Book
Three
Chapter
Twenty-One - Afterward
As
the rangers melt away to Arden, Robin is nowhere to be found.
Robin takes advantage of the swirling crowds to return to
the damn Castle on her own. Once there, she stops briefly at her
own room, tearing through boxes until she finds the feathers, the small
bones, the
little stones, the leather ties that she *knows* will be there.
These she gathers up and she heads for the roof. For a special
hiding place that she used before when she was stuck in this
place. High up and tucked behind a gable, for anyone else it
would be a scramble. For Julian's
daughter, it's just a few short jumps and an easy sllliiiidde.
And
there - finally - privacy!
For long moments, the girl merely hangs her head into hands and sobs
for the men she will never see again, the time that was lost...
Once she has cried herself out, Robin sniffles indelicately and wipes
her nose and eyes with her sleeve. It's a cost *any* of them
would be willing to pay and many have before this. None of them
lived a life they didn't choose or died a death they regretted.
And all of them are heroes.
Leaning back against the stones of the Castle, Robin lifts her eyes to
the twilight and purses her lips. The notes that lift from her
begin sad -- mournful trills of sorrow. Then build to defiance --
that which will always fight to live, to be free. After long
moments, Robin's song lifts into joyful flight, exultant jubilation,
the triumph of the heart over the world, guiding her friends to the
stars.
A final
crescendo of music lifts from Robin's lips, to disappear upward in a
skirling, trilling aria of transcendence.
Afterward, the Ranger sits in silence for some moments before bringing
herself back to this world. With a sigh she starts digging the
feathers, stones, bones and leather out of her pockets.
Robin's lips are pursed, her wind up, and reaching for power before she
thinks about *what* she's doing. The first few notes of her
conjuration fall away from her as her eyes widen.
Deep
Green! What was she thinking? She can't wear a glamour to
the masquerade! Fiona will be there. And worse yet,
Bleys! 'Robin, you idiot!' the girl mentally upbraids herself,
'You don't show your hand that way!'
Okay, back to the root. Another thought occurs to the Ranger, one
that appeals to her on several levels. But then inevitably, 'No
wait. Dad and the Regent will be there. Oook. Coming
as a ghost would probably fuck with them real bad. Dung...
Scotch bright idea number two.'
Robin shifts fretfully around on her roof-top perch. She doesn't
*want* to come as a bird or something -- *everyone's* going to be a
bird or something. She can't help the rueful chuckle that shakes
her frame. This is what Aisling and Folly were trying to spare
her. But she was too... crowded in to accept their help at the
time. So now she's stuck flailing on a roof-top. Typical.
Ranger war-paint? Hmmm, maybe not the message she wants to send.
Crap! What is she going to wear???? The Ranger stares
forlornly through the dark bulk of Kolvir toward her home.
When her answer rises behind her over the roofs and battlements of
Castle Amber bathing everything in silver. Robin turns and looks
at the great orb rising slowly into the night sky.
A
slow
smile lines her lips. Ah, yes. In her earlier days, she is
huntress
too, isn't she? And Daeon *won't* be at the masquerade.
Robin
closes her eyes and raises her face briefly letting the delicate
trickling moonlight play over her features. That'll do.
That'll do.
A
few
moments more and Robin is scrambling off the roof tops, heading for her
quarters,
her thoughts a whirl.