Book
Three
Chapter
Sixteen - Among the Stones
Immediately
following the luncheon, Aisling takes Jovian, Kourin, Robin and Folly
off in tow to the seamstresses, and shows them the options the Knights
had thought of for Jovian and Kourin. Robin, she says
apologetically, they hadn't considered.
Aisling caused to be made a cloak of a light velvet in a
rich brown, with gold and red-gold and copper embroidered feathers
around the edges and at various places on the back, and a hood that can
fall down over the upper face, pointed and with eye holes, similarly
embroidered to look like the beak and face of a hawk. There's a
matching tunic with very deep dagged sleeves, winglike, similarly
embroidered, and hose and a belt and such.
The smaller
cloak is of a pair with the other, of clear blue with silver and gold
embroidery, coming with a matching dress covered with all the stuff
modern Amber gowns are covered with, in addition to embroidered
feathers.
Robin's fine with the
oversight. Really fine. She states that she thinks it's
wonderful that Aisling has considered this and thought of the
difficulties that recent arrivals in Amber might face -- really very
sweet of it. And she must admit that Aisling's designs are
absolutely fabulous. But Robin isn't really prepared at this
time... Thank you again, but she'll just be going now.
Folly
suggests with a grin that perhaps Robin should go as herself - which
would almost certainly eliminate the worry that someone else might
choose the same costume.... For all that it's made in a joking
tone, it's a serious suggestion.
Folly also mentions that, although it might be too whimsical for Robin
or
Kourin (and, she adds with a wink, is almost certainly too
small for Jovian), she does have an extra costume available if any of
them would like to borrow it: a gauzy sundress the colors of a
sunrise sky with silk-and-wire fairy wings on the back.
Folly is happy to make other costume suggestions for Jovian and Kourin,
but
the wonderful stuff Aisling has already put forth may be sufficient....
Aisling looks interested.
Jovian, while he's charmed by the hawk suit, is interested
in hearing Folly's ideas as well, as he's still getting a grip on the
range of what's appropriate.
Robin looks over at Folly, a quick appraising glance, followed by a
somewhat weak smile. After clearing her throat, the Ranger
mentions that thoughts along those lines had occurred to herself as
well. But, while it's a sweet suggestion, it's also kinda...
lame, she finishes awkwardly.
Robin will explain to the ladies that she's very flattered that they've
taken her situation under their wing. But really, she'll come up
with something. Really. Bye!
Aisling bows, not holding her by look or expectation.
When Robin returns to her chamber after the business with
everybody meeting Jovian is settled, she finds a note from her father
asking that she attend on him in the library.
Robin's
chamber has a small, high window that lets in some light, but cannot be
opened.
Well, thank the Green! The Ranger snorts. And
here she was counting on him and the Regent to pull her, Jove and Vere
out of that hairy-eyeball off. Verde! Her father's
timing! A
grim chuckle ripples through Robin, seems hereditary though.
Ooops! Okay, maybe it's a trained response.
Robin takes the note with her as she sets off into... Dammit! She
stops
a page and gets directions.
"Sir?" The Ranger pokes her head through the library
door cautiously.
"Robin. Come in." Julian is alone. His right hand is
bandaged. Robin doesn't recall it having been bandaged, or even
wounded, before their arrival in Amber.
Stepping inside, Robin closes the door softly behind
herself.
"I have spoken with Gerard, and with Random. I have
decided to close Arden, and Random has agreed to my request," he says,
without preamble.
The spark of happiness that shoots through the girl's eyes
cannot be hid, even by the quietness she's holding herself under.
Then a horrible thought occurs to her, and the Ranger's eyes dart to
the bandage on her father's hand. One eyebrow flickers in a
concerned question.
"Random's crystal is quite sharp when it shatters," Julian
answers her
"My brother advises me that I am about to become a
grandfather.
Again. Your brother Daeon has dallied with your cousin Paige. In the
due
turning of the seasons, she will bear twins."
Julian's gaze on Robin is mildly expectant. It's the sort of look Robin
associates with expecting her to know the name of the hawk flying
overhead by its
shadow in the trees, or the name of the hound by the shape of its
pawprint
in the muddy stream.
"Hunh." Robin breathes out as she considers.
"Artemis and Calliste. Perhaps the others. They'll be
looking for pawns. And Paige will be weak or dying from the
labor."
"Clarissa's line is stronger. Paige might survive the
childbirth. But she'll be in no condition to fight them off..."
"The childbirth weakness seems to run only in my mother's
line. But, yes, Paige will be in no condition to fight off any
goddesses that
should decide to steal her newborns. If Fiona is her midwife, I almost
pity
the goddess who tries to steal the infants. In general, in fact, I feel
that
the wrath of the redheads will fall on someone who tries to break the
bond
of the Clarissi."
Julian continues: "If, as I suspect she will, she bears a son and a
daughter, it will not matter. In due time, they will be called to
Arcadia.
They will war with Calliste's children, and the winners will slay Daeon
and take his place and Dione's. It is the way of Arcadia.
"In the long term, I propose to interfere by stealing back my children
by Calliste. I let Artemis raise Daeon and Dione by the terms of our
bargain, but I
only promised Calliste that I would sire her offspring. I said nothing
of their raising," Julian adds with a smile.
"As for Paige, her children must be guarded even before they are born.
I was thinking of Couth. His wounds will not keep him from fighting,
but they
would limit his ability to travel. And if Paige requires a male
companion, I suspect Couth is more than adequate to the task."
Julian looks at Robin to gauge her response to the plan.
"Hmmmm." Wheels are turning behind the Ranger's
eyes. "When you assign Couth," a quick quirk at the corner of her
mouth indicates Robin's appreciation of the choice, "how much of the
reasoning are you planning on telling Paige? Hinting to Fiona
would guarantee that she
mid-wives, but... do we want her interference? Annnnd," a feral
grin
sneaks past Robin's mask for a moment, "when and where does the baby
snatch
go down?"
"Fiona's interference would be welcome, yes." Julian
actually quirks one corner of his mouth upwards. "I have not yet
decided how much to tell Paige, however. I am not certain how sound her
judgement is. The 'baby snatch' will have to wait at least until the
babes are born, of course, but as soon as possible thereafter. The
longer we wait, the older the children will be and the less amenable to
learning our ways."
A snort from Robin shows that she feels that 'sound' and
'judgment' shouldn't be used in the same sentence as 'Paige.' But
the Ranger nods her agreement to her father's assessment of the timing
for baby snatching.
Julian frowns then. "We will also have to kidnap Daeon
again. I *must* find a Pattern and put him on it. He is done with his
godhead, although he does not know it yet. If he continues the way he
has done, he will certainly perish."
"Do you think the Pattern at Tir-na N'ogth would be too...
" Robin searches for the word but finds nothing better than, "esoteric
for him? Course I'm not really sure if it's there or not.
The Pattern, I mean. Not Tir-na N'ogth."
"He has rejected the opportunity to walk the Pattern when
I have presented him with it," says Julian. "I would try the Tir if I
thought he would walk it, but I am not sanguine that it will attract
him either. But he must transcend his godhead, or die. For what else
happens to the Year God when the year is done?"
"Weeellll, 'transcendence' is a good word. But
'rebirth' might work better if I understand what you're saying about
Daeon." Robin rubs her chin as she thinks about it, "I wouldn't say
anything about 'ending' or 'leaving' his godhead. If
Daeon's fully integrated that into his concept of his own identity, you
might have trouble."
"Instead, you could try emphasizing the strengthening-refining-focusing
angles of
Pattern initiation. You know, the 'it will make you more you'
stuff. Or maaaybbbee," the Ranger gets a gleam in her eye, "the
'it will break
you down and then you will rise from the fires' angle. That could
play well to the rebirth, cyclical nature crowd." She looks to
her
father with a raised eyebrow.
Julian looks Robin in the eye.
"I am not interested in temporizing or obfuscating what will happen to
your brother. You know as well as I what the consequences
of a failed Patternwalk are. If Daeon will not walk the Pattern when
told honestly what will happen ..." Julian trails off, not wanting to
complete the thought.
Robin tiptoes to plant a sympathetic kiss on Julian's
forehead. "Daaaddd," she murmurs gently, "I don't want Daeon to
die - on the Pattern or in the wickerman - anymore than you do."
Then she sighs, steps back and meet Julian's eye. "Okay.
I'm being flippant. I'll stop now. But I'm not temporizing
or obfuscating, sir. You already said that he wouldn't walk the
Pattern when you
presented it to him before. What did you honestly tell him would
happen? What happened to you? What happened to
Gerard? What happened to me? Somehow, I'm not sure those
were the same things, sir."
"And if Daeon attempts to walk the Pattern as anyone other than
himself, he'll *surely* fail. Daeon's got to need to live through
it for his own
reasons. No one else can give him the strength one needs to
survive the Pattern, sir. It comes from inside or not at all."
"Therefore, if you want Daeon - not your son, but *Daeon* on the
Pattern, you have
to find what brings to him the need to succeed, the will to fight, and
the sheer bravado it takes to spit in the eye of yourself, your fate,
the
universe and everything."
"That doesn't mean lying. That doesn't mean not telling the whole
truth. It means seeing the world through Daeon's eyes. If
only for just
long enough to know what he loves. And then letting him know that
you value that."
Robin stops for a moment, listens to the echoes of her voice in the
room. And wrinkles her nose. Ick! What a speech!
"Robin," says Julian gently, "I know you mean well, but
you do not comprehend the matter. Walking the Pattern is not a thing
gods do. It is a thing Princes of Amber do. What Daeon loves is being
what he is. If he does not stop being what he is, its consequence is
death. If he cannot find the desire to live as a Prince of Amber--which
is what a being who can walk the Pattern is--he will not survive an
attempt to walk the Pattern.
"What he loves is at odds with that. That is the part of the problem I
cannot
cure and will not lie to him about."
"Okay." Robin says with quiet acceptance. She has
absolute faith in her father -- if he says she isn't getting it, then
she isn't getting it. "What can I do to help?"
Those green eyes turn to him with warm support glowing in them.
Julian smiles. He looks a little less tired.
"This evening, nothing. At some point you will need to speak to Vere,
and perhaps later to Solange. I do not know her at all and
cannot predict how she will react to learning what has long been hidden
about the Isles. I know the next few days will be difficult, but after
they have sorted themselves out, we will return to Arden. From there,
we can do what is needful."
The Ranger's blonde head bobs in agreement. "I...was
planning on talking to Vere as soon as I reasonably could, sir.
He... well, he should know." The girl blushes ruefully, a kiss of
rose underneath her golden tan. Then quickly changes the subject.
Julian nods. (Not once, and not abruptly.)
"Solange?" Robin shrugs and her brows furrow.
Solange wasn't someone she really spent a lot of time with.
Gerard's daughter liked girl things. And nobles. Neither of
which Robin had
much time for. And then there was that business with the
badges. Yep, Solange *was* going to be tricky. But despite
that, maybe she shouldn't be alone. Even if her company in this
was someone as rough and volatile as Robin. "I'll see if she
wants to talk."
"She may not, and if she does not, we must let her be for
the next while. But she will come to us in the end, and we must
be ready when she does," Julian says.
"I won't push it." Robin says. Something in her
voice shares how she feels about people imposing themselves. "And
yeah, when she's ready, I can be too." She smiles gently to
Julian.
The Ranger nods thoughtfully. Yep, the next few days would indeed
be
difficult. But her father was only asking her for a few
days. Days in Hell, sure, but only a few days. The Ranger
takes a deep
breath and smiles at her father. She has to do it, therefore she
can.
"Hey. Wanna to play Stones? I'm dying for a game."
The girl beams
a chipper smile at her father.
"I would enjoy that very much," Julian says, and calls for
a servant to bring the stones. During the game,
Julian will remind Robin that only Princes of
Amber carry weapons in the presence of the King.
Robin pouts at that, but promises to do it.
He also supposes he doesn't have to remind her to dress
appropriately for this shindig, does he? No patrol gear.
On this one, Robin is straight-up with her father,
is he -- Prince Julian of Amber, Steward of Arden, and loving father --
asking her to wear a dress? Or to look appropriate as Scion of
Amber?
Appropriate and formal, that's what Julian wants. Robin feels that
Julian thinks a divided skirt is really too casual for this occasion.
He's not going to push the point, though; he'd rather see her in a
divided skirt than breeches.
Oh, Deep
Green and Dark Shadows. Robin's hurt and more than a little
scared. But if that's what her father wants her to be there as –
a Daughter of Amber – than that's what she'll be there as. But
she's probably going to be physically ill after the Coronation.
Julian's not going to ask, and not going to push. He will
respond honestly if asked, but appears to be going with "don't ask,
don't tell"
in the absence of a direct question.
Robin *almost* tells him how she feels about being asked
to swear allegiance as a princess instead of as a ranger. But
then she shakes her blonde head ruefully at her own inflated sense of
drama.
She looks over
at Prince Julian – and thinks of Daeon, who isn't there, and Jovian,
who
will return to his home in Shadow, and herself. The man has three
children, not one of whom gives a damn about Amber. Very well, he
won't stand alone at the coronation.
Robin pulls herself together and nods. She'll be there.
She'll be in a dress. She'll a pretty, pretty princess of
Amber. And tomorrow? Tomorrow, she'll beat the crap out of
anyone who mentions it to her ever again.
Don't forget that you'll be going down to the Blessing of
the Fleet immediately after the coronation without a chance to change
clothes.
Boats, yay. :-/ But hopefully there will at least be
some air.
* * *
After
her meeting with her father, Robin finds herself once more adrift in
the pile of stone, cacophony and *smell!* that is Amber
Castle. A sigh ripples through the girl and her face twists once
as though she was tasting something terrible. Ah well, no use
putting it off any longer.
With her usual pleasant aplomb, Robin picks on another young page at
random and asks if Lady Brita is in residence.
The page doesn't know, but runs to find out. When he
returns some time later, he says that Lady Brita is still in Arden the
last the Steward has heard, but she is expected in the Castle tomorrow
for the funeral. He [the page] will be happy to take a note to her room
for her to receive when she arrives.
"Uh, no. That's okay. Thanks." The Ranger
looks around the halls. "Which way is Lord Vere's office?"
A self-amused chuckle ripples through her at her own inability to track
in this place.
The page will lead her there, or guide her if she wishes.
Vere, Robin is advised, was meeting with his father, and afterwards had
business in the city.
There's a minute flash of angry green in the Ranger's
eyes, that gives way rapidly to an ironic snort.
She looks over at the page with a wry grin. "And I suppose if I
ask for Lord Reid, I'm guaranteeing that he's out of the castle as
well?" Her voice is teasing, she's a working girl too.
Assuming that the page either responds that Reid is in the
castle or scampers away to return momentarily with the same news, Robin
gestures to the young man to lead her Reid-wards. As she follows
through the twisting corridors of Amber, she rubs her forehead briefly
once.
Then returns her normal pleasant expression to its place in time to
meet
the oldest of her... peers(?)
Reid answers the knock on his chamber door and ushers
Robin in. The place is cluttered with art and musical instruments. To
some extent, they are segregated -- art obviously favors one side of
the room, while music is dominant in the other, but towards the middle,
the items she sees are not immediately identifiable as either.
The girl cocks her head one way and the other as she takes
in the clutter, her bright eyes favor the musical - seeming almost to
shy away from the art side.
Reid offers Robin the only padded chair in the room... an
overstuffed reading chair with a convenient side table. If Robin sits,
she'll find
that the chair is rather engulfing, but cozy once she gets over its
softness. Reid then offers a drink, fixing one for himself in the
process.
The Ranger perches as usual, then shifts as the chair
seems to move under her, shift, shift... shift. Eventually an
annoyed chirp emerges from Robin and she jumps to her feet rather than
be engulfed. She tries to make it look natural, but... it's
obvious that Robin doesn't want anything to do with the chair and is
wondering what the heck Reid is up to with the guest-eating furniture.
Consequently, when Reid offers a drink, there's a moment of hesitation
as the girl thinks about what exactly is going to be in the glass, but
eventually she settles for "Something hard. Thank you."
It's clear that when she arrived he was in the process of
doing maintenance on some of his equipment, both artistic and musical.
Turpentine rags are out where he's been cleaning his brushes, and a
lute sits not far off half-strung.
For himself, Reid takes a chair that seems to be nothing more than two
slabs of wood intersecting at an angle. It's a low chair, but places
him in a
reclining position that makes it easy enough to maintain eye contact
with
her.
"What can I
do for you?" he inquires.
"Uh. I won't take up much of your time, Reid."
Robin twitches a little, drops her eyes and unconsciously starts
fiddling with something near herself. "I was just wondering...
when Random made his first surprise visit, "it's obvious that Robin has
other words for
that event, but that she's not going to share them at this time, "you
were
consulting a... paper. Was that a chart of the royals? Do
you
still have it? Annnnd could I get a peep?"
Green eyes startle as she realizes that she's messing with Reid's stuff
and Robin puts down the pic with an embarrassed blush. And
turns her green
eyes to Reid. Drink time, oh yes.
Reid's eyes scan over the stacks of paper sticking out
from odd angles in his display cases, then reaches for one, seemingly
at random. He hands it to her, a large parchment folded a few times to
make it more convenient for transportation. Upon unfolding it, she'll
see that there are portions of the family tree written in an even hand
with a strong ink. Elsewhere on the sheet there are additions hastily
made in pencil, as well as a few annotations, lines criss-crossing,
etc. It is the family tree, as
it was known upon Random's return. Should cover all the current and
deceased parties, though the lineage of a few is still in question.
Green eyes scan the sheet curiously, occasionally Robin's
lips move silently as she sounds out some of the names. Her eyes
dart over the paper, seeming to put together things fairly quickly.
"You can borrow that, if you need to. Or I might be able
to answer a few questions. I'm not as up to speed on some of the
younger generation though... particularly those who just came back."
Reid's offer is such
that it is clear it would not be an inconvenience.
Robin looks at him with large eyes as though trying to
figure out what he's up to. Eventually, she shakes her head, a
quick toss of blonde. "Th-thank you. No, I don't need to
borrow this. And it probably shouldn't go wandering around in a
pocket like mine." She finishes with a quick flat smile.
A few more moments are spent studying the parchment, then Robin
nods and carefully refolds it. She holds the paper out to
Reid. "Thank you."
"You are most welcome, any time." Reid replies.
"That's very... kind of you." Robin smiles, a little
lost smile as though she doesn't quite know what to do with herself. "I
should be going." The Ranger eases her way toward the door.
Reid allows her to handle the door herself. He senses she
would be uncomfortable if he took the gentlemanly approach.
"Thank you again, Reid. Good day." The Ranger
smiles pleasantly, but lets herself out of the door quickly
enough. She
doesn't let it bang shut, she does have some manners.
Once outside in the hallway, Robin takes off in a random direction
fairly quickly.