Book
Four - The Masquerade
Part
Nine
After a proper
turn or two about the floor, Brennan is keeping
his eye out for Jovian to stand out a dance. When he does so,
Brennan
nods in the direction of the Phoenix and murmurs, "Jovian, of
course.
A more proper introduction?"
Assuming no objections or flights on either end, Brennan
and
Cambina make their way to the Firebird. "Hail, Fire-Flyer.
May
I present the Moon in Splendour?"
Jovian turns and grins openly at them both. "What a
splendid
example of vulpine cunning, to lure the moon from her passage in the
sky!
And such splendour, indeed, to fill the heart with inspiration." He
offers
Cambina a wing (unbarbecued, I tell you!) and bows over her hand.
Alas, the mask probably hides the waggling of Brennan's
eyebrow,
but waggle briefly they do, since Brennan is pleased. The mask
can't
hide the glint in his eye, though.
She takes the offered wing without removing the hand
resting
on Brennan's arm.
"I was just on my way to have some refreshment - shall we
repair
together to the ice palace? I wonder," he adds thoughtfully, but with a
mischievous
grin, "how the effervescence would affect visions scried in its
reflecting
pool."
"Many a man has been brought low over visions seen while
fathoming
the bowl, Sir Phoenix. And imperfect figures cast imperfect
reflections
on imperfect mirrors. I have always found that what one scries
has
more to do with what one brings to the pool than what one finds within
it.
What would you see?"
Brennan briefly spreads the fingers of his left (and free)
hand,
unobtrusively but where Jovian can see it. It's very much a 'you
got
yourself in that one, yourself,' gesture. On the other hand, he's
also
suppressing a smile.
It's
a question to Jovian, so Brennan doesn't intercede, as such. He
does
answer the question from Jovian, though: "After a few dances, I
think
a bit of champagne would do nicely."
Other
than that, it's Jovian's play.
Jovian seems far more pleased with Cambina's response than
one
might expect as he turns to walk the pair toward the champagne
fountain.
"Well spoken, Lady Luna, and a good question besides. Honestly, I could
not
say confidently what I would see. Mine is a life in transition -
myself,
my surroundings, my purpose, even my kinships are all in motion. Where
it's
all headed, I know not - but I'm determined to live the journey fully.
And
you know," he reflects, as if thinking of it for the first time, "I'm
not
sure I would want to know too much, too soon."
When
his eyes return to Cambina's, there is...*something* there. Not awe,
nor
fear, nor pity, and yet all of these things in homeopathic doses (just
enough
to strengthen his resistance to them), unmeasured drops in a great
depth
of respect, and some sympathy as well.
"As the philosopher once said, 'The unexamined life is not
worth
living.'" She says evenly, looking intently at her new found
cousin.
The moment hangs in the air like a vast chaotic dracoform
-
but only for a flickering brevity, before the Firebird distracts
himself
at acquiring three flutes of champagne.
"Thank you, Sir Phoenix."
"It's the transition periods, I've found, that I'm most in
need
of a bit of self-reflection and revelation," says Brennan. "Alas,
though,
by the time I realize it, it's often because I can see the transition
behind
me."
He pauses a moment to look around, taking in the whole
scene
as a tableau, observing all the people, members of the
Family
and not; the event of the celebration for the Coronation, which is
doing
double duty, for some, as the celebration of a victory in a war with
the
other end of the universe; and even the room and the castle itself,
which
no longer obey the same rules as when their Elders left it
behind.
He gestures to it all with the champagne flute he took from Jovian.
"Looks
like the biggest collective period of transition we're likely to see in
some
time. Or am I just seeing it because it's just now passed?"
"Hard to say whether it's done or not. Certainly the
adaptation
to it is barely begun. As for examining my life," the firebird sighs,
"that
is an effort of the mind and spirit that I have been able to afford too
little
lately. So little time and space for contemplation - no doubt I'm
poorer
for it. I know well enough what I have been, and I have hope that my
days
at it are numbered. Where I'm headed from there isn't quite yet in
focus."
"Some call it a curse to curse to know too much of the
future.
How can you strive if you know what the outcome will be?
Foreknowledge
is the bane of the ambitious and the optimistic." She
pauses.
"and the contemplative as well."
"I find ambition is more trouble than it's worth," Jovian
admits,
"though I do try to maintain a cautious optimism. I have certain tasks
before
me, which luck may permit to be limited in nature - and from then, dear
luminous
one, I intend to enjoy some mystery for a while. It is too vast a
universe
not to explore, don't you think?" There's a nearly impish gleam in his
eye
as he salutes with his champagne before drinking.
"Of course for many, the greatest mysteries will always
lie
inside themselves."
Brennan regards Cambina for a moment. It's clear
he's
got a good deal of sympathy for the opinion she's just stated, but
fairness
compels him: "I didn't think it had to be one or the other--
Hell,
I've been known to do my soul searching *while* exploring."
"That may be the best time for it," Jovian concurs. "Every
step
is new untainted by preconception - you get to watch your own mind
work,
and gauge the reactions of others who haven't built up fixed responses
from
prior experience." He sips at his champagne and teases the thought out
a
little more. "For that matter, with us, every exploration of
shadow
is also an exploration of our own dread and desire, is it not?"
Cambina nods. "That's how it works in Tir-na
Nog'th.
The place is very... seductive if you've an eye for exploring external
manifestations
of internal truths." She sips her own champagne. "Some in
our
family are addicted to that place. Have you ever been, Sir
Phoenix?"
"Not yet," the Firebird confesses. "My father is ever the
skeptic,
but I have often wondered about the place. And now that I will soon
have
time to explore it, it goes missing from the sky. I wonder if Canareth
and
I couldn't fly Shadow to it... but then, without your expertise to
guide
us, we'd probably find a strange apparition of the Tir, like but
unlike."
He can't quite suppress a shudder at the prospect.
"It can be... interesting," Brennan says. "I
didn't
know that anyone could be considered addicted to the place, and I
certainly
didn't find it seductive at the time, but perhaps I can see how it
might
be. My visits have been fairly few, and I've always been
necessarily
preoccupied while I was there."
"I wondered," says Cambina.
"Whether I'd been there, when, or why?" Brennan
responds.
"In any case, it's all really the same answer-- There is no way Brand
would
have sanctioned my taking a Walk and then walking away. So I took
matters
into my own hands, and the one in the sky isn't guarded very
well."
Pause. "As such, anyway."
"I can well imagine that one could become addicted to
life's
shadow-drama in that place, especially if it reflects at least in part
one's
own deepest desires." It sounds as though this last is something he's
been
told, but isn't quite convinced about.
"But
say, dear Moon...do you think it's possible to gain entry to your city
by
air, or is the stairway the only way in for the living?" By the
Firebird's
tone, he's half making interesting conversation, half making plans.
"I've never had to, of course. I'd be willing to try
any
number of things to get there."
"Hard to say when we'll have time to try," Jovian
considers,
"not knowing how long it would take. But I'd welcome the opportunity."
She turns to Brennan. "Do you think it makes a
difference
which pattern a person walks first? That there is something
different
about your experience with it than our Phoenix or Prince Swan?"
The Phoenix's hood covers his famous eyebrow, but he
clearly
finds the question intriguing.
"A guess?" He was thinking while the Phoenix spoke,
and
then thinks for a small interval again. It seems he might waffle
or
equivocate, but both Phoenix and Luna know that it's really an
unanswerable
question. He doesn't bother pointing out that obvious detail.
"Yes. I think the essential effects are the same, but the
experience
almost has to be different. A different draught, but the same
hangover,"
he smiles at Cambina. "But I left home to get away from Brand,
because
I knew him to be mad enough to follow his plan. And when I
finally
made my way to the center of the spectral city, past all the other
shades
of the past and visions of the future... there was an apparition of
Brand.
"He had told me -- in the flesh -- that I would die on it. He did
not
intend to lie. And his revenant seemed to follow me, even chase
me,
as I walked. I don't know if it was a trick of my mind, or the
place,
or if those spectres really have that much volition." He frowns.
"I'm
not actually sure I want to know, come to think of it."
He
doesn't seem *too* distressed at the memory. It's been a long
time,
after all. But if Cambina's arm is still in his, he's holding it a bit
tighter,
now. Probably doesn't realize it, either.
"I
haven't taken a poll, but I don't think that's normal for other
walks."
He looks to his companions for their opinions.
"Well, Merlin's, but nobody believed him. It was so
simple...."
Cambina's eyes look as if she's had more champagne than is strictly
good
for her.
The movement of Jovian's head is a conscious mimicry of
casualness,
as if he deliberately restrained his head from snapping around with a
more
raptorish mien. "What happened to Merlin?" Again, the tone could be
waved
off as casual - but Brennan has come to know the dragonman
somewhat,
and Cambina has more water than a cactus.
Brennan, meanwhile, is caught somewhat on the horns of a
dilemma.
Having made a pledge, to himself at least, to see Cambina as Cambina,
rather
than seeing her as a mechanism for visions and seeings by trying to
ignore
the whole thing, there's not much he can do to avert this scene.
Obviously,
ignoring the whole thing is an untenable solution.
Later,
there will be time to ask whether Cambina would have wanted him
to dissuade Jovian, or just let the scene run to completion. But
for
the moment he spares a brief, cautionary glance to Jovian, then reaches
out
with his free left hand (he had ditched the champagne glass some time
ago)
to rub her forearm, which is still in Brennan's right.
"I don't know. Something. At the very least he
had
a more-difficult-than-average first pattern walk last week."
Brennan gives her a look, then, "It's a bit stuffy in
here,
after all the dancing," he covers. "Would you join me for some
fresh
air?"
Jovian's
not a brick-- it's a cover to let Cambina take a step back and gather
herself
if she needs it, and blame it all on Brennan's desire for air.
No, Jovian is not a brick... he finds it odd that relating
this
past event should be so disturbing, but he covers well by refreshing
drinks
all round. "Certainly, let's. After all," he adds, handing Cambina her
full
glass, "there's a beautiful Moon out tonight."
"Thank you, Sir Phoenix." She lets the men escort
her
towards the door, seemingly unphased by whatever happened by the
champagne
fountain. "Tell me, Sir Phoenix. Do those lines
actually
work on Calusan women?"
The Firebird laughs along, clearly not taking himself
seriously.
"I have no idea; we don't have masques in Calusa. But a night like this
does
lend itself to high spirits and theatrical flair; I find myself in a
better
mood than I've been in a longer time than could possibly be healthy."
As
they cross the threshold into the garden, he breathes deeply, savoring
the
taste of the night air.
The Fox's escort style is all about providing options and
cover
for the escortee. But since Lady Luna isn't bothered by the
incident,
then neither is the Fox, and that's that.
"Amber is the original of which so much else is imperfect
shadow.
You shall need more perfect lines to perfectly succeed, Sir
Firebird."
She, too, is smiling.
"You presume so much, Princess of the Night, to think I
haven't
succeeded already by making you smile. Why should I want more than such
delightful
company as this?" By tone and gesture, he includes Sir Renard as well.
Anyone
with a drop of water might even think he's happy to see his brother
Knight
Commander thus conjoined.
This is the point where Brennan would usually make a
snarky
comment about something or other. But it's the Fox right now, and
they're
both about as pleased with the company they have right now as they have
been
or are likely to be all evening.
"Few have ever succeeded in 'making' the moon do their
bidding,
Sir Firebird, and some of those only bade the moon to do as she would
have
anyway. Still, rumor has it that you are of the line of gods, so
perhaps
you can make the moon rise or the sun set in the west. Divinity
should
be good for something other than attracting would-be High Priestesses."
"My experience in the godding trade is sparse," he admits
with
a chuckle. "But I'm given to understand knowing the limits of
your
sphere of influence is part of it, and reinforcing the natural order of
things
is another. If I can provide good reason for another's tendencies to
coincide
with my own, then my will is one with the natural order. As neat a
definition
of godhood as any I've been given, I suppose." Even through the mask
his
eyes sparkle with ironic humor.
"Is your brother a point in favor, or the exception that
proves
the rule?"
"He makes the fringe of the rules his proving ground, all
right,"
the Firebird agrees ruefully, using the archaic sense of 'prove.' "I
only
hope he can fail so many tests and survive - and learn."
Brennan diplomatically does not comment on the likelihood
of
any of that.
When they head back from the garden to the ballroom, the
Fox
adds, "By the way, Sir Phoenix, I think I have the support of your
Devilish
kindred fire spirit. I should have it by tomorrow morning."
It's
quiet enough that no one but Jovian and Cambina will be able to hear,
but
he's not rude enough to shove his partner aside and whisper into the
Phoenix's
ear.
Jovian nods, considering. "Fire spirit that I am, it is a
trial
to study at the knee of Temperance. But I may be best suited
nonetheless
to get what knowledge we need from him to begin the walk you propose,
if
it ends where we think it does. I'll see to it as soon as I can."
"As you judge fit, Sir Phoenix. As long as he
doesn't
try to forbid, so much the better. I'll try and mention it to our
other
numbers, but I don't know if I'll have the chance to talk to everyone
tonight."
"As we agreed, I'll get what I can from him about your
least-favored
but most-likely destination, without tipping your hand. I'll try not to
run
afoul of the Fourth Law," Jovian adds, with the twist at the corner of
his
mouth that tends to accompany a (hidden) Julianic eyebrow.
"I love it when a plan comes together."
Lilly is next up on Jerod's roster, and at the appropriate
interval,
Jerod will make his way over. He pauses for a moment, already
having
examined the costume worn by Lilly and her companion and he nods
approvingly,
more to himself than anything.
"Good
evening Lady." Jerod says, a polite nodding bow accompanying his
words. "Perhaps you would do me the honour of accompanying me for
the
next dance?"
There is a momentary look of surprise on Lilly's face
hidden
quickly by a polite nodding bow of her own. "Certainly." She says in a
clear
voice as she offers him an arm.
Jerod accepts graciously, nodding politely to any who she
might
be with at that moment (Benedict, Paige, Merlin, etc) before whisking
her
out to the dance floor.
On
the floor, Jerod has a tendency to lead through the dances, attentive
to
any problems that Lilly might have if she has not been exposed to the
particular
dance being performed but does not dominate the movements. It is
clear
he knows how to dance very well and has probably been doing it all his
life.
Though she certainly does not have the experience Jerod
does
on the dance floor, Lilly is a very fast learner. Dancing
comes
naturally and effortlessly to her. Letting the gentleman lead however
does
not. She seems to be almost consciously reminding herself to do just
that.
Knowing the right etiquette is easy. Performing it is a bit more
difficult.
But she is at least making a good effort.
"The opportunity has not presented itself to speak to you
since
everyone's arrival home." Jerod says. "Allow me to congratulate
you
on your knighthood, as well as your position as the Queen's guardian."
"Thank you. I was honored to be so trusted by the King. It
is
my hope that I can continue to serve Amber well for many, many years."
Lilly's
confidence is tempered by sincerity as she speaks.
"I suspect that Uncle Random would not have let you near
the
Queen if you had not proven trustworthy." Jerod says. "Family relations
can
go to hell when you're protecting your own."
"True. Very true. That is part of the reason I suspect so
many
of our generation never knew Amber until it was necessary. Now we are
faced
with the task of protecting a home that is still strange and new. It is
a
bit daunting at times." Though not for Lilly. She seems quite certain
of
her ability to rise to the challenge.
"And what do you think of your new home?" Jerod asks.
"Amber is..." Lilly's voice trails off momentarily as her
eyes
take on a slightly distant look. "Interesting? It is both more and less
then
I expected it to be. That is not to say however that I am in any way
disappointed.
Quite the opposite actually. I find her to be most intriguing." She
nods
slightly to herself as she finishes speaking. Sometimes the truth
needed
to be stated before being accepted.
"Curious. Many people speak of Amber in the former,
as
being of *more*. The Sundering no doubt had an impact there."
Jerod
says. "How is it less than you expected?"
"That answer is bit difficult to voice so you will have to
forgive
me if this sounds odd." From what Jerod can see of Lilly's facial
expression
she looks a bit vulnerable as if she is sharing something from deep
within
her heart. "I adored my foster mother. You must understand that. She
and
I were very close. For years she filled my head with all of the rules
and
knowledges I would need to be a lady of the court. She warned me time
and
again that the path I had chosen for my self would make my life
difficult.
It was her belief that a Lady could never be a warrior. And I
understood
exactly what she meant, I was just simply too stubborn to abandon my
passions.
"So
when I arrived in Amber I expected to find a very staunch patriarchal society.
What I have discovered is something different. In that
regards what I received was indeed less then I expected. Mind you I
believe
it to be a good thing. I far prefer to live in a place where I am free
to
use my talents rather then trying to pretend to be something I am not."
"Hmmm...you will find Amber's patriarchal nature is still
alive
and kicking." Jerod says. "It just has not surfaced in a way that
you
would recognize. As the daughter of a Prince, the common rules of
conduct
would not be applied to you. Anyone doing so would be at serious
risk
of life and limb, and that's assuming your father did not get wind of
it."
This comment is rewarded with a genuine smile. Lilly could
certainly
stand up for herself when the need arose. It was keeping those passions
in
check that sometimes caused a problem.
"That does not mean you will be immune to their effects.
When
the powers that be decide to try to enforce them, they will do so
subtly.
You will rarely be the object of that enforcement but more likely those
around
you that are vulnerable to influence. You will need to be
cautious
in your dealings with those around you as the Queen's protector.
Your
actions will reflect on her and notoriety is more likely to be
remembered
than good conduct."
Lilly nods. Of course she had considered all of this. Did
he
really think she'd be wearing so many dresses and gown of she hadn't?
Jerod's behaviour would not lead anyone to believe he is
being
condescending. Rather, he appears to be imparting his perspective
to
someone who is certain to be unfamiliar with Amber's Court (and by
extension,
Rebma's). Given that it has been his battlefield most of his
life,
one might suspect that even simple comments on his part might be
construed
as useful information beyond their surface banality.
"I suspect that being a female member of this family will
have
both strong advantages and disadvantages. You are right in that we are
some
of the few who can break the social molds. Yet at the same time we are
supposed
to be serving as role models. Balancing that requires constant
attention."
A bit of a wicked look crosses her eyes as she continues
on
a far more conspiratorial tone. "I for one believe Paige is making it
easier
for the rest of us. With all the gossip swirling about her there is
little
time or energy for the average person to be concerned with the rest of
the
royals." The easy smile returns as she finishes her comments bringing
an
ere of jest along with it. Lilly was not one to bad mouth a friend
after
all.
"Were it as simple as that I would be quite
relieved."
Jerod says. "Someone could be picked routinely to be the target
of
the year and handsomely rewarded afterwards for their efforts in
deflecting
criticism from the Crown." For a moment, Lilly could almost
suspect
that Jerod was serious in his comments, though he smiles just
momentarily
afterwards (as only John Malkovich can do it), before he returns
to a serious mood.
Lilly nods once in agreement. She appreciated anyone who
could
take a comment in the vein it was intended and proceed to
make
it something more.
"There are several groups you will need to be aware of,
that
are of questionable integrity and may use the King's absence to their
advantage.
I do not believe they would move openly against the Queen, but they
will
certainly move to sway public opinion and gain concessions to their
betterment."
Again Lilly nods. "Not all wars are fought on
battlefields.
And sometimes it is most difficult to discern the difference between
ally
and enemy. Because of that I am most interested in the opinions you
have
to offer. I do not guarantee I will agree with you. I will however
listen
with an open mind and give due consideration to anything you wish to
share."
The daughter of Benedict is, if nothing else, straightforward.
"Then give your due consideration to that individual over
there."
Jerod says, maneuvering the dance to bring Sir Octave into view for a
moment.
"Are you familiar with him? He served under your father."
"I do not believe we have met. And father speaks very
little
of such things."
After Lilly has had a moment to answer, Jerod
continues.
"Sir Octave had the regrettable misfortune to have a gentleman named
Carver
as a client. Octave is an impressive barrister and Carver was
indicted
in a conspiracy to hoard food after the Sundering, a time when
resources
were quite scarce and many suffered. Carver and his associates
were
caught and questioned. Many saw the correct way of contrition and
threw
themselves on the Regent's mercy, in addition to returning all the
food."
Jerod can almost see Lilly filing away all of this
information
away in her mind as he speaks. She is something of an intense listener
who
nods when appropriate but remains silent. After he is finished she
remains
silent for a moment to run through the information once more.
"Do
you believe they will underestimate the Queen? And for that matter do you
believe they are the type of men who will underestimate
the Queen's guard?" The latter most definitely is Lilly's way of
referring
to herself.
"Whether they underestimate the Queen is not of importance
to
me." Jerod says. "I personally would like nothing better than to
have
my friend make fools out of them. It would look good on them and
establish
her as suitable for the role of Queen. I think she could do
it.
But an open confrontation does not aid the kingdom at this time and
will
distract the Queen from more pressing matters."
"As
to whether you are capable, that remains to be seen. Not all threats
can
be dealt with by the sword." and Jerod smiles. "I will look
forward
to seeing how you deal with some of these situations."
"I agree with your assessments, for the most part. And I
can
assure you that I am more then a sword wielding buffoon. I have always
believed
that violence in and of itself was not a solution to any given problem.
However
being able to back up one's threats and offer protection when others
are
unwilling to reason, well that is a true asset." Now it is Lilly's turn
to
smile. As the look meets her eyes though there is something a bit feral
in
her gaze.
"I would expect nothing less from the daughter of Uncle
Benedict."
Jerod says.
"Folly has told me that you perhaps know one end of a
blade
from another. Is that true?"
"It is." Jerod nods. "I also know not to tie my ego
to
its use or another's perception of my skill with it. A truly
fatal
mistake inside the family circle. Do you need to prove your worth
against
me? If that is the case, I say that is a weakness on your
part.
I'd recommend you lose it before someone seizes it as an
opportunity."
There is no challenge in reply to Lilly's feral expression, but there
is
also no fear. Not even hesitation. It is clear he means
every
word.
Something about his words seem to amuse Lilly. It's not as
if
she is falling over laughing but there is a glint in her eye that
simply
was not present before.
"In any event, if you're looking to spar you can see me in
the
morning. I am teaching Reid some of the finer points of the blade
and
he is gracious enough to help me with Trump. I'm sure he'd be
willing
to push back his training a bit in exchange for a popcorn view."
"That, dear cousin, was always my intent. I am constantly
seeking
out new sparring partners. My only assumption was that we could perhaps
aid
one another. I, too, have a rather full schedule but like you I prefer
to
spar first thing in the morning. Perhaps our paths will cross."
"I seek always to learn from my experiences. To do
anything
less is to be foolish. My schedule is free tomorrow at first
light."
Jerod says. "I would recommend we try then because
things will get busier in the next few days
and I will probably not be around once Prince Corwin departs."
"That will be most satisfactory."
Once Lilly has had a chance to comment, Jerod continues.
"You
might wish to speak to Reid afterwards concerning the broadsheet
printers
in the city. That is likely to be issue number two on your list
of
things to watch for when protecting the Queen's interests."
"I am slightly familiar with the broadsheets. I do not
believe
one could spend time in this fair city and not be. And I agree they
should
be monitored. What I did not know was that Reid had information
concerning
them. I am grateful to you for passing on that information."
Jerod chuckles. "If I remember correctly, I believe
he
had one of them roughed up a little to get some information on their
little
trade dispute. I might be wrong but I'm sure he can provide you
with
up to date information. I've always liked to keep an eye on
them.
They are a good barometer of public antipathy. After all, if my
Uncle
Bleys actually takes the time to read them, there's got to be something
to
them."
"Hmm... never underestimate the readings of a redhead."
Lilly
says quietly. She seems quite aware of the fact that statement
can
and does have multiple meanings.
Jerod does not comment on her statement, having his own
opinion
of redheads and their readings.
After a moment, in a lightly louder voice, Lilly says, "So
tell
me cousin, have you a third item for my list?" Her tone carries with it
her
intense curiosity and nothing more.
"There is a third. Actually a few more, though none
of
them are of a nature that you will likely to be able investigate in
Amber,
unless they come to you. Your duties as the Queen's protector
will
keep you close to her unless she decides to release you from immediate
service."
"The
last of the ones that would be an immediate issue is a gentleman named
Chi-Lin.
Your friend Paige has taken responsibility for his parole since he
previously
served under Prince Bleys during his invasion attempt. Chi-Lin is
a treacherous little fellow who I now regret not having drowned during
our
return voyage from the Land of Peace. However, once cannot live with
regrets.
I will not tarnish your first impressions of him with my musings.
I
would simply suggest you keep an eye on him. If he has reformed,
all
the better. If not..."
"Noted. Be warned though, if my own impressions are even
the
slightest bit troublesome I may come looking for your full
story. And I certainly
shall look into Paige's."
"Keep your mind open and make your own conclusions
first.
I will say Paige's perspective may be suspect. Consider that as
you
will."
"I have found that truth often lies between perspectives
cousin."
"Now, for the sake of my curiosity, shall I assume your
only
interest in giving me all of this information lies in the protection of
Amber?
Or is there something else you seek?" Civil. Very civil. Lilly simply
does
not see any reasons for playing games with Jerod. Not at this
particular
moment anyway...
"I was curious to see whether Paige had worn off on you or
not."
Jerod says with a smile. "But you have your father's
directness.
There is hope for you yet."
This garners a small smile from Lilly but she remains
silent.
"I make my offering of information because it is
necessary.
Were I remaining here for a time, I would investigate these things but
circumstance
does not permit it. I must find another to serve in my
stead.
You are suitable to that even if you do not wish to. Your duty to
the
Queen means you have no choice but to at least consider my words, even
if
you do not trust my motives. How you choose to react to the
information
tells me much about you as well."
Jerod
will pause in case Lilly has any comment before proceeding.
The small smile spreads into something conspicuously
larger.
"I will not waste my time worrying about whether I am serving your
causes
or not. My duty is to Amber, my loyalty is to the king. If the
information
you have given aids me on this path so be it. However if your needs
cross
my own I am certainly not going to fret."
"There are some who are quite displeased with how I go
about
achieving my goals. Yet despite what some might consider
manipulation,
I do not sanction treachery as a means to obtain my objectives.
None
of my cousins can claim injury or indignity because of my actions,
though
some might try by stretching the truth a bit. If I seem to
arrange
things in such a way, it is because I have little desire for
persuasion.
Also, I have a thicker skin so that I ignore it if it happens to me in
return.
My father was better at persuasion and some day I will learn to be as
good.
For now, this method serves me best."
"What
do you think of that?"
"Does it matter? I would think that my feelings for you or
your
methods would be inconsequential in your eyes so long as I were willing
to
work along side of you as needed. And for now I am. As far as I see it
you
have given me no reason to distrust you, or to avoid you. That, I
think,
should be enough to satisfy."
"For the moment." Jerod says. "Though how you react
does
matter. It tells me something about you. As my father told
me
once, it's good to know whether people have learned the golden rules of
life.
It would appear you have some understanding of them.
I like
that."
Lilly nods. "Your father's set of rules may still prove to
be
very different from my own. For now though I see no reason why you and
I
can not work toward developing a mutual respect for one another."
"Tell me then. What rules did your father teach
you?
It must have been an interesting life. I cannot imagine what it
would
be like under Uncle Benedict."
"Actually neither can I. I was not raised by my father. He
did
hand pick my foster parents however. And they knew him well enough to
not
question why a young girl far preferred sword fighting to dresses and
fancy
parties. In many ways I was very lucky. They allowed me to find myself
while
at the same time ensuring I grew up with a strong sense of personal
honor.
I suppose my father most likely over saw everything. But the truth is I
rarely
saw him and was an adult before I knew who he truly was."
Jerod nods, thinking back for a moment to his own
childhood.
"What were your foster parents like?"
Lilly takes a brief moment before answering, "Honest,
trusting,
sincere, very straightforward. Mallet crafted some of the finest
weapons
I have ever laid eyes upon. Jade knew the virtues of insuring that I
was
well rounded. All in all they were very good people. I miss them."
"Will you return to visit them?" Jerod asks.
"Perhaps. If such a thing is possible. To be honest I do
not
know of their fate." Lilly can not hide the touch of sadness in her
voice.
"Do you have experience travelling in Shadow?" Jerod
asks.
"If not, perhaps Martin might be able to go back with you. He
told
me once that he spent time with your father shortly after he walked it
in
Rebma."
"Yes. Martin is familiar with the lands upon which I was
raised.
However we both have duties. Finding the time for such a venture may be
difficult
and in truth unnecessary. I have not had a chance to speak with my
father
about the Tecys. It is possible he has the answers I seek."
"Be sure to acquire those answers quickly." Jerod
says.
"I'm sure the King will be busy making people busy. It would be
most
regrettable to find you have to wait if your father should be sent away
for
a prolonged period of time. Especially if the answers can be
easily
obtained in just a few minutes of quiet conversation." and he takes a
brief
look around while they are dancing.
"Perhaps
I have monopolized too much of your time. This might be an
opportune
moment to obtain what you need."
"I do not believe my father intends to disappear before
the
ball's end. However you do have a very good point. With the
acoustics
of this room being what they are tonight may yet indeed prove to be
sufficient
for that particular discussion. I had not thought if it." Lilly seems a
bit,
shall we say, surprised that she had not thought of simply asking him
out
right this evening prior to her conversation with Jerod.
Jerod smiles, re-directing the flow of their dance a
bit.
"Grandfather obviously took steps to ensure that when parties were
happening,
those he did not want listening would be properly hamstrung."
Unless
Lilly objects, Jerod moves them far enough along the floor to allow
them
to depart from the dance floor relatively close to Benedict's
location.
"There is wisdom there. I can not deny that." Lilly says
allowing
herself to be led along by her dance partner.
Jerod ends the dance at an appropriate point where she can
either
start talking to Benedict, or start looking for him.
Before taking leave of Jerod Lilly says, "It has been a
pleasure
good sir. I look forward to our meeting in the morning."
And then he's on to his next person...
Benedict is leading Kourin off the floor and towards the
champagne
fountain.
Noting Benedict movement, Lilly follows in a subtle
fashion.
After all there was no point letting everyone in the hall see that she
was
seeking out her father. If he happened to catch it though, well that
was
all the better. For the moment though, she too approached the champagne
fountain
under the pretense of being thirsty. Once there she offers a smile and
gentle
nod in greeting but remains silent for the moment.
Benedict offers Lilly a glass of champagne and then takes
one
himself. "Lady Dragon," he says.
"We meet again good sir." Lilly says with a sincere smile
and
a polite bow. She sips the champagne before getting onto the
business
at hand.
"I realized that there was something I had meant to ask you. During
your absence have you been able to determine the fate of
the Tecys?"
Straight to the point. Hopefully her father would appreciate her candor.
"It stands, as does my home at Avalon. Jade and
Mallet
were very happy to hear of your success. I am sure you will be
able
to visit them when your duties to the queen allow."
Lilly visibly brightens. "That is good to know." For the
moment
there is little more to say. Finding this answer left her mind free to
concentrate
more on other things. So far this evening was lending itself quite
nicely
to good natured merriment. If it continued she might even begin to
start
enjoying herself.
"Well
then, I do not wish to keep you from the other guests." Lilly pauses
for
a moment and looks her father deep in the eyes. For just a moment she
allows
all of her feeling to come forth. These past few weeks had been in
every
way the most eventful of her life. The joy she felt over having found a
true
family and a true home could not be contained by the weariness of the
war
and it's aftermath. And for perhaps the first time in her life she
realized
that she loved the man standing before her. There are no right words to
express
everything she wants to say in that moment so she settles on a simple
phrase,
"Thank You Father."
With
that the moment is gone. With a polite nod she turns to mingle among
the
crowd and insure the safety of her queen.
After Brennan, Cambina and Jovian talk, and as there is
time,
Brennan spies Solange. Not wanting to monopolize Cambina for the
entire
evening, he excuses himself and makes his way to Solange.
"You
look heavenly. May I have this dance?"
"With pleasure, Sir Fox," Solange replies.
Then, assuming she says yes, and they dance, "You've been
scarce,
cousin -- how are you?"
"Well enough, thank you -- and yourself? I haven't
seen
much of anyone, except poor Nestor. I've been buried among the
old
travelogues."
He nods. "I've made Nestor's acquaintance myself,
recently,
trying to start a little research on everyone's favorite boogeymen, as
well
as looking for a little insight into the publishing business
here.
Looking for anything of interest in the travelogues, or are they
considered
light reading?"
"I was hoping to be able to spot places that would have
the
most advanced healing arts. Nanotech, maybe, or perhaps
regeneration.
I don't trust magical cures as well."
"Oh, I see. Your father. Yes, of course that
makes
sense. I know you didn't ask my advice, but your brother did some
time
ago. Do you want me to bore you with the same advice? If
nothing
else, it's a more refined message, since I've been thinking about it
for
a while in the back of my head."
"I'd be grateful for any advice right now," Solange
answers.
"There are times when I wish I'd studied medicine instead of
business.
Then I'd know where to start."
"Hmm. All right. Some of this may be obvious,
but
all right. I wouldn't trust technology any more than I trust
magic,
or soul-chaining, or any other Shadow technique. But that's the
same
as saying I wouldn't trust magic any less than I trust technology or
psychic
resublimation or whatever the Hell you find.
"My
thought is that whatever you find has to be a cure, not a
treatment.
If it's a technology treatment, say, then you have to watch out that
they're
not just going to steen his bones through with some titanium alloy that
will
corrode and infect him as soon as he's out of that shadow. There
are
magical equivalents that are just as bad."
He
pauses for a moment. "Of course, this assumes I know what I'm
talking about," he cautions.
"You probably know more than I do," Solange says. "I
have
no practical experience with magic, and the technology I saw when I was
at
school was lower-level than what I'm hoping to find. Most of what
I
know about either comes from fiction. Even so, I was thinking
along
the same lines. I don't want a magical solution that only works
as
long as the spell's in effect, because that'd disappear as soon as he
hit
a region of Shadow where magic just doesn't work. And if I don't
want
something like what you described. That's why I was thinking of
repair
and regeneration. I suppose if there's something that
accomplishes
it magically, that'd be as good."
Brennan nods; he sees that his message has been received.
"And I don't know how I'd go about testing the cure
fully.
Partially, yes, if you're willing to run back and forth doing animal
experimentation.
But good enough to put him back on the Pattern? You have a tough
road
ahead, Solange. I wish I could give a better prognosis, or a more
informed
opinion.
Solange nods resignedly.
"But, hey," he says, trying to turn the conversation to
something
a little more helpful, and perhaps a little more lighthearted, "You
won't
find my travelogues in the library, but I've covered a lot of ground in
my
time. Maybe I can give you some leads."
"Do tell," Solange encourages.
Brennan proceeds to sketch out a handful of
colorful-sounding
locations in Shadow, in brief, but in enough quirky detail to suggest
he's
been to each one. He mentions the Techno-reapers, in a place
where
men scratch out their existences harvesting the remnants of some
previous
extremely high technology civilization. Then there are the
Brotherhood
of the Starlit Cowls, piloting their ghost fleets through the skies of
their
Shadow. If they can chain the souls of their sky into their
sails,
and if they can chain the souls of their cotton to *become* their
sails,
well, they might very well be able to coax something back to life in
Gerard's
legs.
Er,
but they're past Yg. Not an easy trip.
There
are a few others, but when he's done, he mentions one place he
hasn't been to, but....
"...I
know this sounds odd. And I can't verify this. But I've
heard
a variation on this three times, decades apart from each other, and in
Shadows
widely separated. The first time, I had supposedly just missed,
by
a few weeks or so, the appearance and disappearance in those local
waters
of an Island called Vanderyahr. Supposedly an island with people
living
on it, in a few small cities, which-and this was the second hand tale
that
the locals were telling me-kept moving from world to world. The
Yahrens
were evidently masters of the
quick trade."
He pauses, and editorializes a bit. "Sounds ludicrous, doesn't
it?
An island that, by our parlance, skipped from Shadow to Shadow? I
assumed
they were trying to run a game on me, and I didn't like the place I
first
heard about it anyway. But fifty years later and a *long* ways
away,
I heard a variation on the same story. I was centuries too late,
that
time, but the locals kept a good enough written history that I was able
to
compare accounts. Even the name was the same, allowing for
transliterating
into wildly different alphabets.
"And
a third time, maybe a decade later, I ran into the same tale. I
always
meant to follow up on it, but one thing got in the way of another,
and...."
He shrugs.
"It's
a good story, anyway. But if it's real, and one of us sets our
mind
to finding it, it should be findable. And if it's real, I bet
they
have *lots* of stories to tell."
"I'll have to keep my eyes open for it," Solange agrees.