night with the lights of the Grand Hall. Probably.
The Dragon glides along with her seeming unperturbed by
the light, the darkness, or the silence.
The girl strides across the stonework of the patio,
ignoring the drifting partiers and twittering pairs of hushed
conversationalists until the glow of the decorative torchieres is
definitely behind her. In the
darkness of the rolling lawns, Robin is definitely glowing more
brightly and
the flow of her movements becomes freer.
She looks over to her escort with some regret. When she speaks
her voice is soft. "Oh, Conner. I'm doing you such a
disservice. I
hope that there *will* be time in the future. For us to get to
know one another better. And I hope you can forgive me if – for
now – things stay... professional as it were."
"As such, Prince Julian's plans are his own to say or not. But a
reckoning is coming. And I, for one, am looking forward to
it." And Robin smiles again, a warrior captured by a dress, a
savage on display in the center of the civilized world, a feral
fidgeting at her jesses.
Conner nods at this. "I understand, Spirit of the
Wild." He smiles. "I shall simply wish you luck then, and
trust in the expertise of the Warden. I'm no Ranger but I have a
fondness for Arden. If I can
help, let me know." Conner's tone shows that he knows that offer
will
likely never be called on, but he felt better making it.
There's a grateful glimmer in Robin's eyes for both the
offer and the space. If there's anything the ranger appreciates,
it's space.
"You've already done much for Arden from all reports." The
Huntress chuckles ruefully. "And it seems I've neglected yet
another civilized nicety." She shakes her head at herself.
And turns a sincerely warm gaze on the man. "Thank you,
Conner. For aiding my land, my men and my brother."
Conner smiles warmly in response. He places a hand
over his heart and gives her a half bow. "You are
welcome, Robin." The moment hangs there and then Conner
chuckles. "I find myself at a loss for words. A rarity to
be sure." He smiles.
Robin seems more at ease, her limbs flowing smoothly as
she continues to stroll the dark gardens. She returns Conner's
chuckle. "Really? I find myself at a loss for words all the
time."
"Diplomacy is the art of saying one thing while meaning
another and making sure the one you talk to takes both meanings."
Conner smiles. "Having the right words on the tip of one's tongue
is essential. It's learning another language really."
"Hunh." The Ranger shakes her head and chuckles
ruefully. "I barely speak this language. I'm afraid I'll
have to leave the diplomacy to others." Those green eyes dart to
Conner, not entirely comfortable, and then back out to the darkness
ahead of them. "And stick to giving the evil eye – followed by
the sword – to Amber's and Arden's enemies." The girl's lips cock
in a flat smile, yep that's the way it is.
"We each go with our strengths." Conner
smiles. "Though I sometimes wish I had worked more
with a blade. The skill seems more and more in demand of late."
"It seems to me there's enough people around here ready to
jump to the blade work. Even if one of em's me." Robin
shakes
her head, ruefully. "I... I'm finally starting to see the point
of
the talkin' jobs, Conner. Don't give up on 'em, yet.
K?"
The smile the ranger sends to Conner is hard fought for, but still
hopeful.
"Deal." He smiles back. "Between words and
weapons we'll got the job done."
"Phew!" The Ranger blows out a short breath.
"You think there'll ever be a time when there's not so much...
work?" It can't really be called dark as Robin is carrying her
own light with her. And maybe a little bit of hope as well.
"I sincerely hope so." Conner replies.
"Somehow, I know it's all going to get a lot worse before it gets
better, and I'm still trying to work out who is ally and who is enemy
in all this."
"Worse? I hope not." Robin looks back toward
the castle, a glittering negative silhouette against the starlight
sky. The girl folds her arms across her chest, hugging herself
for comfort. "We have met the enemy and they are us. Great
Darkness, *please* let them have learned," she whispers under her
breath.
"Learned?" Conner echoes. "What lesson would
that be?"
"That when you treat a prize like a pack of jackals, the
prize is torn apart." Robin's voice is flat and dead. "And
there's always other scavengers waiting to take advantage of the
distraction." The girl cocks her lips in irony.
"It is hard to teach old dogs new tricks." Conner
comments. "But the one saving grace of this family is knowing
when to band together against the outside."
Robin smiles, perhaps only a little flatly, to
Conner. "Yes, well. One hopes they can *stay* banded
together. Or there's not going to be any inside left."
"Still," a sigh lifts through the girl as she consciously decides to
leave that place, "*this* coronation seems to be going well. No
bloodshed, no chains. I suppose that's a good sign." She
chuckles.
"Indeed." Conner nods. "Though I admit to be waiting
for the other shoe to drop somehow."
"I know I'm counting down to midnight." The Huntress
admits ruefully. "But I... guess I'm finding that I'd rather die
in
hope and optimism this time, then continue to live in fear and
dread."
The girl nods to herself as though a decision made not so much in words
is
finding expression its way out in them.
"Some dreams are worth dying for." Conner
nods. "Others are worth living for." Conner hums.
"Either way, if this is Amber's last night I plan to enjoy it."
He smiles and offers his arm. "Shall we return?"
"Okay." Robin lays her hand gently on his arm.
"Worth living for." She murmurs to herself and nods. "And
enjoying." She smiles to her escort as she turns her feet back
toward the festivities.
They return to the patio, Conner leaves her with a smile
and a bow.
Robin returns both the smile and bow.
At an appropriate lull in his active festivities, the Fox
finds himself gravitating to the handsome Devil in the red mask.
Cambina is
off dancing with someone else and Brennan is shockingly (shockingly, I
say!)
at loose ends.
"Enjoying the revelries? Or just waiting for an opportunity to
make some mischief?"
"Do you have some in mischief mind? I won't
promise to help, but I'll be happy to provide you an alibi
afterwards. 'No, your majesties, Brennan was on the terrace with
me when the Ice Sculpture caught fire. He couldn't have been
involved.'"
The Fox smirks. "Nothing so immediate, I hope.
At least, I haven't planned anything interesting for tonight. On
the
other hand, by tomorrow... well, you never know.
"Some of the Knights think that the trail of flaming foliage in Daeon's
wake needs to be investigated. Soon. Some of the Knights
aren't keen on asking
permission. Some of the Knights aren't willing to go unless they
take
with them a means of contacting Daeon's father in a hurry." Those
somes
are obviously not necessarily identical.
"So far as I know, none of the Knights have such a means at their
disposal. Rather puts a crimp on our ability to plan these
things. Help your favorite
nephew out?"
"Heh. Perhaps I should go with you all. That
way I could avoid shepherding duties for Jerod's pirates. Know
anyone who needs a fleet full of ethically challenged sailors?
Other than Caine, who already has one?"
The Fox shrugs. "We haven't even agreed on who's
going yet. The planning isn't even remotely that close, although
if one of us is going to go, it's probably better we go before His
Majesty narrows the
choices by assigning us tasks. If you know what I mean.
"But having that Trump is a good a place as any to start
planning. And... no offense, you old Devil, but if I were feeling
unilateral about the whole thing, I'd have already gone, extra Trump or
not. Be that as it may, whoever goes, from myself to Lilly," he
says, naming the oldest to the youngest(*) "in whatever combination,
it's probably best that we go leaving the impression that we don't need
backup."
The Fox is grinning wryly beneath his mask. It's clear that he
wouldn't mind Bleys' company under other circumstances. He
thinks, then, "But that's just me. When we talk about it, I'll
make the offer on your behalf.
"In what other fashion can I help you ditch your piratical charges? Why
isn't Jerod cleaning that one up himself?"
* He thinks-- I forget about Marius.
"Jerod has already offered to scuttle them or strangle
them all in their sleep or some such. Random may not trust Jerod
not to cut
corners in the dispatch of them. Random would be wrong.
Once Jerod
knew what the crown wanted, he would do it, I think."
Bleys produces a cigarette and lights it. "Daeon's father is one
of only two
men I would trust absolutely to know of matters of the Great
Forest." He smiles. "If you ask Corwin of it, don't mention
that detail to Julian."
"I wasn't initially planning to ask either of them.
If I draw the straw and go myself," Brennan's not specifying whether
that's the
straw that makes him go, or allows him to go-- possibly because he
hasn't decided which way that works, himself, "I was just going to go.
Julian or Corwin might try to tell us not to. But I gambled you
wouldn't be averse to a little mischief, especially in service to the realm."
"Come see me tomorrow morning in my suite."
"I shall, and I thank you. And come to think of
it... if you were serious about ditching those sailors, there might be
something of interest."
"His Supreme Luminescence the Emperor seems to want them
available, but out of pocket. Not unlike the
Altamareans."
"Quick," he mutters, "Someone tell Clarissa that we didn't
just win in Chaos, we conquered it. Meantime I'll be..." he
points
dramatically (dramatically!!) into the far distance, "...over there."
"She'd say 'Perhaps it will teach them a lesson.' and
neither of us would be able to tell if she was talking about a lesson
for Chaos or Amber."
The Fox looks almost disappointed at the lack of a
description of pyrotechnics, but does allow, "Yes, you're probably
right."
"Your grandmother understands the problem with attempting
to define Chaos. Amber at least can be described."
"Has anyone made a final determination on what to do about
my cousins who are not yet Adepts?"
"I anticipate a little parade with Corwin at the head to
this new pattern of his. Fiona is going and won't let your cousin
take it if it's dangerous, of course."
"Hmm. I would assume that to be dangerous in itself,
but I haven't seen the beast. So many diversions, so little
time." He thinks for a moment, then adds, "This implies Lilly and
Aisling will be part of that parade. Or at least have to be
available on short notice." He mentally crosses them off the list
of people likely to investigate the trail of FireLillies.
Then he rolls his eyes at his own scattered thought processes.
"And that reminds me-- how worried would you be to learn that all the
Knights-Commander I've had a chance to talk to, who were conscious for
it, had similar but not
identical dreams on the trip back?"
He swallows more of the wine. "I don't know, how
likely am I to learn such a thing? Was this before or after
Knight Commander Sir Daeon mixed his blood with the soil of Chaos?"
"Humm. Good question." He scratches his beard
while trying to put all the relevant details together. "Mine were
the very night before we started scouting our way back home," he
says. "I only learned that the others had these similar dreams
recently, but I assume they were all on the same night. So, from
my perspective, and modulo any weirdness from that far out beyond the
Tree... before."
"So, a lesser channel... I assume that there was
something of substance to them, as you would not mention dreams of
graceful flying fish
soaring about a tranquil valley. What significance do you attach to
them?"
"It would hardly have gotten my notice at all, had others
not mentioned that they had similar ones. Not identical, but
similar in format. As to significance, I don't know. The
best guess of the moment is that they are prophetic to at least a small
degree, and seem to involve Amber or her people-- one of mine was of a
printing machine in a burning building, which I am given to
understand is an event which happened in our absence. One of
Lilly's," he says more significantly, "was of a frozen mountain peopled
by giants.
"Trying to correlate them to events that have happened will be an
interesting hobby. Trying to understand the why's and wherefore's
is something of a puzzle, too."
"What were the subjects of your dreams?"
"One was a woman falling down a staircase; another, a
printing press inside a burning building; a small boat sailing into a
picture-perfect bay; a woman lifting a long-dead body up from a blood
stained table. I'm given to understand the printing press vision
may mirror something that happened here in Amber while we were in
Chaos, or on the return."
"Hmm. Not all violent, and not all even emotionally
charged. I'd keep this within the family. Too many shadows
to jump at as it is,
for most people."
"But I get worried when there's nothing to worry about,"
he quips.
"Then you should have nothing to worry about, because
there's a great deal to worry over."
"Cool."
It's clear from Brennan's questioning that this isn't the
uppermost concern or thought on his mind-- at the moment, though, it's
a puzzle. It's a puzzle he'd like to put definitely into the
non-threatening category, if he can.
"I haven't had a chance to speak to you since Paige's
housewarming. A number of our old friends commented on your
presence. Favorably."
If Brennan weren't wearing a mask, Bleys might be able to
see him blink once or twice at the topic change. Then, "Well,
don't be coy,
favorite uncle mine. Who are the discerning judges of character
in
question?"
"Rules, Brennan, rules. I can hardly say 'So, tell
me nephew, what did you think of that pack of schemers and connivers
who sometimes support us, whoever 'we' are, and who were willing to be
seen attending Paige's soiree?' So I must bring up the subject
obliquely and in a vaguely approving
tone and assume that you will be ever so helpful and share your
observations
of 'em."
Brennan grins the grin of someone who doesn't mind being
underestimated.
Bleys' eyes twinkle the twinkle of someone who doesn't
mind being confused for someone who underestimates people.
Just as long as they understand that they have an
understanding.
"Okay, I'll play nice. I rather enjoyed Lord Rein's company, and
that of his apprentice, even if he didn't seem to thrilled about
putting some of his experiences
down in text rather than verse." He proceeds to give Bleys a
rundown
on the people he'd met and spoken to that concentrates more on their
actual
merits than on their political significance.
Bleys quizzes him a bit, especially when the impression is
more than usually favorable or unfavorable. In return Bleys gives
Brennan brief notes on the political significance of several of
them. He seems interested in Brennan's impression of Gilt Winter.
"Confident, charming, charismatic. All of which is
less important than that he started under Eric, was set to watching
Random during his... confinement... is now a force in Random's Court,
and is cutting swaths through the ladies at Paige's parties. The
boy is doing something right. The casual observer wonders if he's
not doing too much right.
"And I understand he
shares a name with Admiral Winters for the obvious reason. One
assumes
the Admiral has now heard a bit of my plans as well."
Bleys shakes his head, once, slightly. "The Admiral
is still trying to determine how his worthless sot of a second son
managed to turn a punishment assignment into one of the most powerful
jobs in Amber. His current working theory is blind luck."
"Well, if I hadn't been smart enough to be born smart,"
the Fox replies, "I'd have asked to be born lucky. But that's a
pretty impressive
streak of blind luck. That theory fails to explain the flawless
execution
of the coronation and festivals thus far, too, at least without
elaboration."
"Well, the old man has eliminated graft, nepotism, and
doesn't think blackmail is viable. His other theory is that the
boy is being successful in order to nettle his father into an early
grave."
"What a peculiar family." Pause. "Do you think
it'd work?"
Bleys grins, all deviltry. "It didn't work for
Eric."
Aisling has been keeping an eye on Caine during the second
set, and when he is relatively free, she makes her way over, greeting
him
with a slight bow and smile, "Oh dark-robed one, it would please me to
speak
with you at some point this evening."
He returns her bow. "Death is ever near, little
moth, and there is no time like the present. Shall we
retire to the smoking chamber?"
"Does the smoke herald flame? For I should be
disappointed to be seduced by death after so short a sojourn here,"
Aisling states solemnly, and then a half a beat later smiles, a
momentary beam of sunlight slipping through an overcast. She
didn't know where that bit came from...
He shrugs. "The flame calls to the moth, but the
moth chooses the flame." Aisling thinks most people would find
his smile discomforting.
Aisling shrugs, of a matched set with his.
"Come, it sounds capital," she adds, starting off in that
direction.
Caine finds a servant and an empty alcove in that order
and sits in a plush chair. He looks at Aisling, inviting her to
speak.
While they are in the process of getting settled, Aisling
inquires with a slight open smile, "It seems to me that your costume
suggests a willingness to discuss your recent experiences?"
"Or to see who will want to discuss them with me,
perhaps. Do you want to know about my near-death
experience? It wasn't that exciting,
really." He smiles back at Aisling.
Aisling unkinks a little in the light of his smile,
returning it a bit tentatively, "Yes, I would like to hear what
happened, even so. It was... distressing, seeing your body," she
offers with a tiny shrug to apologize for the appearance of flattery, a
brief glance out to where a harlequin is dancing with great flair
indicating one vector of distress.
"More so for me, I think. I don't think a single one
of my brothers has not made a death threat or a murder attempt against
at
least one other of us in the last few years. That was the way of
things. Killing my own shadow was just an expedience to allow me
freedom to move and
commit fratricide without let or hindrance. Have you ever seen a
near
shadow of yourself? The near ones are less people-like than
distant
shadows can ever be."
Aisling drinks in his words like parched earth filtering
out thoughts; does he desire sympathy for the death? No, not now,
she judges... She shakes her head once to do him the honor of
answering his rhetorical question,
and asks with interest, "So it was you who made that second attempt on
Prince
Brand?"
"I'm afraid I haven't read the whole libretto, so I don't
know which attempt is considered 'the second'. I made the final
one at the edge. It was the one worth remembering. I, of a
necessity, stayed away from my quondam corpse after I left it to be
found. I hear the services were touching, if brief and mostly
overshadowed. Mind you, there weren't political reasons to build
me a monument like Corwin's, but one can't help but feel somewhat
under-appreciated, all things considered."
"Dignity consists not in having honors, but in deserving
them," Aisling quotes, a twinkle in her eye covering more of a
sympathetic warmth.
"'I would much rather have men ask why I have no statue,
than why I have one '," Caine counterquotes, "but still. I think
the furry guys of Bleys are likely to make me a statue. "Caine
the reborn, Brandslayer. " He shrugs. "I'll never get to
like being a god to someone."
"I'd be pleased merely to be spoken of without mutters,
here," Aisling comments.
He pulls out a small cigarette case from his cloak and
offers her one. "They call these 'coffin nails' in some shadows."
Aisling waves it off with a shy smile, "Thank you."
Explaining that she'd like to keep her sense of smell keen wouldn't be
kind to him. "And in some shadows, I suppose they think the smoke
will hide one from evil... Yet with all of the variety of Shadow
available, it seems that you and your brother," she inclines her head,
her antennae brushing off towards the Charioteer, "were happiest of
your family to remain in and about Amber."
"Happiest? Happiness hasn't been Brother Gerard's
fate in Amber. The war was an extraordinary time and I hope that
we never see its like again. In the end, we were all for Amber,
or we didn't come back. I hope the city can survive our unity and
presence that way
it survived our fractiousness and absence. Amber doesn't need any
more
trouble right now."
Aisling nods, agreeing to his thoughts, and goes
back. "Your brother Gerard... I'm worried about him."
Caine nods as well. "My personal concern is that
he'll go back to that damnable shadow of his mother's to get her
grandchildren out
of trouble and end up sacrificed as a wounded god. Is that what
you're
worried about, or something else?"
Aisling is looking blank, but she can't hide that this
idea has chilled her, and doesn't even really bother to try-- blank is
just her natural first expression. "What -is- that place?" she
asks, discreetly dumbfounded, meaning of course _tell me of it,
please,_ and _why did Gerard hang around there..?_
"Did you ever meet my father? He had habit of
falling for the wrong women. Couldn't be helped, of course, he
was temperamentally unsuited to any other kind. One of these
wrong women was named Rilga and she was from an island kingdom not far
from the golden circle.
"I think one of the reasons Dad liked it was that it was brimming with
violent, hard-headed women and it was a somewhat challenging place for
him to be. And that was the nicest society there, at
that. Local magic is local, but locally powerful.
"My brothers Gerard and Julian, Superfluous Royal Princes numbers six
and seven, spent some time growing up there. It's probably less
awful than I'm describing it as being. Most places
are."
Aisling smiles at him, appreciative of the jokes.
"Gerard and Julian got tied back up in it while dealing
with their somewhat wild younger sister. She died young, as did
their mother.
"My understanding is that Gerard's son Vere is from there. His
mother is some sort of High Priestess, which means
something to the people there, and it would apparently be
political trouble for her if she didn't kill her wounded god of a
husband."
Aisling frowns at this, though she's masked by the
silver. She regards Caine with some amount of lightness about her
expression that is unrelated to her question (she's adding him to the
vanishingly short list of "people who have told me stuff and will thus
be defended"; right below "Folly"), which is "...Younger sister?
Was she of Oberon's blood, as well?" Aisling does not really
expect the answer to this to be "yes", but it's worth the breath to ask.
The smoke curls crazily around the hood of his costume
before drifting away on the currents of air. "Yes. We all
thought she'd died childless, but we were wrong."
Aisling cocks her head carefully, just a few
degrees. She's a study, for those with the water to appreciate
it, in the desire for knowledge interacting with the expectation of
hurt once any desire is known. "Would you tell me of her child?"
"Robin? Rather like her mother. Another one on
the 'we should have guessed' list." Caine is smiling
again. It's not a happy smile beneath his death's mask.
Aisling slowly frowns. Somehow, this doesn't seem
right, to be trespassing on the secrets of Robin, when they don't even
benefit her... Like, it would hurt Robin to know she knew; but
then again, who knows when it might come in handy to know? She
doesn't feel guilty or ungrateful for the knowledge...
Still... Unable to quite put her finger on
it, Aisling forgoes followups, and asks instead, "What did you think of
your
half-sister, Rilga's daughter?" _What was her name?_
"For the most part I avoided her. She irritated Dad,
so it was wise to be at sea. I think she was out of her depth and
never understood the advantages of self-control. Julian has been a good
influence on Robin, in that respect. Benefit of hindsight."
Aisling nods thoughtfully, "What was her name? How
did she die?"
"Ysabeau. I don't know how she died. She
didn't come back to Amber much after Rilga departed.
I think Rilga predeceased her."
Aisling nods, smiles at Caine, and then frowns, going back
to an earlier strand of the conversation, "My worries about Gerard are
more general... I don't know if I've ever seen him carrying
around so much anger." This would be accurate; she's learned
enough lately to know that she doesn't, in fact, know.
"How well do you know my brother?" he asks casually,
taking a drag of a cigarette.
"I didn't know he had a son," Aisling fires back with a
grin, without pause, with implications falling where they may...
_I knew he
had a daughter_ being foremost among them. And realizing she
cares enough
about what Caine thinks of her to actually pick up some of those
implications before someone gets hurt, she follows that fast with, "I
might be the Chaosite most knowledgeable about him... But
I've barely spoken with the man, and you've known him since he was a
little round baby."
"Gerard was never a little anything." Caine shrugs.
Under her mask, Aisling moves from vaguely miffed to
thoughtful, which deepens to the point where it shows, as she lightly
taps her lips with her left forefinger.
"The news from the Isles isn't good. It must be
terribly frustrating for him, after a lifetime of being a man of
action, to have to send his son back to help his wife."
Aisling tilts her head a bit, regarding him; _You think
that's all?_
Caine's mask covers any reaction he has, but he looks at
Aisling and leaves the silence for her to break.
Aisling takes her hand away from her lips to gesture,
spreading it outwards as she speaks openly (but quietly), "I would like
to help him, and I think that I can. But... [different
tack] Anger is generally preferable to Despair, but it seems to
me that it has a tendency to bleed over... I would be much
distressed if I managed to arouse your
brother's anger towards me, or if something I did tipped his balance
away
from anger [_and towards despair_]. I hoped that you might offer
me
some advice, for I have lately felt that I was not so knowledgeable as
I
thought." _I fear I'm making a hash of this Gerard thing._
Probably
because I'm far too presumptuous, thinking I can apply stuff I know
about
my own character to his, as if we're anything at all alike;
and
all of my thoughts on the subject are probably false from the bottom
up,
she bitterly finishes the thought.
Meanwhile, there's a part of Aisling that's scrunching down and
murmuring
~aw, this is gonna *hurt*...~ And she can
practically hear Chaosites of her past verbally kicking her, "Why don't
you just paint Caine a picture of your character and flaw lines?
Oh, because a picture *couldn't possibly* be clearer than that
statement! Not like it wasn't obvious before! You're
insulting the being's intelligence with your verbiage! And
*giving away* information about *yourself* to a creature of that
power! *Letting it know what you want from it*! It's
complete
conversational failure!"
However, her
gaze on him stays steady, and she doesn't do anything overt like
blushing to show that she has qualms.
"I wonder if he doesn't create reasons he can't devote
himself to his own healing as a way to put off having to deal with the
anger or despair. If all his duties and debts were erased, what
then would keep him from the pit? Perhaps he needs a certain
distance."
Aisling is nodding, a hint of relief showing on her face,
that he understood (and that he has for the moment forgone kicking her).
"'Part of the nature of our so-called immortality,' said
the man dressed as Death, "is that we all face the knowledge that if
our lives become intolerable, we have to choose a path to our own
quietus. I've seen that. My brother isn't on such a road at this
time."
Aisling pauses, and then diverts from the track of the
conversation once more, for the cause justifies it... "And what
of yourself, my lord?
Will your presence grace the next forty anniversaries of this
night?
Your garb raises more questions than two..."
He shrugs. "We are all in the same boat. Are
you as young as you seem? Or is that question meaningless where you
come from? Forty years is no time at all. No one who was an
able-bodied fighter at our battle in the Abyss will have died of age in
that little time."
"In any case, I am loyal to Amber and I expect I will be at Royal
Events for some time to come."
Aisling is pleased with the richness of that answer; she
can stash it away and chew on it when she likes, getting further
meaning out of
it, having already gotten what she asked for.
"Time," she answers his question, "is not very reliable where I come
from." She smiles a bit and shrugs; if he thinks
she's young, there's nothing to be done about that.
He nods, as if he expected that answer.
Returning to the main conversation again, with an air of
finality, "So, the question I have about your brother is
this: how can I help him without hurting him?"
"If I knew the answer to that one, you would not have had
to come looking for me to ask it."
He's... He's suggesting that he'd actually seek her
out to volunteer information? Oh, Aisling's in looove!
He snuffs out his cigarette. "If you think you know
the answer but are unsure, I will be willing to offer my
opinion."
Aisling looks pensive a bit. Then she glances
towards the dance floor, where people have been whirling away while
they talk, and back to him, and smiles, "Can we have breakfast together
tomorrow, then? Tonight, I'd like to dance with you."
He moves his scythe to his back and holds out a
hand. "We can worry about that tomorrow. Death
will be happy to dance with you tonight, though."
Death leads her to the floor.
Indeed, Aisling lays her hand in his and goes with him,
less of the "bedazzled" that she had with Benedict, more of a touch of
"happy," though somewhere in there still-- always-- nervous.